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t3hjackal
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So, just redoing this profile.
I'm not all that sure I'm wanting to seek an active relationship as of the moment, but am open to chatting, getting to know people, creating friendships, etc. Who knows, maybe something may pop up from it.
Just going to be completely open and out there: I've never been that great when it comes to social aspects. I don't usually pick up on hints, communicate all that great - especially vocally - and do tend to have a lot of anxiety up-and-downs.
For the past years have been unable to work due to frequent migraines that make it quite difficult to function when they flare up. So, I'm not always the most reliant of people.
Otherwise, I try to be open-minded, accepting, and willing to give people the benefit of the doubt and chances. Does that mean I'm willing to let people consistently cross my boundaries? No, it just means I realize people fuck up sometimes, usually because they didn't know there was a particular boundary in the first place, and it's worth giving them further chances. On that note, it doesn't mean being a doormat.
I'm more of an introvert. I enjoy things that play to the realm of my imagination, which usually tend to consist of things such as books, movies, video games, etc. Going out and doing things with other people and experiencing the world can be fun and enjoyable, but it does tend to be emotionally and energetically draining; I prefer to do it in short bursts when I do do it.
The sort of video games I've always enjoyed have been generally along the lines of JRPG, some simulations, sandbox, etc. While I've found some shooter games to be enjoyable to watch, my skills at them are so horrid that I tend to shy away from them.
When it comes to books, I generally stick to fantasy or science fiction. As for movies, I enjoy a wide-range of genre. As for anime, I usually prefer ones that usually have a more mature theme, an intelligent plot, etc.
I've always been a little 'nerdy'. When it comes to things that have always been considered more feminine, I've not found a huge interest in them. I like being comfortable and being able to express myself and interests though clothes; so I tend to stick with fun t-shirts, etc. It doesn't mean I don't know the basics of make-up, dressing up, etc.
I've always enjoyed light-writing since I was a kid. Role-Playing (mostly on AOL/AIM) on-and-off over the years has been good for that.
Either way, I tend to be ( or at least try ) to be a little more open-minded, laid-back, and all that sorta stuff. Feel free to talk about whatever. If it happens to be a subject I'm not comfortable with, or something is said that bothers me, I'll just give you a heads up and we can move on. It's rare for someone to really push my buttons to the point where I get angry - usually it's continually pushing the same button after I've said 'no' that will do that.
So, yup. I suppose that's me in a nutshell.
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Wow. Not been on this site in 3..4 years? Anyway, I love this multiroom videochat they got going. Gotta meet some great girls. |
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Boredom. It sucks. It's just so...boring. =)
It feels like there's hardly ever anything much to do when I get home for work. I guess other than watch TV and play WoW. But, you can only do so much of that, yanno?
I used to just end up RPing on AOL all night, but all the people I really like RPing with...Either stopped RPing, never are on, or never want to play the characters I like.
It's a little depressing I guess when you can't find someone that can RP a good evil cliche seme well that will stick around and actually play. They either never want to RP, or they just simply disappear. Drives me absolutely mad.
Then everyone else that RPs that I come across, all they want to play are whiney little ukes.
Dunno, suppose I just prefer semes or switches.
Come to think of it...I think I really do enjoy playing the dom. There's more action and more to actually post and play.
Alot of time, with the sub, when they're tied up or their movements are restricted, it makes it harder to get in a good ol' post and all.
Been a little depressed. I loved playing with this guy, Vincent. He was really smart, good, cute, nice. The perfect guy. He just worked a lot. It's like, one day he just seemed to have disappeared. He doesn't respond to e-mails. I've left a couple messages on his phone. Just...makes me wonder what happened to make things like this.
Hmm...They actually have on an episode of CSI I've not seen. I've seen so many episodes that I hardly watch CSI anymore since they're generally repeats. When it comes to these kinda shows, they're not that great to watch a 2nd time since you already know the ending.
Comedies on the other hand, you can watch several times and still enjoy them. I think that's why I like them over any other genre.
Hmm...Can't think of much else to rant about for the moment. |
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A journal..hmm. Well, this'll be my first entry then.
Up late because I slept in so long, and so having a hard time getting tired and all. I really should've been in bed about 30 minutes ago, but..Dunno. I suppose I really just don't want to go to work tomorrow, and if I go to sleep, it'll seem to come quicker. Then again, if I don't get some sleep and have enough of it, I'll be tired for work, and it'll drag on.
Sometimes, life just plain sucks no matter what.
Ever realized how...tasty club crackers are? I hadn't had them for years, then I had a few at my brother's place. After that, I had to go out and get my own box and just chow down. Plus, they make a decent snack. You can eat 32 of these suckers, and it's only 190 calories. Yummy, filling, and not too fattening.
Unlike the amount of Dr. Pepper I'm constantly drinking. It's probably the reason I've gained some weight this past year. Since I've been drinking more, I've gained some more. It's not that I'm fat. It's more...As if well...My whole life I've been an absolute stick. When I was 15 and 16, and still the same height and all...I could fit into size 0-2. Now I'm up to 6-8. Sorta depressing. I really need to cut down, but it's so friggin' hard. I don't get caffeine headaches, but it's like...A constant craving. So it's a mental thing. I have a hard time keeping myself from getting up and buying the stuff.
I suppose that's just the joy of an addictive personality. It's a good thing I don't plan on drinking or doing drugs. I can only imagine how much I'd end up screwing myself over by easilly getting addicted to 'em.
Well, now I've ranted for a good five minutes or so to whatever...I'm off to bed. |
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| Age: 32 |
| Wallingford,
Connecticut |
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