As my username may suggest, I believe that my worth is in the hands of the men that use me and view me. That does not mean I throw myself to each and every person who messages me but I am prepared to offer myself in full to those who are capable of understanding and using me. My ideal man is someone incredibly strict and brutal and does not value or respect me enough to consider my feelings. I'm aware this sounds extreme but I do not get any pleasure or excitement from men who treat me well or nicely. The only time I feel *myself* is when I am made to feel like shit, utterly worthless, and as though I am good for one thing only - to serve and obey.

I do not have a 'type' as such in terms of physical appearance as my stimulation comes primarily from mental side of things.

So the boring bit about myself? Well I am 23, live in Yorkshire, and despite my appearance (most people assume I am a social butterfly) am quite a loner. I am pretty average in most respects; I don't believe that I'm beautiful, don't think I have anything particularly special about my body, and am definitely not above dedicating my life to an Owner.

I am unowned and looking. Never served in a real D/s relationship before but am very eager to find the right person to make this happen.