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Friends:
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I am owned and collared.
I am my Master's kitten. ^.^m

Master has taken a new submissive as of August 2010. She and I had our own romantic relationship, which ended in January 2011. She and I still get along, and we are still friends, however we do not seem to be compatible with each other as girlfriends. As I am taking time to recover from this, and trying to find what I really want from a relationship, I am not interested in finding any additional partners at this time. The only thing I am interested in is platonic friendship.


I am always open to receiving advice and opinions from others. Feel free to message me anytime. (Oh, but men, you will still get pushed to my bulk folder.)

Be warned: I am not very good at continuing a conversation with new people and I tend to ramble when I'm talking to people. If I message you, I apologize in advance if my message does not make sense.


Please note how "online romance" is NOT checked off!
Any other questions please feel free to ask, or you can always speak with my Master, DarkAngelX. He is more active on CollarMe than I am. Please also message my Master directly with requests for any type of play. I will not answer them.

Thank Y/you. ^.^v

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2/15/2011 9:12:45 AM

Updated ALL of my photos again. The oldest of them are now from New Year's Eve. The newest are from 2/12/2011, right after I dyed my hair burgundy.

I want to point out that although I have been living in 24/7 service with my Master for nearly 6 years, I still consider myself a submissive rather than a slave. The reason for this is because I will not blindly follow anyone. If I'm asked to do something that I don't agree with, I will usually question it. My goal is not to be insubordinate, my goal is to gain understanding.

Also, I feel it should be known that I am a pleasure slut, not a pain slut. I do not have a very good pain tolerance at all. I prefer bondage and discipline over sadism/masochism. It has actually become a sexual need.

As always, ladies, please feel free to message me if you have any questions. Although I am not on here much, I do get an email to notify me when I receive new messages, and the lack thereof is the main reason for my inactivity.


4/18/2010 5:22:26 PM
Just updated all my pictures, except my primary pic. New hair cut, new hair color... Even though I'm not on here much, I feel I should still keep my pictures somewhat current.

10/31/2009 8:47:36 AM
I uploaded some new pictures 10/28, because a lot of the ones I had were very old.  I still have some older ones near the back, but my hair is black now, and much longer than it was earlier this year.

4/4/2009 7:46:42 AM
Sorry if you think I'm playing games...  I'm just clueless.

4/3/2009 1:03:57 PM
New pics up!  

4/1/2009 1:34:32 PM
Dyed my hair this weekend!  It's now black on the top and purple on the bottom.  I'll post new pics when I get some good ones.  ^_^

2/4/2009 4:35:31 PM
I'm frustrated, and it's probably because I'm trying too hard (in that I'm trying at all.)  It's very frustrating, though, when I'm reading other peoples' profiles and they say, "I'm married but..." or, "I have a bf, but..." and are pretty much just looking for someone to creep with.  Then I hear them talk about all the messages they've gotten.  I'm trying to create a relationship based on honesty, but I guess that's not a very desirable quality in this time.

1/29/2009 5:52:09 PM
I want to apologize in advance if I message you and it doesn't really make sense.  I am not really good at carrying on a conversation, and when I'm the one trying to start it, it's even worse.  -_-;

1/27/2009 6:29:11 PM
Please, I must say that you can not be afraid to fall in love with Master and/or myself.  We have lost too many girls because they end up falling in love (usually with Master) and then they get scared and run away, acting as though Master had done something wrong.  This is the reason that I have stated that this type of relationship may be unhealthy for me. I am addicted to NRE (new relationship energy) and so anytime there is a new girl that comes around, no matter how many walls I may try to put up to protect myself I still end up falling "in like" with her.  Quite frankly, I can not emotionally handle that anymore, and do not wish to deal with anyone that is not looking for a long-term D/s relationship.  Some one who would be willing to communicate with U/us when they think something is wrong or may be wrong.  Do not take this to mean that I do not want a sister sub, or that I am only going along with my Master's wishes.  My reasoning for wanting a sister sub is in reality very selfish, but there needs to be a real connection.  I find that most if not all of the girls that have left previously seem to cut me off first, even if they later come back to Master.  This leads me to think that there must be something wrong with me, even though to the best of my knowledge I had not done anything to ruin the relationship.  (At least nothing intentionally....)
 

12/2/2008 6:39:25 PM
I have come to the realization that I am not very well suited for a polyamorous relationship.  Although it is something that I crave, and I would love to have a sister sub, I am unable to remain emotionally detached for the amount of time necessary for a new girl to become comfortable with Master and I.  Until Master is able to find another girl that possesses the same loyalty towards him that I have, I do not feel that this type of relationship would be healthy for me.

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gingerhell
 
 Age: 20
 Ontario, Canada