im just me... been here a long time... gone for a while..
like i said i am just me..
deviantly Done
12/19/2016 11:50:00 PM
Time is up.
Good bye collarspace
A new chapter is mine.
My world
My life
My choices.
12/17/2016 3:28:58 AM
I am deleting deviantly done.
Ifyou are interested in contact info please send me a message about it before January first.
4/15/2016 4:22:36 PM
HA!!!! Total revamp coming soon... The world truly is a vampire..
10/6/2015 4:04:23 AM
happiness is within reach. the stars they shine knowing that the light will never die.. a long time i have yearned and searched read and listened.. i have hurt and been hurt.. i would do it all again if it means it will lead up to this! the euphoria that is being a slave.. that is knowing that i am His, knowing that i am nothing... but within that truth i am everything...feeling that my life.. my soul.. my breath belong to His pleasure.. His betterment, His happiness.. His smile is my everything.. My biggest fear.. has changed.. from spiders, bees and bullets.. to "You've displeased or disappointed me" with Him i feel so special.. i love being His.. am so excited to see where His passions lead us.
3/26/2014 7:03:17 AM
Hi, long time i know!
Please if You are reading this.. Do not come at me with i am Master hear me roar! i will simply laugh hard.. perhaps insult you and then go on with my day.. if You do come at me with that. please be prepared for questions like Oh? and where and by whom where You taught? What is really Your skill level and what do You think an approach like that will gain You? i might fallow it up with Sir but that is highly unlikely.Not that my answers to those questions matter half as much as Yours do but i am fully prepared to answer them.
so if You have magically made it this far (that is a lot of reading Bravo!) then please be aware that i am not stupid or a welcome mat or a mat of any kind for that matter.
thank You very much! please have a great day!
12/13/2011 5:53:38 PM
if it says im here....it might be wrong...just so you know..
it says im always here.. im not... that would be exhausting.
...just sayin..
10/7/2011 6:14:20 AM
Im so excited, finally getting things rolling to meet my Love in Vegas, goodness You are the most wonderful Man in the world!
had a great evening met some new friends i hope we can become close
in really tired but sleep is done for now..
is it strange that my favorite morning smell is the smell of my razor?
just wonderin..
i had an entire plan of what this was gonna say before i went to sleep last night but it went away with the dreams.. the hole two hours of them hehe
well love and light
9/5/2011 9:59:35 PM
Why is it that no matter how right you try to do things.
you are always screwed..when you do them wrong its so much easier?
just done..
8/25/2011 5:26:23 PM
hey i suggest u remove the underage refernce to when u claim u were in the lifestyle.. i have issue with underage and bdsm.. i wont ask again and i will report it for a tos violation .. if not removed immediately
my profile has no referance to anything sexual as a matter of fact the things i was taught had nothing to do with sex. and its not a violation of any kind or it would of been taken down along time ago. if you are offended simply dont look.
am i wrong? or is my statement right?
8/24/2011 5:05:58 PM
i wanna go out.. drink cause trouble any takers?
5/4/2011 7:09:55 AM
How can some one trust that the truth is being told to them when it ever so rarely the honest truth
10/26/2010 11:27:38 PM
Put in a couple new pictures hope you enjoy
10/14/2010 2:25:57 AM
I am so sad I do not like to wine but it really sucks when you love someone but you need to be with some one else to feel whole or alive it doesn't make since how can two people be so in love and.clash soo much it makes me.want to give up and accept defeat... almost but I won't because I will not be broken. I am a great submissive loyal open and honest I want something special and real but I don't want to leave where I'm at is that so wrong?
7/26/2010 9:35:44 AM
where in my profile does it say Im interested in dogs, cats goats horses? Im so not...please stop asking next person to ask will be reported!
i believe in different strokes but that is ridiculous
7/22/2010 3:39:46 AM
I have simply decided I would like to explore somethings new.
Along with all of my other plans, maybe learn to Dominate something willing and helpless? Who knows, what will happen?
I will tell everyone more as things progress.
