:Mental Torture:
As, I sit in my mental torture I see nothing but darkness. I turn my head to the heat of a distant fading light…the twinkle of the flame soothes my eyes…the light dissipates and once again I am left alone in my darkness…nothing but my fading thoughts of peace…I give my heart to those that pass by…. and they receive the joy that I release. I wait and wait for that fulfilling moment when I shall feel the same passion and care that I have delivered unto so many…my eyes draw closer together…. my heart rate slows…and I retire into the arms of the dark, cold lonely night.
The heat of the morning sun shines in on my secluded domain…I can feel it’s warmth through the ancient cracks of these cold, secret walls….the warmth seems to start to calm my soul, but yet it is stolen from me by the selfish, overtaking clouds of this place. The guards of my heart have left it unsecured and vulnerable…free to the worlds cruel desires….I close my eyes and plea to those that command this sacred life “Take this pain, set my heart free from this uncontrollable torture…let me not walk through this life a victim unto all”…and yet I’ve awakened again, a witness of my own mental torture….
Demonicshadow…. |