I'm learning to take care of myself. I have hardly ever thought of my own needs before. A person can live a whole life like a rag doll, torn apart by other people.

I'm new in BDSM world, yes, that's true.

There is so much to learn,

so much to listen to,

so much to reflect on,

so much to understand,

so much to feel,

so much to give,

so much to love...

This is a new beggining,

I hope I can do the journey

safe

I hope I can find The One,

who knows,

maybe that's what I have been looking for

(I love this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YxaaGgTQYM)

I started writing my first Diary when I was 10 years old. Since then, writing is an endless passion.

What am I looking for here?

Who am I looking for?

Maybe you, D.F. ...

who knows?

You certainly freed me

in an unexpected way...