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Single and looking again.
Ok, First off I am a Swtich. Dont expect to be called by titles you havent earned top or bottom either way. Respect is not a gift, it is something you earn, you get a set amount to start with and go up or down from there. I like to have fun and enjoy life and it's been damn boring here lately.
If you want to know what I'm up to just ask.
as a Dominant
I am the Dark Knight of your fantasy.... I am the sadistic wish made flesh... I will CONTROL every aspect of your day you wish, and make you ache for more.
as a submissive
I am that twisted little fuck who will serve your whims, and give you ideas for more when asked. I have my limits and am frank about where the lines are.
and at ALL times
Lead
follow
or get the fuck out of MY way
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When Life hands you lemons, It's Tequila time!!!!
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I'm back online and checking messages here, if you'd like to contact me leave me a email here and we can setup a time to chat in a room/messenger/whatever |
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I am soooooo going nuts from boredom here |
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Well as of last week I have my degree, school is done and I finished with a 3.0 GPA.
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What is it about life that forces on to constantly reevaluate? Perhaos that life is dynamic and fluid? Doesn't matter - in the middle of a reevaluation at the moment - taking some time away from the boards and rooms to think. |
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There truly are days when I miss my Camero, like right now when I would love to be out driving so close to the edge...
unfortunately... the Geo I drive now cant handle it.
I miss that freedom |
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Sigh... new semester, 1 more year to go. Oh yah, and a very good reminder about some things |
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More and more I get sick of Texas and wanna be someplace with a real winter, including snow. I will be so glad when I finihs my degree next year. I'm weriously considering moving to the New England area or just possibly the Pacific Northwest once I graduate. I thnk in part it's all the memories here, but I also know part of it is all the moving around when I was a kid. Oh well, one year to go in school then I can write my own ticket whereever I want to go. |
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Due to requests I have added a pic to my profile, it NOT the greatest pic, but due to my career I CANNOT put a better one up for general viewing. If you want a better one ask and I'll provide links, or email. |
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There truly are days when I despise people in general, today has been one of those days. I cannot stand it when someone is cruel to my friends. I DONT mean cruel as in the manner in which Dom's are sometimes cruel I mean just flat out being an ass cruel.
One of my friends went to Vegas for a social function one of our organizations holds semi annually, only to be made to feel like such shit by the other members that she ended up calling me in tears because she got yelled at for wanting to dance instead of just getting shit faced with everyone else for fucks sake.
I am SOOO tempted to go to the next gathering and kicking certain asses before I get on the plane back to Texas. |
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Well, this is my first Journal entry, as such I'll keep it rather short. I've been studying some sites recommended by various people in chatrooms, learning more. The more I learn the more I want to become a "lifestyle" dominant as opposed to the occasional, and sometimes not so occasional, play I have experienced in the past.
I begin to think however that I need to find a dominant locally to teach me some of the finer points. With some of the specific things I am interested in it just isn't fair to a submissive to play before I have had things explained in some rather painstaking detail.
I also have to admit, some of the things I have read have made me realize that I am atleast a little bit more sadistic than I'd thought I was as well. Reading about blood play, while I knew it would excite me atleast somewhat was a bit more impressive than I expected it to be.
I've also realized that I have a LONG way to go with any submissive I may find in building the trust necessary to explore some of my more intense leanings, assuming that whatever submissive I find is even open to them. If not then I'll just have to satisfy myself with what my submissive is willing to offer, thoug in all honesty I'd known that long ago, that after all is what power exchange is about, accepting trust and authority from someone else, not ripping authority from them.
Well I guess thats all I'll bore anyone with for now lol. |
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| Age: 23 |
| Bellevue,
Washington |
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