Ugh...something i really cant stand are the guys who as direct asking for email addresses, messenger ID or inviting unask for CM Chat (which btw doesnt work with me). I will not give such infos before i am sure that it is worth to go on. Oh and please stop sending your profile pics again, i can see them in your profile and also i dont need you sometimes real ugly passport like pics. In case you wish to send a pic, then please take something which is related to the lifestyle. Thank you

Back from a nice holiday (swimming, diving, riding). As you can see in my profile i have highlighten the term "online". Because it seems that too many people do not understand what i seek. I do not deny that at a later point a real life meeting and more is possible, but this will never happen without the online part. When you focus only on meeting me, then it is wasted time. I dont care if you believe me or not, i have no need to proof anything. Regardless if you think i am a fake or not, you dont need to contact me.

Now, this is kinda strange. I have talked now with a lot so called "Masters". I know i am a beginner, more or less, but somehow i have the feeling that this guys dont have any concept in this lifestyle as Masters.

Here are some points where i am feeling strange:

- They asking me what i LIKE or WISH. I have written in my profile some general interests and also my hardlimits. Isnt it usually so that the Master decides what happens to the slave, regardless what she likes or not?

- "tell me the most perverted, the most extreme experiences you have made" and similar asking. Are we here on tradeplace for hot stories? I thought Masters have own ideas and interests. Dont tell me, that a master needs to know what i know to train me. I always thought a Master would train the slave as he wants, no matter how the slave got trained already. At least thats my opinion.

- The slave as to ask for permission to have sex or cum. Good in general this is clear. But doesnt this indicate also that i choose when i have to have sex and then ask for permission? Shouldnt this be organisated or decided by the Master?

- Also all time this asking for pics and cam as so called "proof". I will not beginning to make pics of me or even items. Too much missuse is done with them. And when someone asking:" When you dont like making pics, why are you posting pics in profile?" Now, that pics have been business, i got payed for them in the time i modelled. I will not say that we cant do this at a later time, but not now at start of a relationship and when getting pics is more important then a longterm relationship then its wasted time. Oh, please its kinda cheap to ask how to know if something is done or not. No trust? Not even for that little? But asking me to trust you to send you pics or do cam shows?? Excuse me, better dont contact me. When you want to call me fake, do you think i would care?

I got a lot questions about the dresscontrol. So, i have also one:

When you would control my future wardrobe. How would it be:

 - complete humiliating, embarrassing and degrading (at all places in my life)

 - part normal, part humiliating, part degrading (depending where to wear)

 - part formal, part normal, part humiliating (depending where to wear)

 - part formal, part normal, part sexy (depending where to wear)

more to follow.