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| Last week went to an adult bookstore during the day. Wife was at work, had the day off, nothing to lose. Met a man and went out for a drink. Few hours later I was removing his wife's panties from my body and trying to get dressed while he laid named smiling at me. I was aware of what was happening but I could not seem to stop myself. I had never sucked a man before. Was curious and let my curiousity get the better of me.
I spent the weekend feeling guilty and humiliated. A man should not be sucking another man. Since I have been fighting feelings of arrousal. I want to give into those arrousal feelings and descreatly find a dominant man who will force me, give me no choice but to be his bytch, sucking him and more and maybe being turned into his cross dresser bytch.
I am straight looking, married, many look at me as a successful man's man, so this has to be very descrete.
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