Like Dr. Faust I cannot stand science posing ever more questions instead of giving the answers. But unlike Faust I didn't turn to occultism instead - but to BDSM. I never considered myself sadistic or even dominant but probably I came to be. When it all started I just wanted to gather information on mental processes, behavior and their interdepedencies. And I really got astonishing results using "enslaved" objects of study. So now I really want to know more. But during these experiments my own mental states changed: I liked what I was doing. I liked seeing my objects suffer, I liked making them suffer for punishment and I liked rewarding them sometimes as well. So I like to be in charge, to have absolutistic power. And I want to regain it.
So if you might like to be my object in one or another experiment, first consider that I might want to change the way you feel and think and I'm not sure whether these processes are reversible. If you don't care or would maybe like to think and feel differently just let me know.
I'm not rejecting objects since everybody is interesting and possibly useful. But please understand that some might be more useful than others...
2/11/2011 10:33:46 PM
There's a vacancy in my "slaves apartment" soon and I am looking for a "live in" slave.
If you are interested in being kept at hand and live a life in slavery, visit http://tinyurl.com/liveinslaves to get more information.
