What to say here?
I am very happily and devotedly owned. I have been for several years now! Papa and I are both poly, and would like to expand our poly family. Also, it would be nice to talk with kinky people again, as we have both been out of the scene for a while now.
I'm extremely shy, which makes it really hard to meet new people. I almost never say hello first, because I am so shy. But once I get comfortable, I am a very warm and rather crazy person!
6/5/2012 10:06:23 AM
All is right in the world again! Seems my Papa could not live without me just as much as I could not live without him!
Its a different world now. One that I can already grow and expand into!
Such a happy Kitty now!
3/26/2012 9:13:44 AM
I am no longer owned... I am lost in this world of independence that I just don't belong in...
1/15/2012 8:48:22 AM
an update:
this girl is owned by Souvuelle. her Papa is training her, and expanding her mind. this girl wishes to find friends whom she can learn from.
Papa is polyamorous. He is opening up this world to the girl.
6/14/2011 9:28:21 AM
Its in the way that my veins
cry out to you
Reckless in waiting
attempts to break through
to long stopped to listen
to the noises inside
breaking out from within
the noises are mine
too long I have waited
to have my voice heard
now beat up and broken
the itch starts to burn
in another dimension
recovery is assured
but in the here and now
The attempts seem absurd
wake up still shaking
tightly bound into you
drink in my passion
just let it pass through
too long I've waited
to have my voice heard
Now beat up and broken
the itch starts to burn
trampling among the dead bodies
I reach into me
making less of this world
most excessively
waiting on the outside
creeping into new
looking for the last sound
finding something that's less true
too long I've waited
to have my voice heard
now beat up and broken
the itch starts to burn
Trampling among the dead bodies
I reach into me
Making less of this world
most excessively
waiting too long I have
reckless and broken and
Daunting that I have learned
the itch starts to burn
6/2/2011 6:30:36 PM
Don't try to keep me when im not yours to keep. I love you but in my twisted demented way you mean nothing to me now. I try to keep myself from hurting. From falling after you. Because though its all I've wanted I know I mean nothing to you. It kills me in a million ways. And I don't understand why. Im going to keep you at a distance so you can't kill my dreams. Cuz even though they wont come true, they're something that I need
5/30/2011 6:00:49 PM
On days like today
when the pain wont subside
and I retreat to my shell
searching a place to hide
I don't want you to see me
Wrapped in all my fears
I don't want to cry
when its not you causing my tears
I don't want to feel this way
Or put my faith in you
Because there is no way on gods green earth
that we would make it through
Cuz truth be told you're like a toy
all shiny and brand new
but eventually you'll dull to me
and I'll throw you out too.
It takes alot to hold me
and keep me from running away
and when I find the one who does it
willingly i'll stay
I want the one that will take me
To the place I long to be
Hold me there and keep me
and bend me over his knee
Take control of my thoughts
guide me through my days
Hold me and cuddle me
punish as well as praise
so on days like today
when the pain wont subside
I know its cuz Im waiting
to be the little girl at your side