5/16/2010 1:28:35 AM
this happens to be why people should read the profile.
so you don't ask stupid questions then call me all kinds of retarded you are not smarter then a fifth grader mentality.
look if you want to be dum thats your own issue please do not insist upon tainting the perfectly good minds of others. As true to my promise here is just one more of the fucktards cm has to offer.
twisted_halo69: lil one?
twisted_halo69:
lizzie: hiya sorry i thought it opened
lizzie: and it didnt
twisted_halo69: its ok.
twisted_halo69: how are you tonight?
lizzie: im good thanks
twisted_halo69: yw.
twisted_halo69: are you still looking?
twisted_halo69: or I may say, back from looking?
lizzie: looking?
twisted_halo69: ?
lizzie: im not sure whats going on
lizzie: i have a boyfriend
twisted_halo69: oh ok
lizzie: we have an open relationship
twisted_halo69: you are on "Collarme" so I would assume that most people here are single seeking their M/mate.
lizzie: it says that i am not in my profile
twisted_halo69: so the word looking is very common in a dating site like collarme.
twisted_halo69: I asked.... I didnt assume.
lizzie: i did not say that you had
twisted_halo69: well you couldve just said you are not looking. no need to indicate that you have it in your profile.
twisted_halo69: I dont base everything on the profile.
lizzie: its thati have a boyfriend
lizzie: and am in an open relationshiptwisted_halo69: well, that is the reason why I asked.
twisted_halo69: so if you are going to direct Me to your profile everytime I asked something, this isnt going to work.
lizzie: it happens because thats something that is stated there.
twisted_halo69: I want to communicate, not read stupid lame profiles... which is somewhat completely the opposite of what the person is really are OR not updated./
twisted_halo69: I hope I made Myself very clear on this.
lizzie: yes you have
twisted_halo69: good.
lizzie: so i should of put that much work into it since no one seems to be interested inreading it?
twisted_halo69: if thats how you understood what I said, go ahead.
twisted_halo69: I am not going to argue.
twisted_halo69: think what you want to think.
lizzie: im not argueing
twisted_halo69: I am tired of explaining Myself to everyone.
twisted_halo69: so jus think what you want to think.
lizzie: why are you being offencive?
twisted_halo69: offensive?
twisted_halo69: geez!
lizzie: or defencive sorry
twisted_halo69: okay. I will only say things that you want to hear.
lizzie: no please dont
twisted_halo69: is that going to make you happy and stop assuming things about Me?twisted_halo69: well, that is the reason why I asked.
twisted_halo69: so if you are going to direct Me to your profile everytime I asked something, this isnt going to work.
lizzie: it happens because thats something that is stated there.
twisted_halo69: I want to communicate, not read stupid lame profiles... which is somewhat completely the opposite of what the person is really are OR not updated./
twisted_halo69: I hope I made Myself very clear on this.
lizzie: yes you have
twisted_halo69: good.
lizzie: so i should of put that much work into it since no one seems to be interested inreading it?
twisted_halo69: if thats how you understood what I said, go ahead.
twisted_halo69: I am not going to argue.
twisted_halo69: think what you want to think.
lizzie: im not argueing
twisted_halo69: I am tired of explaining Myself to everyone.
twisted_halo69: so jus think what you want to think.
lizzie: why are you being offencive?
twisted_halo69: offensive?
twisted_halo69: geez!
lizzie: or defencive sorry
twisted_halo69: okay. I will only say things that you want to hear.
lizzie: no please dont
twisted_halo69: is that going to make you happy and stop assuming things about Me?twisted_halo69: well, that is the reason why I asked.
twisted_halo69: so if you are going to direct Me to your profile everytime I asked something, this isnt going to work.
lizzie: it happens because thats something that is stated there.
twisted_halo69: I want to communicate, not read stupid lame profiles... which is somewhat completely the opposite of what the person is really are OR not updated./
twisted_halo69: I hope I made Myself very clear on this.
lizzie: yes you have
twisted_halo69: good.
lizzie: so i should of put that much work into it since no one seems to be interested inreading it?
twisted_halo69: if thats how you understood what I said, go ahead.
twisted_halo69: I am not going to argue.
twisted_halo69: think what you want to think.
lizzie: im not argueing
twisted_halo69: I am tired of explaining Myself to everyone.
twisted_halo69: so jus think what you want to think.
lizzie: why are you being offencive?
twisted_halo69: offensive?
twisted_halo69: geez!
lizzie: or defencive sorry
twisted_halo69: okay. I will only say things that you want to hear.
lizzie: no please dont
twisted_halo69: is that going to make you happy and stop assuming things about Metwisted_halo69: well, that is the reason why I asked.
twisted_halo69: so if you are going to direct Me to your profile everytime I asked something, this isnt going to work.
