You make me wish…

I was the one for you.

That something special you seek

Not just a friend or playmate

You make me wish…

That seeing you didn’t feel so good

That your kisses didn’t make me melt

That just being near you didn’t make me wet

You make me wish…

For one master to own me, love me

Dominate me, possess me.

One man to serve, please, play and learn from

I know it can’t be, but still…

When you leave me achy and trembling…

You make me wish.

When I met you I quickly knew

You were a perfect unorganized mess

Piles of stuff everywhere

Your life so busy and full of stress

My soul longed to clean for you

Take care of your bachelors nest

Do anything to make your life easier

So you could just work and rest

I treasured the time spend with you

Craved every text, the sound of your voice

Telling me you didn’t have anyone else

I felt so lucky to be your choice

The one you picked to lean on

To make a place for me in your life

Then days turned into weeks of loneliness

Unanswered questions, frustration and strife

I would have given you everything

Become what ever you needed me to be

Surrounded by your dominance

Is what set my submissive free

But it only took one sentence

For you to throw me away

I would have done anything…

You still didn’t want to stay

Well, I am no longer under consideration as of today. My heart is broken. I really liked him and enjoyed being with him. even if it was just sitting watching telivision.  Not checking in with him or trying to get use to him not being my first and last thought of the day will be hard. 

I wanted to serve him and make his life easier. I hope did, at least for a little while.

Darkness has come

he knows what I need

Darkness has come

to bind not free

Darkness has come

I offer myself

Darkness has come

chose me no one else

Darkness has come

slaps my face, wicked smile

Darkness has come

fucks my face for a while

Darkness has come

"slut down on all fours"

Darkness has come

I beg him for more

Darkness has come

Spreading me wide

Darkness has come

I feel his fingers inside

Darkness has come

quick slaps and I moan

Darkness has come

his cock pushes home

Darkness has come

my submissive can't hide

Darkness has come

for a hard rough ride

Darkness has come

ordering "scream my name"

Master Darkness has come

I will never be the same