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EDIT: The profile pic...Dusty from Medal of Honor....this is pretty much what I look like. Just skinnier and not as bearded. Plus we have something else in common....heheheh, wanna guess what? And its not the tactical gear Well....let's get this party started... You can call me Ven for now; I'll tell you my real name when you get to know me. That goes for an actual photo of me. I am sorry, but I am very self concious about my image. So, only if you and I talk for a bit will you get to see my face. I am so close to 21 that it drives me nuts; not that I want to start going out to clubs, but for other more....conservative reasons. There's a few things you need to know about me.... *I have mental stability issues. I can go from happy go lucky to depressed mess in a New York minute. Its something I cant control, nor do I really want to with artificial things like pills. The one thing I need is someone to talk to, someone to vent to.... *Learning is my biggest joy. I love to learn. Mostly of history and strategy. I have a nice library of military literature that grows by the week. Speaking of things military.... *A big part of my personality is in a hobby called MILSIM, military simulation. To clarify, it is a form of roleplaying using replica rifles and real military gear. Some less educated on the subject just call it "airsoft", but, its more than that; it is putting strategy, psychology, and physical abilities to the ultimate test. *As well as the sexual side of me, I have an insatiable love of romance. I love being sweet and cuddly. I also love to just tell stories for hours and hours *When not reading working of playing video games, I love fishing and hunting. There's nothing like enjoying the splendor of mother nature. *I am very picky about movies and video games. I will tell you right now: there's nothing I hate more than video game movies as they usually ruin the games for me. And finally.... *I want friendship.....I want someone to chat with, whom I might be able to see on occasion, and who can help me with my sadness priblems. I work as a machinest at night, and my work schedule is pretty haneous. However, I make good money, and I like my job. I currently reside with my mother whom is recovering from a battle with cancer last year, and Im hoping to buy a tract of land in the near future. I have big dreams....an estate, not a home, with a large inheritance for any kids I may be blessed with... So....wanna get to know me?

2/21/2012 4:01:06 PM

Well, happy day! I now have new wheels! I managed to get financing for a Ford Explorer, in what I can only describe as a glossy flat dark earth. She rides like a dream, and makes me feel rich. Now, I just need to get her from the dealership!

 

However, it seems that lonliness is really taking its toll. My dreams still leave me in almost paralysis each morn when I try to wake up, and I end up crying. Going to be honest, I miss waking with a warm body next to me....I really wish I could just have someone to talk to before I go to sleep at night. Perhaps that would make these night terrors disperse.

2/18/2012 9:43:17 AM

Well...life just seems to be full of curve balls....Just this time last year, I was living with my ex girlfriend, laid off, struggling to stay afloat. And now I am working at the biggest machine shop in Houma, living with my mom (who bless her heart, her hair is slowly getting longer, chemo be the devil), and finally getting to enjoy my hobbies again. I have been between hobbies, but, I am finally back to MILSIM and gaming. Currently playing Trauma Team, and if I can get to Gamestop today, Medal of Honor

MztressLani
 
 Age: 26
 Ontario, Canada