When I consider the secret of
The one who will serve me
He will be surrendered in
Every breath and each heartbeat
He will listen to the silent call
The quiet hunger to give it all
As the river seeks to be
Forgotten in the sea
His "self" will be released
His delight in pleasing me
A life where all is new,
Timeless moments, something true
With the heart of hope he sees
Joy is found in serving me
Like a moth around the flame
Drawn to the light and to the pain
His soul is not complete
Until he lives this mystery
Deep in your heart you know that you are not like other men. Sure, you a professional. You play the game. You put on a good show. You are a great boss, and everyone thinks a great leader. But somewhere deep inside of you is the nagging feeling that there is something missing. Something powerful. Something transforming.
You lead because that's what you're supposed to do, and by nature, you don't want to let anyone down. But secretly, in the places you don't talk about with anyone, you long to surrender and serve.
You make decisions and pursue plans because that's is what's expected of you. But something inside of you LONGS to have someone else lead. To relieve you of that responsibility.
More than anything in the world, you want to please a woman. Really please her. Revel in her. Give yourself to her. Abandon selfish pursuits and make her your world. You have a successful career. You have done well for yourself. And you will sacrifice it all to please her.
But you need your secret protected. In public, at work, it all needs to look normal. She will know. You will know. But no one else will know that you are locked in chastity. No one will know the microchip in your collar tracks your every movement. No one will know that every step you make, every breath you take, each beat of your heart belongs to her. No one will know what happens behind closed doors. But you know. And you have finally found your peace and purpose.