lizzie: it happens because thats something that is stated there.
twisted_halo69: I want to communicate, not read stupid lame profiles... which is somewhat completely the opposite of what the person is really are OR not updated./
twisted_halo69: I hope I made Myself very clear on this.
lizzie: yes you have
twisted_halo69: good.
lizzie: so i should of put that much work into it since no one seems to be interested inreading it?
twisted_halo69: if thats how you understood what I said, go ahead.
twisted_halo69: I am not going to argue.
twisted_halo69: think what you want to think.
lizzie: im not argueing
twisted_halo69: I am tired of explaining Myself to everyone.
twisted_halo69: so jus think what you want to think.
lizzie: why are you being offencive?
twisted_halo69: offensive?
twisted_halo69: geez!
lizzie: or defencive sorry
twisted_halo69: okay. I will only say things that you want to hear.
lizzie: no please dont
twisted_halo69: is that going to make you happy and stop assuming things about Me?
twisted_halo69: HOLY SHIT!
lizzie: i was trying to understand you jumped on the defencive then shot out fucks like they had a deposit on them
twisted_halo69: DEFENSIVE??? WHAT THE FUCK?! IM FUCKING EXPLAINING MYSELF!!!
lizzie: why?
twisted_halo69: AGAIN, YOU ASSUMED.
lizzie: how?
twisted_halo69: MY GOODNESS!!!
lizzie: im done withthis game i think
twisted_halo69: GO SCROLL UP AND READ!!!
twisted_halo69: ANOTHER SELF CENTERED BIG EGO BITCH.
twisted_halo69:
lizzie: not even close
twisted_halo69: COLLARME IS PLAGUED WITH YOUR KIND OF ATTITUDE.
twisted_halo69: MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS.
twisted_halo69: YOU FUCKING TELLING ME THAT I AM DEFENSIVE, OK. SO I SAID I WILL ONLY SAY THINGS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO HEAR SINCE YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE HONEST.
lizzie: what does being defencive have to do with honesty?
twisted_halo69: MY FONT SEEMS TO BE TO SMALL FOR YOU TO READ AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY.
twisted_halo69: DEFENSIVE? YOU ARE TELLING ME I AM BEING DEFENSIVE WHEN I AM NOT. I WAS ONLY TELLING YOU THE TRUTH.
twisted_halo69: MAKES SENSE?
twisted_halo69: OR IT STILL DOESNT MAKE SENSE COZ IT MAKES YOU LOOK THAT YOU ARE WRONG???
lizzie: trueth about what ass hole? see i think you said i was assuming because i forgot a question mark
twisted_halo69: LOL
twisted_halo69: YOU ARE A HOPELESS CASE.
twisted_halo69: GO FUCK OFF.
lizzie: you first
lizzie: night have fun
twisted_halo69: YOU ARE DEFINITELY GOING TO BE SINGLE FOR GOOD WITH THAT KIND OF ATTITUDE.
lizzie: im not single stupif
lizzie: stupid
lizzie: i mean really?
twisted_halo69: YOU SAID YOU ARE IN AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP. I DONT CONSIDER THAT AS A RELATIONSHIP.
twisted_halo69: WHITE TRASH MENTALITY.
lizzie: thats becasue youve never had a real relationship
twisted_halo69: NOT WORTH MY TIME.
twisted_halo69: SO GOODLUCK AND GO BACK TO YOUR TRAILER.
twisted_halo69 is typing...
twisted_halo69: WHORE.
lizzie: just keep um comming after your done you wont be able to get a cam whore
lizzie: i have never lived in a trailer
so wow that was interesting.. anyone know what i could of done better there?
or maybe tell me where i assumed? somethin?
or was it this evil(should be simply stupid)clown(wanna) Dom had the brain god gave to a doornail?
who really knows but if your gonna be phyco i guess its best to get it out there in the beginning right?
4/1/2010 10:28:45 AM
im sorry im not very responsive lately there is alot going on in my life and im slightly depressed because of whats going on this weekend. i dont know what to say. i have to leave my house with my dog for the weekend it sucks. i feel like i should say something i just dont know what to say.
