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DirtyBirdy7

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I have now been in BDSM for more years actively, openly seeking my best friend, than believing Im vanilla with the false hope of normalcy... some say thats the true fairytale... sometimes the everyday simpleton seems like they get it easy. I feel that I understand myself well enough to make the following statements with a clear level-headed balance and although I am human and do make lustful statement as we all do... I promise at least in this profile that I am fully aware of what I am, saying and more importantly what I am saying is true. I paint in each and every curious readers mind... whether that is positively viewed or I fall short in anyway... is a true reflection of who I really am. Represented by my value I personally hold at the highest regard... honesty. When someone works hard at something, day-in and day-out... until it becomes part of that someone, leaving no doubt its imbedded into the character of that person... to me that is oneness on the most elementary level of awareness with a perspective still blind to the conscious that forever bleeds and breathes seemlessly in everything we touch, or feel... we for me I used to play baseball like this. Everyday... I wanted to play pro more than anything... As most mature through out their twenties and thirties, we realize we cant be everything we dream... and the most valued assets and desires, mixed with quarks, kinks, friends, family, lifestyles and reasons of the pasts... good, bad, objective and indifferent.. begin to mold us into what we ultimately become today.

This lifestyle is a part of me, it chose me I didnt chose it... its a part of me as much as my heart beating. Ive known it my whole life... and my whole life Ive tried to bend it in a Acooler way... but why? Why do we do this? Those are the questions Ive asked my self... earlier than when most would... I am driven by a force that will never stop seeking the answer of questions like these...so much that so I went back to school for a second go through... this time for relationship psychology of sexualities with a focus in dominant and submissive roles... I have answered so many questions... I finally know who I really am... now to find someone who seeks that big science nerd with a big heart...

I seek a best friend... open to cuckoldry or an open relationship... if used right... Ideally Id like to head toward a perfect LTR... someone that cares, and is sweet... but yet someone who is firm and in control (at least sexually). The longer im in this lifestyle, the more I believe in compromise regardless of Dominant or submissive. This is a relationship like any other, theres love and devotion, sacrifice and challenges. Sex today means something different than it ever meant in the past. Today it is 80 percent mental, 20 percent physical and sex and love are completely separated.

I am not gay, but nor am I a homophobic. Anything that a gets on me during a scene can be washed off in the shower in 5 minutes with a little soap... Todays society has twisted the simple purities of the human body and turn them into something that equivocates the social disapproval or robbing a bank. Just an example in my devotion, because I can separate love and sex (and hopefully my partner can as well). Cuckolding for instance, Id have no problem with my lover going to seek dominant sex... its not something I can give her, and allowing need for her to be fulfilled is a truly selfless act, and it displays true love thus drawing me and her closer with a stronger bond than most couples can comprehend. Maybe mixed with sass. And sweet... licking her clean pussy ass or toes... I love a challenge

More than anything I want love... a connection I have recently realized that I cant find with anything other than a Domme... DNA doesnt let us, and it goes back to the beginning of mankind. (If you want to know the science behind this Ill gladly explain it)... Im here for something real... I may be young but im far from new, and even further from non-understanding. Today I help people figure out there sexual awareness of people who dont know who they are through psychology... no one wants to be lost. )

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brandysbrooke
 
 Age: 42
 St.Louis, Missouri