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thrustingpecker
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| Hello to you all!
I am excited to be here, and looking forward to making friends and accepting any knowledge that is offered! My hunger for knowledge is seemingly unstoppable and never ending and i do so desire to live this life 24/7, eventually, with the right Master. Until then, I shall slow down, take a breath, and see what comes my way.
I am ultimately looking for my Master, the one who will get every bit of me, heart, body, mind, and soul. I seek one that touches my soul, speaks to me without a word being spoken, and who is deserving of my willingness to submit.
I also have an intrest in talking with other slave/sub females who are experienced with living this lifestyle. Any who offer their friendship and who are open to offering advice, suggestions, or just helpful hints!
I shall add here that I have children, and am a package deal. The One who has intrest in me needs to understand that I come along with 5 young children...oldest of whom is 8. While I do not require a "Beta" to help tend to them and care for them, they are ultimately a huge part of any decision made.
I will ask that you read my writing, I WANT. That will give much insight as to who I am, and what I wish for.
If you wish to know anything else, you only have to ask.
~KISSES~ to you all....
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I want my mind to just stop. I wish for peaceful days again, and restfull nights. I wish for the knowledge to voice my desires and the strength to obtain them. I want to feel a pull when being spoken to. I want to feel HIS presence all around me, in me, beside me. I want to feel as if HE lives in my head, sharing my thoughts. I want HIM to with a thought, with mere spoken words, summon me to HIM beyond my control. I want HIM to touch my soul, and take it as forever HIS. I want my body to be marked by HIM. I want to feel HIS collar around my neck, the constant reminder that I am HIS in every way HE chooses. I want HIM to care for me in such a way I have not yet known. I want HIS place in my life to be so absolutely defined that HIS very existance absolutely defines who I am. I want to tend to HIS house, HIS needs, and HIS heart. I want to serve HIM so completely, that I feel lost without HIM. I want HIS every wish to decide my very way of life. I want HIM to take me, as HE wishes, as HE chooses, leaving me no choice but to willingly submit not only my boby fully to HIM, but my mind, heart, and soul as well. I want HIM to complete my thoughts, before I even find the words to voice them. I want for HIM to ask me questions HE already knows the answers to, if only to assure that I too know them. I want HIM to accept the gift that I give to HIM and in turn I want HIM to give me the chance to be owned by HIM. I want to wake in the day and lay at night knowing that HE has taken me, my all, and guided me on my path. I want HIM to offer knowledge, understanding, and acceptance. I want to forever be HIS, my heart seemingly chained to HIS, HIS every need seemingly chained to my soul. I want to finally be free to be who I am...... |
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| Age: 25 |
| Turku,
Finland |
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