9/1/2009 5:06:06 PM
Hi Guys me again, thought i would update the happiness i am feeling and let yall know that i am owned and completely happy for anyone who would like to know that have a great and wonderful day
will add more to this extent later
7/21/2009 12:10:38 AM
DoctorDomGood or DoctorGoodDom
one of those is a spam artist, just thought i would let the world know would report him via the little box but there is not a box for the right sort of report. he is not interested in knowing anyone just getting people to use there credit card on his site or some other site. be fore warned people this is not ok.
7/2/2009 9:39:09 AM
does any one know anything about the tampa bay phoenix club? i would like some more intricate information about the club. if you could help me out i would be more then apriciative. uhm i know the spelling here is crappy. but anyways thanks
6/22/2009 2:28:48 AM
ok look people, it says im chunky there is no hiding it. READ the profile you will know people like this honestly make me sick so if you would please spare us both some insults.
baseball15: hey lizzie: hiya
baseball15: cant say I'm all that impressed although you'd look much better with a cock in your mouth lizzie: wow thats sweet dnebaseball15: as close to a compliment as you're going to get looking like that...perhaps you should thank me lizzie: why is it everyone is a cock tonight? baseball15 is typing a message. baseball15: I said thank me slut lizzie: and i say fuck you ass hole
tired of bull shit and stupid people, i have not done anything wrong to anyone and am really tired of the ignorance of the wanna bes on here...
12/21/2008 7:32:01 PM
why is it when writing someitnh you say something nice about someone it is taken as you want them and have some utter desire, but you write something mean and its ha good for you. i am not flled with desires and i do not believe in love i believe relationships are filled with double standards and test it is not something that heppens over night nor is it planned it falls into your lap that simple you work to keep it if you want it to stay in your lap or you throw it away why is it everyone makes things so difficult? life should not be so hard neither should it be threw such disappointments. it should be happy and filled with hope for the record i did not ask to belong to any one. i simply said that he deserved someone who would be real to him and that was what i was going to do. i am as cold as ice and hot as a fire i do not believe in love. it is a fable like those that asope told you want something you find it you work at it to make it great then it is yours or it is not chances are once you get it the way you want it you will not want it anymore. so why want for anything i desire to have a friend thati can talk to cry on share my feelings with and love do i think anythingl ike that would last for ever nope even a year i doubt it but it is life and worth the ten minutes of happiness derived from hope.
everyone have a wonderful christmas and stuff
12/15/2008 12:32:55 PM
this person is such a Pric kthat there is to much negitivity to give any of it to you i do not wish to pass His disease to anyone because He is not worthy of such attentions or thoughts, i placed this here because it is what i do with ass holes nothing more nothing less i am not really thinking it is nessisary and you are not worth the upset you are trying to cause simply stating you are nothing to my world to anyones world one day you will very much find out that you Sir are simply without because being without love is just as good as being dead and since You are such a nice person i bet you will live for ever cold and alone with nothing but your bed sores to mourn you.
11/17/2008 5:41:24 PM
would not hi my name is Jb of sufficed? D&D free std free blah blah blah. Why would your introcudtion be something so hmm crude? please do not send me messages like this i also do not enjoy cock pics, honestly i believe it or not find it slightly offencive not like some people care but some people do and those are whom matter in my eyes.
HI, My name is Jb I am STD free, DRUG FREE, non-smoker, no much of a drinker and I want to make you my cum bucket and fuck, lick, abuse you several times a day to my enjoyment and if I feel kind will I let you come after me.
my email is _____2000@yahoo
later Jb
Dumbinant in the rarest form, simply does not know better..
10/24/2008 9:21:37 AM
i am having some hardships. so i am not around as often as i like but i have yahoo and all that i can getto on a regular. I have also met an amazing Master i do not think he will be mine at least not for a while but i do think he is wonderful and in what ever desisions He makes i hope that he finds all her desires in a true bliss within the arms in wich he loves. alot of people know me as a snide smart assed little girl who is rather jaded. he has shown me that my jadedness is worthless and to open up because there are still people out there who not want me but desire to care for me. after so long and going threw so much i never thought thati would find such sentiments. so thank You and You Rock! those of You whom are awesome and deserve my thanks for keeping my head up this last year or two i know you all know who you are really and i wantto say that you are awesome as well and i think the devie we all know and love might actually be back soon and with a fun loving vengance to please excuse the pun but "GIT-R_DUN"! there you are i want to laugh and love and not cry and will learn what all of those things are very soon and i am very excited to be being taught the real meaning of such things from someone. well this is my first non poetic non ranting journal and i hope every one enjoys have a wonderful day blessed be and well wishes not to mention Rainbow Juice and loads of kisses!
