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DirtyBarnOwl

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I have a weird kink. I'm actually not even sure it's a kink. It might be a kink. Who defines what a kink is or isn't? Anyway, I've been watching that show on Discovery Naked and Afraid and it's excited something within me that's always excited me. In the show they live outdoors, without anything, for a full month. And by without anything I mean without anything. No clothes. No food. No shelter. Nothing. Now, I'm not THAT extreme, but I have this dream world fantasy that is similar to it. I'm in love with the idea of being kept outdoors, full time, without clothes. Without the ability to bathe or keep up with any hygiene whatsoever. Dirty, disgusting, animalistic life. I eat with my hands, no plates, no silverware. I struggle for warmth under some hay or leaves or whatever I can find. Note that anyone who engages in this play with me, it will be disgusting in many ways. I'm not looking for a shower at the end of the day. I'm looking to go to sleep at night covered in sweat and dirt and filth and wake up the next day only to get even dirtier. I'll poo and pee outside and clean myself as best I can with leaves after, but otherwise there will be no cleaning. If you replay to my profile make sure you understand that I want to be kept filthy, absolutely disgustingly dirty. I will look and smell terrible, so be forewarned. So I'm looking for 1 of 2 types of guys. The first is one to join me outside of an experience. I can't take forever off work, maybe a week at most. So if there are any guys willing to join me outdoors, get equally disgustingly filthy then awesome! The second is one who dominates me by keeping me outdoors, but he stays clean. I don't want anyone who is half and half (join me in filth during the day, shower at night). Either you are in with me in the filth or you are the guy who dominates me as the clean one. Either way I'm pretty submissive, so if you join me in the filth as the dominant male lion type then I'll happily be your lioness, yours for the taking when you decide to take it. In my mind the male lion pins his lioness down and has his way with her, no condoms (I am clean, you should be too). If you are more the farmer owning his animal type then you can still use your filthy beast however you see fit (you sick fuck =P) but instead of rolling in the dirt together as animals I see more of being bent over a fence and taken from behind. I don't know, kind of rambling now. I'm looking for guys who have the ability (property, or location we could sneak off to) and are willing to keep up with the fantasy of me being absolutely filthy the entire time. Be you the lion or the farmer, let me know. You also should be discreet about it (NO photography/video of any kind!). You'll notice my photos on here are not showing my face. I do have a life and a job and I don't want to be known around the office for this. So no photography/video of any kind. Period.
lifesparadox
 
 Age: 19
 Norfolk, Virginia