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DepthsOfMySoul

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We have lost the art of communication and we are extremely ungrateful.We all want more of everything and we all seek perfection. It's not realstic and so we end up disappointed. I hit a big bump in the road and after feeling sorry for myself I just need time to recharge,breathe and realise the important things in life.
Love,crazy sens eof humour and a kind heart will always be things that make me tick.Music and travel are the things I couldn't live without.

For now,I am not here to offer anything but friendship.
10/25/2016 12:42:47 AM
I thought I would do a small update as things are improving and I able to get through a day without wanting to scream. I am impatient and want to know what is on the next page before I have even lived this one. We all want "better", we all want "more of something".
Are we ever grateful?Well it's something I need to focus on, being grateful.
Brushing aside all the driftwood, I have had some amazing experiences in life. (Mainly due to travelling here and abroad).
I have to accept that I am one of lifes "deep thinkers" and it comes at a cost. My mind haunts me and will not let me settle for a middling ground. When I am in a relationship I am an all or nothing person. You get my full attention or you talk to the back of my head. I can appear rude, it's not intended but I lose interest very quickly. A curse or a blessing, for today I shall count it as a blessing.
10/20/2016 3:45:06 AM
If you are aged from 35 and single then let's face it we are one of life's rejects. Someone ,somewhere, deemed us not worthy of a continued relationship.
When you have been through all the emotions, attributed to a break up, you either (a) settle for anyone as long as you are not alone or (b) build a wall so high that even Sir Edmund Hillary couldn't scale it.
Some love seekers join sites like plenty of fish or get dragged along to social events and paraded around as "their single friend".
Some people know they will never find love again so they become a bitter recluse. I can understand that as relationships are hard work.I also appreciate that I have my own routine and like things done my way,would I be accommodating of someone sharing my space?I would like to think so but who knows?
I have searched many faces in the hopes of seeing that spark in someones eyes. I have searched many minds hoping to find the exciting depths to match mine. All I find are shallow souls with nothing at all to offer but expecting everything in return.
Mother nature is amazing but she was a bitch when she decided that we would only find chemistry with a miniscule amount of people and so finding mr.right becomes virtually impossible.
10/19/2016 3:49:36 PM
One thing that is becoming blatantly obvious about the men on this site. The majority are feminine, bisexual or both.
Is that the best this site has to offer?
10/17/2016 3:01:01 PM
I appreciate that this site is about instant gratification but excuse me if I remain mellow and don't follow suit. I am in no rush.
goddesstyrant
 
 Age: 18
 San antonio, Texas