8/24/2008 9:37:32 PM
: are you bare? : nope and you wont find a picture of me bare anywhere : when I try to veiw the thumb nails it says I have to sign in : do you even know what I am talking about : i guess not : what do you think I am talking about : honestly it makes me feel sheepish after the fact : but bare pictures : no : i kninda figured that out : yeah : i apoligize for being an ass : you assume and it makes you look like an ass : yes Sir i did and i apoligize again : I ment are the floors hardwood or carpet : in my house they are carpet? : i am truely perplexed : oh lord : nevermind : i think the answer you want : is yes : but i am not wanting to assume : well what is your answering yes to : is a razor a friend in all areas or something of the nature? : yes : yes, Sir : well darn : yes Sir? : thats a waste of a nice cunt
: why is that? : cos I wont touch them : i wont grow my hair out : i havent since its been there. : well this will not work : *laughs* : I am not fucking something that reminds Me of a little kid : you dont have to say nasty or crude things, i didnt say i wanted you to fuck anything : so now who is being the ass and who is assuming? : I am not assuming anything : but I am not looking for a friend : I am looking to own a sub/slave : and I will fuck the girl I own : i wouldnt hold my self in such low regaurd to want to be your friend either way after this conversation : you have a wonderful evening and life
i have edited some of this conversation to protect those envolved. On both sides. but can we perhaps tell us where this conversation whent wrong. perhaps why vulgarities have to be thrown into play? where has the world lost its manners and why in todays world is it socially acceptable to be a pig? in so many aspects of the word.
7/24/2008 11:24:23 AM
i guess this is why we should not always post what we write when we are angery...heh. It had good intent. kinda its sounds like im phyco angery chick. im not.. just dont really like being harassed...you know?
NEWS FLASH
ok look, i dont care and could not care less what Your opinon on the fact that i have been in the lifestyle since i was 14, if you think its great. good for you! if not thats great for you too! im glad this is not your life im living. how ever last i checked it was my life and i am not interested in 60 year old men telling me that i was to young i am not intersted in people telling me im lying and i am so very not interested in answering stupid bloody questions like "was it my dad?" Uhmm no My father was a wonderful man. Didnt Your mommies teach you if you dont have anything nice to say keep it in your pants? mine didnt so if you want a nice sweet girl move along. if you want someone who will be straight up honest and some times wreklessly blunt then go ahead and talk to me. i am really tired of people being ignorant and stupid towards me. lastly yes I am fully aware there is an ignore button, Your point?
6/4/2008 12:54:05 AM
I read Something on a Doms profile, it was rather invigorating, He called it the apple test. A rather interesting concept it happens to be a test of creativity.
He says, and this is almost a quote i will inform Him of this later; once the entry is finished.
Describe an apple or something you would do to an apple in a paragraph.
*grins misgeviously*
so an apple so red and delcious, they come in many differant colors and sizes. some are green or yellow most people think apple and think red. some are large some are small. some are good in pie and some are not at all. apple juice apple sauce apple butter and apple bread apple turn overs believe it or not i have found apples in my bed. i happen to like granny smiths the best, there tangy flavor makes my mouth so wet. this evening i will sleep and there will be apples in my head.
now i wonder if i will pass the apple test
5/22/2008 1:59:07 PM
I am getting really tired of people speaking with me just to insult me. so this one since it so mean i thought i would share and the powers that be can deliete it if they want i just hope at least one person sees it before they do because this is just wrong. You know as if i dont have enough on my mind to deal with i have to have some Old Cock mess with me. i would of used prick but i happen to like calling someone that. it means love so he is a Cock why because well he couldnt use his even if he paid someone im sure
DeviantlyDone on 5/22/08 at 4:56 PM:
you are so right, and thats wwhy you are still alone and looking for someone you worthless old piece of wanna be Dom when you are not fit to come out of a real Doms ass
slaveseeker07 on 5/22/08 at 3:22 AM:
Who cares what you think. Obviously, no one did when you were 14...
DeviantlyDone on 5/22/08 at 1:31 AM:
i think you are rude, and please do not contact me again. thank You
DeviantlyDone
slaveseeker07 on 5/21/08 at 10:53 PM:
I always wonder how you little cunts get used at 14.
