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DollyDoll1956

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LadySilverfoxx
7/3/2011 6:30:41 PM

Well, it has been over 2 years now since I lost My AJ. The pain is less but I dont miss Him any less. I have not visited sites or taken another since because I needed time to digest My loss.

It is funny how life has a way of tossing random things your way and out of the blue 2 months ago, I was tossed a random.

A quirky little bartender with a hot pink mowhark caught My eye.

I fought My natural instinct and the impulse to want to use My dusty floggers on her but her persistance and constant turning up on My doorstep won out.

She claimed not to be a sub but is now addicted to the floggers, cuffs, blindfold, earplugs and anything else I seem to toss her way.

It is a torrid journey with her since she has never been in a BDSM relationship and fights Me all the way and I have not had a fulltime female before sub either, so the learning curve goes both ways.

At least I know I am still alive now lol

I won't be accepting any contact requests for now. This girl is very high maintenence and requires most of My time to earn her trust.

To those who have left messages for Me asking for contact, please forgive My ignorance, I was too deep in My own self pity to respond to anyone else, let alone My own needs.

 

Feel free to leave messages, I will be calling in to check every few days.

Peace and light to all

 

Dolly D

7/5/2009 7:30:55 AM
I suppose  it  is time to update this.
About 2 months ago, actually 3 months ( time flies) I lost My AJ, My soul Mate, My MastaMan.
The cancer finally won, after a 3 1/2 year battle.
What am I now  looking for?
Good question.
Criteria would include
Male
Masculine
Mature
Taller than I ( I am 5'6")
Dominant with a submissive side
(I like a fight)
Intelligent
Intellectual
And anything else I deem necessary.

If you meet all of the above, would you be accetable?
Who knows.
I strongly doubt there  is one out there to meet or compare with My AJ.
6/27/2007 9:24:07 PM
As I am relatively new to this site, I am however, not new to the lifestyle. I am over whelmed by the amount of messages left, apologising for not having had time to answer them as yet (also not sure who, if anyone will even read this entry)

I am not sure if this is the place where I write a little biography about Myself, as there seems to be no other space for that sort of thing, so here goes.

History: Obviously My life did not start as a
Dominatrix.
After a fairly (normal?) childhood, sandwiched between 2 brothers, I guess I learnt to Hold My own (so to speak). Living on a farm, I worked along side "The Boys" learning the art of whip cracking, roping, wood chopping and all associated workings, prefering to wear My older brothers handmedown jeans/t-shirts, much to My mother and Older sisters dismay.
(Okay, this is turning into a book, so lets skip a few years)
I have been married 3 times, all unsuccessful, currently residing for the past 4 years with the 2 younger of My 4 children (boy 19, girl 11) and The One I refer to as Master Man. We met in one of My subordinate stages.
I have subbed and Domme'd online and in real for most of My adult life, had bisexual experiences in both respects. Being Domme/Mentor to an online fem Switch the previous 2 years, along with a hectic work/home life has kept Me busy.

I am not "actively" seeking a r/l sub, Although, If the Right one were to present himself at the Right time bearing overly desireable qualities along with an outlook befitting My current lifestyle, it would be put under consideration.

Anyone desiring marriage or a live in arrangement, I am sorry to disappoint.








LadyEm2u
 
 Age: 28
 South Africa