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DependentOnYou

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Naksetamun
I just don't know what the hell I want here any more. I was going to deactivate my profile but thought id just leave it up for a bit. I know im not actively looking for a dom or sub, I just know im lonely and there is something big missing in my life. Before you message me looking for something, please understand I do have emotional issues and baggage so I will just leave this profile up and check once a week or something, probably less. I don't look 31 at all, maybe 21 so just think of me as that.
I am legally married. Legally only. For the last two years we have not had sex, sleep in seperate rooms, and do not wear rings. We live together for financial reasons and our relationship is close as that of a brother/sister. I am going down to the court soon together with him to finalize our divorce.

I had a Gastric Bypass Surgery on Nov 15
I am steadily loosing weight now until I hit goal which is around 130
I started out at 269 now im 207 and only stalled because I just added exercise in. I may be a bigger girl but im actually much more confident than I was before and I can walk and stand much longer. Feel free to ask me anything you like about it. I'm going to post one before and after pic. I hope you like it.
3/6/2013 5:38:15 PM

Some fun facts about me. I'm just really still discovering who I am. I've always had a problem with my identity. But if I were to put it into words of what I really know I would say I am a walking, shimmering view of femininity. I revel in my femaleness and girly nature. This doesn't mean I'm passive it just means I would much rather wear my hair long and silky, or in an adorable ponytail with a big bow, and a beautiful sundress, sweet perfume any day. I'm not really a jeans and t shirt kind of girl but can be on occasion.

 

I would say I am like the watery siren or mermaid because I am a Pisces and love being in the water. I have been described as having emotional eyes and being a compassionate and loving person, though known to be moody at times and a bit mysterious. I also have an attraction to the gothic looks, but I am high class also.

 

I adore most costumes and love any chance I can to dress up real adorable, cute, or pretty

3/5/2013 7:46:55 PM

I just wanted to put this out. I can be a little selfish. I like the idea of a Mommy/Daughter or Daddy/Daughter relationship that is gentle and sweet where I get spoiled and loved. I like being taken out and having things bought for me and I like living a fine life. If you can't do this though, thats okay, but I love being a Princess and being treated as such.  I love costumes and everything I do I like to dress up for. If I exercise to ballet id love to wear a a leotard, slippers and a tutu, and if I clean your house let me be that cute and adorable japanese maid.

 

I am a private person. I don't play with anyone, anywhere, just for fun at all. I have to have a connection and I am looking for something with love involved. No love, no play, simple as that.

2/19/2013 7:06:34 PM

Just wanted to put this out. I don't understand why some people think it's fun and funny to go around cyber bullying and picking on people just because others want different things then what you want. It really shows a huge character and personality defect for a person to raise themselves up by looking through profiles so they can find people to judge and criticize.

subbitch19
 
 Age: 48
 OKC, Oklahoma