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	I'm not really looking for any one thing or any one person. I keep in contact with friends I have made here over the years. with this profile. We sometimes get into some real deep thoughts and conversations Which I would enjoy doing with others here. (For instance: If you had not been born you. Would you know that you, were not you And were someone else. ) We give time to thoughts of why we are the way we are. I don't think any of this is really strange or sick. I understand that to calm the mind something has to be done.Not by you but by someone else. The more intelligent and creative you are the more you need someone in your life that understands this. If you are a woman reading this. I'm sure you have at some point in your life wanted someone to make the decisions and take some control. Some of you will want a little and some will want more control. It is tough to find the other person that will take and keep the control and will not at some point want you to take control of them. Because the are not really a dominant. Very tough. Just when you are beginning to let go and submit they begin to show a submissive side they were not suppose to have. A huge train wreck to your senses.A real sudden let down. Now back to the question.

4/2/2018 7:53:24 PM

You are not the thinker or the doer of your thoughts. It is an impersonal universal mechanism. Most humans stay within this dance unconsciously, from birth to death. To awaken to yourself as something other than this is called realization.
We do as those have done before us. We are the sum product of the thoughts and ideas of those that raised us.
We are also the sum product of the society in which we grew up in.
You have a long list of things you must do in life.Things you must conform to, or society will not except you as one of them.
You will be a freak, the black sheep,the loser of your family and friends.
Because you did not walk the path others thought you should.
Teachers are just as bad as parents.Teachers will bring you up and tell you how wonderful and smart you are. Until the very moment that you show any sign of thinking outside the norm that everyone else in your town.church,family,friends expects from you.

To be here. On a site like this searching for something that you know you must keep a secret from those that love and care for you.
Is a big step.
We so often forget just how big a step it is.
We fall back into our old and easier way of life. The life we are suppose to live.(The life you/we have been raised,told,brow beaten, to live. So,we search for excuses and ways not to find what we are searching for here.
We then write about how we have not found what we were here searching for.We/you make up stories to help us/you feel better about not finding that person or persons we/you are here to find.
Why??
Because we have been taught to live our/your life a certain way and who are we to change that.
We/you so must live our/your life that way... that we/you water down what we/you desire and try to make it fit into the life WE have been told WE must live.

9/10/2017 2:08:46 PM

Once the thoughts start they began to take control.
Those thoughts you consider dark.
It will make it tough to want or think about anything vanilla.
At work those thoughts are there.
When you lie awake at night.While shopping.
Those thoughts are there.