5/12/2008 5:09:40 PM
I think it is funny You try to speak to someone and they insult you after insult so to this one person in nevada, I May be a slut I may even be a whore if thats what you want to think but You know one thing i will thankfully never be? Yours have a nice life g_rkh_
5/9/2008 4:45:11 AM
To the Greatest Man i never really knew and now never will, please know that you were always loved by me. Love and Light To MasterDartmouth May angels guide You into the light with those of Whom You Lived Your life in the honnor of.
He gets up before the dawn Packs a lunch and a thermos full of coffee It's another day in the dusty haze Those burnin' rays are wearing down his body And diesel's worth the price of gold And it's the cheapest grain he's ever sold But he's still holding on
CHORUS He just takes the tractor another round And pulls the plow across the ground And sends up another prayer He says Lord I never complain I never ask why But please don't let my dream run dry Underneath, Underneath this Amarillo sky
That hail storm back in '83 Sure did take a toll on his family But he stayed strong and carried on Just like his dad and grandad did before him On his knees every night he prays Please let my crops and children grow Cause that's all he's ever known
CHORUS He just takes the tractor another round And pulls the plow across the ground And sends up another prayer He says Lord I never complain I never ask why But please don't let my dream run dry Underneath, Underneath this Amarillo sky
And he takes the tractor another round Another round, another round And he takes the tractor another round Another round He says I never complain I never ask why But please don't let my dreams run dry Underneath, underneath this Amarillo Sky
Underneath this Amarillo sky
4/24/2008 2:49:30 AM
THOUGHT I WOULD ADD SOME OF MY FAVORITE SONG LYRICS
F*CK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME BY SEETHER
You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one, the broken down and sick one Had enough of vacant life
You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless!
F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] I love the sound when you come undone
You could've been the next one [God only knows] You could've been the one to comprehend me You couldve been the only one, the broken down and sick one You couldve been the one who I lie with
You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless!
F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] Don't make a sound till I come undone
YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME
You could've been the real one You could've been the last one I lie with You could've been the owned one I shouldve been the one who died
You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless!
F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] I love the sound when you come undone
F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME] F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME] F**K ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] You'll come around when you find me faceless
3/31/2008 1:39:43 PM
I Figure life sucks so i will write about it, there is no such thing as poetic justice. forever is a meaningless term He does not even know that he is my world i dont think and he crushed it today... once again im alone in my barless cage was it all just a meaningless cherade? there are no such words as trueth its just a stormful brigade. i think its funny and theese people wonder why i will not be a slave....
what is wrong with loving someone why is it always a half hearted attempt? what is wrong with me and why am i so blind i can not see?
12/26/2007 6:19:58 PM
Someone PLEASE tell me why everyone is so demanding to get in the pants of a new sub or slave on the first meeting, anyone?
Waiting is the key in BDSM, Control of your urges, Mastering your mental capacity. Not like you are 12 and you saw your first playboy and spurted in a min.
BDSM is not about SEX.. there are a few people that agree and some that disagree on that topic.
if BDSM was to include sex it would be BDSMF or BDSM+F.
The F you ask? it is for the word FETISH.
Some people aren't sure if they even have a fetish while others think that their fetishes are abnormal. So what is a fetish? If you have a fetish, you are obsessively fixated on either an object or a body part.
You need that specific something for sexual gratification. When you masturbate, you fantasize about that particular thing. Even if you have sex with a partner, you still need to fantasize about that object or have it present for you to get off.
For instance, if you're attracted to brunettes, that's one thing, but if you are unable to get aroused unless you're with a brunette, then you likely have a fetish for brunettes.
The word fetish originally meant "charm," and it originates from the 15th century Portuguese word feitico , which means false power, object or charm. For example, when the Portuguese explored West Africa and encountered native religions, they called whatever talisman (totems, carvings, beads) they revered a fetish.
To the Portuguese in those days, the fetishists were those who worshiped the unusual. Later on, however, the implication of the word took on a whole different meaning.
First, a fetish involves the transfer of power from an original source onto a substitute. Second, a fetishist is someone who operates outside the circle of what is characteristically considered normal. Yeah right, what is normal nowadays?
There are many diverse kinds of fetishes, depending on the object being fetishized. Inanimate fetishes come in three varieties -- media, form and animate.
In a media fetish, material is what is obsessed over. Media fetishes include rubber, leather, latex, and silk.
