I first posted this on my Lushstories profile (great place for those of us who write erotica, I'm sluttykitty85 there)

It's been two weeks
Filled with glances and grazes
Tension taints our every encounter
I dream of your hands on me
Writhing under you
Your lips are seduction
Your touch ruin
But if I have to contaminate the image
I'd rather you be the source
It's been a long day
Everyone else is gone home
I walk out of my office
I see you two doors down
Casual is my goal
Smooth and casual
As if I do this every day
Walking past man candy
My hips sway
My heels click
I get within a foot of you
Then the lockers are behind me
You are against me
Hard against soft
I feel the calluses on your hands
Under my dress
Going higher
Higher still
You have a hand fisted in my hair
Pulling
It's almost painful but I think
I think I like it
Your seduction leaves a trail of hot kisses
A burning path
You've found my center
My sweet womanhood
Never touched just so
I'm going to explode
But I can't move an inch
I'm between the cold metal
And the heat of you
Circles
Those calluses circle
I'll never think of them without thinking of this
I have to hold on to you
Otherwise I'd be on the floor
Not that I'd mind that either
I'm just not ready to give up this pleasure
That skilled seduction slides across my lips
Then down
So far down
Under the pretty flowered cotton of my dress
Oh!
Ruin felt so good
Tracing contours
Exploring depth
Pressure
Sweet pressure
My hips venture forward
Met by a hot tongue
Stroke one, up
Stroke two, down
A rhythm is set
I near closer still
Heated by you
Ignited and volatile
As the canyon approaches
Up you come
Upward still
Face to face
I see the evidence of your travels
That skilled tongue removes all record
The calluses are back
Circular still
I'm beyond coherent thought
You near me
Tighter
Let it go, you say
Let it all go
And cum.

Ok so I was talking to another local member here and we were toying with the idea of having some sort of meet and greet for local kinksters here in Charleston! How fun would that be!!! I'd love to discuss any ideas or suggestions any of you may have. This is my first time organizing an event such as this so all thoughts are more than welcome!!

Time to update I suppose.

I am no longer with the Dom mentioned in my previous journal entries. The relationship was difficult to navigate and in the end we just lost our way. I really don't want to go into it any more than that out of respect for Him and myself.

Ok, so all day today I was thinking about yesterday.

My Sir texted me yesterday morning and asked me what I was wearing, and so I told him and was reminded that details are important.

After I had finished telling him about my attire He texted me back asking about my panties. I had completely forgotten to even mention them! Because of that I had to take them off and was not allowed to wear them that day. So all day I felt the denim of my jeans rubbing against my bare skin. I was grocery shopping and I was soaking wet. In the freaking Publix! I'm amazed that it happened in such a mundane setting.

I met a Dom the other day, we've been talking on and off for quite sometime in what is most likely the longest most awkward conversation ever. Anyway, I met Him and we talked and discussed a few things. I'm intrigued and curious as to how this will change me, or allow me to grow to my full potential however difficult that may be.

I just finished a conversation in which I met a Dom, who believed that women were fundamentally lesser beings than their male counterparts. That if they did not have a man they should find one or be under the protection of their respective fathers. He believed that being homosexual was wrong. I was so very surprised by this, he was articulate, seemingly intelligent and open.

I suppose I should outline what I think about the relationship between men and women. Submission is a personal thing, just like Domination. It's private and sacred. I believe that it's a case by case type of thing. It may not be for everyone and that's ok. I don't care if your straight, gay, trans, whatever, you've a brain and that's where it starts anyway.

Make a good start.

Letting go of left brain thinking to submit is not always easy. Learning to not constantly question everything is not easy. And setting aside one's dignity and pride to kneel at the feet of someone else is most definitely not easy. All worth it though.

Really people! (ok all mature, educated, reasonably minded people please disregard this rant)

I cannot believe how some people (you know who you are) can type what they type and expect the recipient of those messages to take them seriously! For all the people on here that want other people to pay them for interacting with them, please go find another site and stop muddying the Collar Me waters, the same goes for immature children who cannot spell and forget periods or capitalization for that matter. Ok end rant.

I had such a wonderful time today! I am constantly surprised in the way some people take such joy in the simple things.