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I am amused by the unrelenting need to serve that enslaves a woman who cannot be at peace without the punishing indifference of a Man to whom she would belong. It can be used to make her do all kinds of things, for which she will be grateful, and more so for the worst of them. It's an interesting puzzle, finding how each piece fits until the final picture of herself forms, the last falls into place, and then she is no longer useful to me.

Your idea of what you want won't last and doesn't matter. You can only head in the direction from which you are called, leaving behind what you know to learn what you can't yet imagine. Your guide is instinctive, not intellectual. It is the mere intention to serve. The rest of the noise is confused chatter. Only one word holds the promise of your fulfillment: Yes.

Take it or leave it. Obey, or go back to your life however you would run it yourself. There is no shortage of confused women in need of transformation. Your time will pass either way.

I do it because I can. It's fun for me. One day you might look back and see why you needed this, for then you will have come to know yourself. Today, it's a simple choice that you can't make unless you're ready to begin. There will be a test of your sincerity; whether you have a true need or have found yourself another delusion.

This ad will be here again should you come back to it. It will only be the first time you read it, now; the next will be when you read it again. The significance being that discovery presents a unique opportunity that lasts only as long as you still wonder. By then, you can see what you should have done, not what you did. You answer now because it is happening now, or you hold back, return, think about it again as if it could be waiting for you, but that first time passed. The second, the third, whichever many times it takes for you to impose your idea of it, fit it into your plan, your understanding. That's not what I am about. Keep up or fall behind. It's simple.


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beth4humilation
 
 Age: 25
  Texas