I post my pic and of course a million emails again. I love it..NOT.

See, the thing is all these "Doms" and "Master" have forgotten the one VERY big secret to owning a slave or having a sub in their life....

Own the mind first and everything else just follows.

Without that, you simply have a mindless whore at your feet.

With that said.. unless you have some very enlightening emails for me that feeds my need for intellectual discourse, don't bother emailing!

I like to think the winds take us to the place or person that can heal us. My life has been void of many things/people lately and there are times we just need something or someone to grab ahold of....to enrich us ....mold us...give us freedom or purpose to be who we can be.To let us feel like we are living.

Purpose ....even provide us with the chains we so richly desire or the comfort our hearts crave so as to mend. Regardless of its reason...I like to think the wind envelopes me and that gives me hope even if it is dark and full of sins

I think the community doesn't have the respect it once had...or...maybe its Ohio,but Ladies, just FYI. If you are in the middle of a Dom and his sub and its causing issues,back the h*** off. I just don't get why subs are so needy for other subs Dominants. I know of three situations right now where this is going on...The subs constantly texting or emailing someone's Dom and while the Dom should not allow this... As a girl. I would back off out of respect knowing I am causing a problem. Guys don't always see it as a problem..lol

But seriously.Ladies..MOVE ON AND FIND ONE OF YOUR OWN!

The emails I get make me laugh every day.

Does every guy just decide "oh I wanna be a Dom and have a girl hang all over me?"

Whatever happened to the Dominants who took the time to learn their submissives and are always consistant in their ways? They seem to grow bored quickly and lose true care for theirs.

What happened to cherishing and loving the submissive instead of having a huge desire to build a harem?

When did the Dominants forget that without the feeling of true dominance, we are nothing?

When did they forget we need constant attention at times and once a week visits for a few hours is not enough?

Have they grown so lazy as to not take the time to play with their 'toys' and instead wrap it all up in under an hour?

Have they forgotten broken promises and no communication hurt the bond?

Have they all forgotten the beauty of a slave under the right control?

A slave needs to feel so much to be at her full potential. True dominance that sets her in flames and brings out her full submissiveness. Attentiveness that gives her the desire to want to please. I don't just want to be F*****...I want to feel his desires devour me. I want to feel his heat needing me as much as I need him. I want his love to envelope me where I never forget I truly belong. I need to feel his touch. His power. I need his desires to awaken me and make me His.

Lazy  Doms seem to be all to real these days.. They slap your ass a few times..have you suck their **** and they are done. I so miss a attentive Dom who brings me to life in everything he does...from the greeting at the door to the click of the leash. To teaching me new and amazing things.

It is truly sad

Why is it...Doms get one girl and feel the need for another and another.When is it enough? I see this all the time. Do they not understand how this makes the sub feel and worse, if she didn't know it was happening and she finds out another is or has been with him.. This lifestyle is all about trust, but I think this lifestyle is perhaps the one place I have learned to not trust. I have learned over the years though...if you have acquired a Dom and you have experienced that perhaps he had another sub and wasn't telling her about you..then you need to deeply reflect on the fact history always repeats itself and one day you will be the other girl not knowing.

I truly feel for any sub that has to deal with this and have talked with several experiencing it now. I am always here for a shoulder to cry on,please don't ever hesitate to email.

I have NEVER been a follower. So..the fact there is this new and wonderful book out there that makes you men feel like you can go out and get an easy screw in this lifestyle is very amusing to me. Granted, there are many true disease ridden sluts out there...and you may get one and have your desires meant, but it is not even the beginning of this 'lifestyle".

So , with that said. If you didn't follow your inner self to this path. DO NOT email me. I will be a royal b*****...and you will not like it. There are enough Doms here that are not what they say they are. I frankly do not want to get anymore jaded and cynical than I already am. Stupid emails telling me how you want this or that....blah blah.The real deal doesn't need to say much. It is their aura, the ambience they create,their touch... it is just who they are and you can't fake that. They don't need just a screw...they need so much more.

Someone can say they want you.... but to feel that emotion speaks volumes.

