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I'm looking for someone to be my perfect dolly.
I'm looking for something very specific.
My interest has always ultimately revolved around mental control and domination.
The mental aspects are by far the most important thing in any master/slave relationship. People who just obsess over the sex and the 'kink in the bedroom' just don't get it... true TPE is an intense and constant relationship that requires just as much (if not more!) work on the part of the dom as it does on the sub. (Not that such things don't involve amazing sex too, of course)
I'm not new to this. I've owned girls before. Live in pets, over years. Serious relationships.
...But never truly satisfying or right.
I've always needed something so much more, and I have finally come to admit that I will never be satisfied with anything less.
I'm looking for someone who wants to give everything. To lose herself. To be remade.
I'm looking, most of all, for a special girl who wants the same.
Of course it's a huge degree of responsibility, but why wouldn't I put the necessary effort into the one thing that is the center of my happiness and satisfaction in life?
I want to find someone who really wants to be carefully broken down and remade. Someone who actually wants, ultimately, to truly lose herself into her new life.
Someone who wants to give anything. Someone who wants to give everything.
Someone who wants to have ever part of her that isn't totally mine taken away from her.
Someone who wants to be genuinely and wholly owned.
('Wholly'... hehe)
It's the loss of power, the loss of self. Not something that's just about playing power games, just obeying someone, just calling them 'sir'. Such things are only a prelude to just how far down the rabbit hole you can fall. It is only the beginning.
What I really need to find is someone like minded to my most profound interests, someone who wants to give everything to another, to give all of themselves. Someone who wants to lose themselves and who they used to be, in the process. I ultimately seek someone who is truly into the notion of being a complete slave, of finding their new identity in service and surrender. I need someone who wants intense and constant live-in training necessary for them to truly become completely owned by me, someone who can accept the level of control that I so want to give, so as to help them find their new life. Someone who wants to be trained until there is nothing left of themselves that isn't defined by me.
I'm glad that you're still reading. Few people do. It is an utter loss of self that I hope that this girl seeks. I will only be satisfied when I can take all independent sense of 'thought' and 'self' from a girl. My greatest need is to possess a girl completely; for me to help her to be but otherwise blank and empty, other then for how I choose to fulfill and define her.
And, sure... Any real and lastingly valid restraints aren't so much about a hand around the throat, or having your tits squeezed tight with twine. (Fun as such play can be, of course, as some expressed symbolism, anyway).. but the only real chains are those which are invisible. Psychological and emotional chains are the only valid ones, and only in those can a girl be truly possessed irrevocably.
This is what I seek.
Total and absolute mental ownership. (
Physical ownership comes without saying. It follows inevitably)
Believe me, I will be far more capable of these things then most people.
I will help you walk the path to being my total slave.
I have a sharp mind and a deep and burning desire to own every last shred of your soul.
Every last shred.
Until there is nothing else left of you that isn't entirely defined by me.
This is my goal.
My passion.
My endeavor.
Come join me in it, if you dare! (Bwahahaha, etc)
If you've read this far, then feel free to ask me anything at all.
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