With a form fetish, it's the shape of the object that has great significance. Stiletto heels, knee-high boots and lingerie fall into this category.
Feet, hair, butts, breasts, and all that good stuff are also considered fetishes, but since these objects are human, they're called "animate" fetishes.
People can turn anything into a fetish. There are different degrees of fetishism that go from mild to extreme. It's quite easy to tell whether your fetish is getting out of hand
I feel BDSM is all about the sex.
I feel BDSM can't function without sex
I feel that Sex is important but not the Main Factor
I feel you don't need sex to make BDSM work
12/2/2007 11:24:31 AM
Why is it not OK for someone not want a 24/7 commitment? and why in the world rather then say that would someone just go poof, i mean crieky and You expect someone anyone to one day refer to you as a Master, try again another time. If you are going to make an effort please make it real, i find it ridiculously arrogant and ignorant the way some people portray themselves as overzealous lies. have a wonderfulday and best of luck to E/everyone.
7/12/2007 9:44:07 PM
This will probley seem rude and assinine but my question today is. why is it not ok for me to want to be a sub or a slave. why is it not ok for someone else to want to Master someone? why if all parties in volved are ok with it is poly not legal? why is it everyone is branded with the scars of others? I will never understand why it is ok for the world to throw stones in glass houses. i will never understand what makes it ok for half of the things that go on in the world ok. Why is there so much hidden and covered up why is the world such a closed minded place where does humanity mean only for the powerful the famous and the rich? Why is it not ok to be you no matter who where or what you are? thank You. deviantly Done
5/30/2007 11:03:36 PM
let me see, it seems like a good time for a journal. a journal is suposed to be a question of sorts that one can not figure out for the day or week or year, right?
or a thought.. (we will get there)
why is it He is always so willing to be rid of me?
that is the question.
why is it love is truly so blind?
and then as always what is truly the point?
You would think the point would be happiness or love perhaps money or things. when is it the fact that you love some one so much you are willing to sacrfice happiness to be with them? something long lasting and undeniable for something that you would think lasting and inpetrible. then there it all go out the ever loving window. "OVER WHAT?!?" you might ask? simply put a piece of ass..
4/10/2007 7:13:17 AM
My Master and i are very happy with eachother. i want to let the world know that He is amazing and wonderful. No thank you i am not looking for anything other then Him and what we share. I want Him forever more and i give myself to Him by choice, because i choose to submit to Him. i choose to give him my mind body and soul. I am His and He is My everything! thank you for reading this and havea good day.
3/6/2007 8:23:34 PM
We, have desided to give this one last try, i am still as always seeking friends. I am now again owned by LordVorador.
2/17/2007 6:28:13 PM
I whent out today with a friend had a great time talking to someone on a real level. Just because I am a cunfusing paradox does not mean that I am playing head games. it just means that I am just as confused as others are just i guess better at hiding it or something. we put togather the beginings of a totaly awesome toy bag I am very impressed with ourselves, and we had a wonderful time doing it.
2/17/2007 6:25:23 PM
I can say nothing more on the last chaprter of my Love other then I wish Him the best...and I hope he is happy.
2/13/2007 4:20:31 PM
who am I? what is now? where will I be in a week? will I be less confused or upside down? will I wear a smile but on the inside do nothing but frown. I want to run away and hide give up and lock everything away inside.I have done much to dishonnor many. for that I do sincerly apoligize. I have learned everything I want to say I will from now on email to myself. No one else will read me choatic thoughts and rants and perhaps no one else will think me over agressive or demanding for never again will I let them in.
no ones lil1.
2/3/2007 3:53:29 PM
Trying to start anew something that I hold true. I do hope things work this time around, because I do not believe either of us could handle another heartbreak at the others hand.
I honestly and truly believe that we can get threw anything. as long as we can attune to each other I will relearn what it is to be at Your feet.
1/30/2007 4:51:38 PM
A word from the not so wise.
listen girls no matter how long you have known someone no matter if you feel comfortable DO NOT place yourself in a situation where you will get yourself hurt because lord knows if let it it will cum. /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ I knew someone for years. after that i found out that they had less honor and less respect for not only me but anyone else. He acclaims to be well versed all he knows is the ability to take harm. not taking the time to care or want to realize what he is doing to the people he so urges to trust him. I tell you now to beware of lions in wolves clothing. they do bite.
1/29/2007 4:42:43 PM
a new profile a new me we shale see how this works