So please, keep your emails to yourself and avoid the humiliation.

                                     *Please and thank you*

                                                   ~Amanda~

One will make a very long journey trying to find where she belongs only to end up where she started and with a stairway to heaven fallen by the wayside. Those stars faded long ago.The tidalwave once again envelopes her.Her solace  lies only in the dark...and her Amanda tainted and lost.

you know what amazing to me?

Men who say they are Doms just to get down a girls pants ...know whats more amazing..when that doesn't work they have a backup male submissive profile, to get down girls pants.

This is exactly why the women are untrusting here

You know , I do not have this issue on other lifestyle sites. Just this one. It seems to be housed by a ton of fakes and men only wanting one thing.

I want to make this VERY clear...

I DO NOT CAM OR PLAY ON VOICE.

Why you ask?

Well because I am one of the real ones. You know the kind you can touch,Dominate and who will hand you her submission. Now I know this is not anything you all understand, but please respect the fact I am sick and tired of these type of wannabes:)

So I put all this in here..updated my profile to ward off fakes and I go from..say 10 messages a day to zero.. That only proves to me most want the easy doormat.They use this lifestyle as a way to get what they think is easy sex...then again... if you think that is what the lifestyle is about.....thats the issue....

So my conclusion....most are fakes..you can scare them away by letting them know you are not something easy..

I have never not been with a Master who doesn't maintain control in their life, who is constant in their pursuit of what they desire and who always remains 100% composed.. Here... I find the opposite all the time...

I think before browsing profiles some need to understand the lifestyle more or go to an all kinster site..Master and Dom..big diff...Dom and kinster....big diff

read up before you email the subs/slaves.You get us far too discouraged when you say you  are this or that and come to find out....YOUR NON OF THE ABOVE...just a male slut prowling..Just saying

If  a dom has interest wouldn't he show it...wanna chat with you ..even if a quick text in the day to say hi...... I am working ..but would love chatting later this evening..

I have come to the conclusion most are A.Married or B. have subs and subs and more subs and therefore are never around

My patience runs thin quickly these days and I have no tolernace for games.

I am a very blunt person and I expect the same in return. Since getting that here is null...friends is all I seek.Craving a Master does not mean I need one.

I am back ..just to see if there is anything i may be missing here

A little note to those who email and hear nothing from me:

I have tried the last few days to answer a few emails and I get a few emails back and then they vanish....sometimes I answer their emails and I get nothng back... So , obviously it makes me have no desire to email anyone. I am not being rude.. just saving myself a headache.

So I am sorry for emails I ignore and do not choose to respond to

Turbulent Sea

Darkness lives inside me

A Secret that I hide

The light that comes from all the rest

Is lost upon the tide

A touch of lightning-magic

Has left me marked and cold

I want..... I need.....I crave for me

A love that sells my soul

Like a turbulent sea

Pulling at me

I'm drowning in passion and fear

With all that I am -- Or ever will be

I must fight for what I hold dear.

And I fight

For what is right

But shadows follow me.....

Into the night

I sing and I cry and I scream at the night

To change an unchangeable fate

The wave crashes

In my heart

Darkness follows

Light departs

Like a turbulent sea

Pulling at me

I'm drowning

Sheila Clover English

Do men really read profiles on this site? I don't believe they do. It seems like all the emails I get are for the very things I do not want. No poly,no arrogant assholes... you can be Dom without being an asshole... One jerk even emailed and I think only because he loves putting women down. It went in one ear and out the other.. He called me a robot... Why though , I'm not sure. I was not sweet in my emails  back to him. I'm by far not a doormat....I don't believe submission is about being a doormat ,but about committment as with any relationship. I 'm not just a kinky sub..If you are looking for that,it's not me. I can not be a sub to just ANY Dom.Do not email expecting me to fall at your feet. That is for 'The One'  in my life. To him I can be loyal ,obedient,faithful,loving.....To anyone else I am a b*tch.

And to the man who emailed me calling me a robot..... you only hide from me because I called you out.It does suck when you find someone just as smart as you .