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My submissive, DarkBaroness, and I, are in a deeply loving, polyamorous designed relationship. W/we may be willing to take in service submissives to work alongside us in the care for our beautiful Victorian home (see "The Vision" below), and fulfilling a desire to maintain a strong D/s household. While female submissives are our prime choice for such a partnership, W/we might be open to serious couples who wish to be a part of the household, and may be open to those who identify in roles other than submissive. For those strongly interested in Me, keep in mind that I have a rule for anyone that might seek to offer their service: To get to Me, you must become friends and gain the trust of DarkBaroness. Until a foundation of a good, sincere friendship and relationship with the baroness is found, I may hold back My role as Dominant, and whatever else that I may be to you. Know that my submissive DarkBarroness is in fact, a Dominant, but she serves Me as My submissive in all ways that she can. There's a very strong chance that any submissive of O/ours will have to defer to her as a Dominant, and keep in mind that she has zero desire to serve another Dominant. About The Dark Angel:

I consider Myself a Lifestyle Dominant. To Me, that means I live the Life of a Dominant every day. It’s not a fad, a phase, a game, or something that I just do on the weekends, or only at BDSM events, and certainly does not disappear if I am without a submissive to serve Me. It’s about planning My Life, taking steps, making things happen, and continuing on to greater things. It’s about using My talents, skills, strengths, imagination, and creativity to bring more happiness and satisfaction into My World, and sharing it with others. It’s about relying primarily on Myself, and then relying on the others that I trust and love. It’s about doing hard work, creating resources, overcoming setbacks, seeking inspiration, and inspiring others. It’s about guiding the lives of the submissives who live in My World, and making them an important part of it. It's about sharing pleasure, fulfilling kinks, and finding new kinks to add to our list. If you wish to know more about My personality, sexuality, sadistic urges, views, and proclivities, then also read My previous profile, which I have saved as a Journal Entry on 11/13/2010.

Onward! The Vision: A very important focus in My Life is what I call, “The Vision”, and I am it’s visionary. It’s not some supernatural manifestation that I’ve found in a dream! No, it’s much more basic than that. The Vision is My future goals as I see them in My mind’s eye.

A large part of the Vision is about My home. It's not just a home; its a gathering ground for Lifestylers, hobbyists, artists, reenactors, craftsmen, etc. to meet, learn, create, play, eat, drink, share, and just enjoy Life. The design features of My home (workshop, art room, etc.) are meant foster a working environment for the aforementioned people above, which includes Myself in all of those categories. My home has a pseudo Victorian-Gothic-Renaissance décor that has an inspiring ambiance not found in most homes. Dynamics with submissives/slaves who serve DarkBaroness and Myself, in The Vision: submissives/slaves are a part of My Vision. They will be helping U/us continue to bring O/our goals to fruition. I need their help U/us to set up and host dinner parties (including themed parties), play parties, and various other gatherings of O/our design. I want them to seek to participate as creative partners in various endeavors, such as creating artwork, photography, and various other creative hobby interests. W/we would not only pursue My interests together, but I would be participating in many of their own interests, as well. They will assist U/us in the design, research, upkeep, and help with some of the construction and other processes (selecting materials, painting, decorating, etc.) necessary to continue to transform My home. W/we want to do these things side-by-side with them, as artistically creative labors of Love. The results are a Household that enables Myself, DarkBaroness, O/our submissives /slaves, and O/our friends, to live a happy and fulfilling Life together in a comfortable setting.
Concerning submissives/slaves in service of DarkBaroness and Myself:
-They should genuinely wish to participate in helping U/us drive the Engine of The Vision forward. -They should be kind and loving, and should seek O/our Love and approbation. -They should have a certain sincerity of character, and a natural sense of honesty. -They should have friendly, positive, and uplifting personalities that will help propel the entire relationship forward to good places. -They must want to grow with U/us in the Lifestyle and must be willing to have some of their limits pushed. They must also want to evolve and learn more about themselves and U/us, with a sense of exploration and adventure. -They must have a strong sense of service and should have an instilled sense of pride, loyalty, and Love in matters of service to U/us. -They should try to have a positive understanding nature, an open receptive mind, and must try to express themselves in a considerate, benevolent way in matters of concern with Me. They should encourage understanding and dialogue, as W/we do. -They must seek to embrace giving over control to U/us, rather than being at odds with it. -They must not only want to have a close relationship with U/us, but they must want to have a close relationship with other submissives that are also in a relationship with U/us. Not only must they be willing to be intimate with Me, but they must also be open to the possibility of intimacy with others in My care. -They must take care of all that belongs to U/us, including themselves. -They must take steps to make O/our Life better and easier. -They must take steps to making O/our Life happier. -They must help ensure that W/we don’t look bad and any capacity. -They must strive to serve gladly, and bear My collars proudly, whether as a submissive or a slave. ----With all of the things listed above concerning submissives/slaves in service of U/us, W/we give of O/ourselves whatever is appropriate and deserved in return. Me: I am generous, loving, and compassionate. I am soft when I need to be soft and tough when I need to be strong. Being Dominant doesn’t mean taking everything I want, either. Sometimes it means sacrificing or remaining conservative with My own desires and needs. It’s up to Me to decide how to handle things in a way that I see fit, but to do so with consideration of the valuable input from whoever serves Me.
Above and Beyond the Lifestyle:
I have almost countless pursuits and interests above and beyond all that I love in the Lifestyle. I will constantly be adding to, and enjoying all of the irons that I place in My fire. I will share and participate in those things with My friends and My submissives. In the following, I will list many of My interests, hobbies, and loves, and if by chance you, the reader, have an affinity for these commonalities, then perhaps we should get together to enjoy them in some way. I would love that! Interests, Loves, Hobbies, and Pursuits that I already enjoy and want to enjoy with others: Costuming, armor crafting, drawing, painting on canvas and miniatures, creative writing, fetish fashion, sewing, dancing, shopping, dining, renaissance reenactment activities, full contact, armored combat, photography, modeling, dark movies (The Crow, A Nightmare Before Christmas, etc), horror movies, science fiction, steampunk, novels, history, home design, home construction, architecture, Victorian homes, woodworking, carving, metal art, sculpting, leatherworking, computer game design, anything with Halloween-like themes, mixed martial arts, Egyptology, mythology, etc.
-Who I am if you are Mine...

I am the gentle whisper in your ear that will never leave your head...
I am the face that you will see, even when W/we are apart... I am the One you will think of when you wake... I am the One you will think of when you go to sleep... I am the drug you will not be able to get enough of... I am He with the touch you will never forget... I am He with the touch you will always want... I am the One you will always miss... I am the One you will always remember... I am your peace and tranquility... I am patience and passion... I am the engine of your pain... I am the engine of your pleasure... I am your Dark Prince... I am your Knight... I am your Darkness... I am your Angel... ...and you are My paradise...
Want Me... Need Me... Love Me... Worship Me... ~The Dark Angel
2/27/2018 2:20:41 PM
Profile has been updated; now more current to what's been happening in My Life. Life is good. : )

~Dark Angel
11/13/2010 10:24:32 AM

This is a copy of My previous profile. I've decided to keep this since it's been so well recieved in the past by friends and strangers alike. Although I've evolved, it still applies to Me in most ways, and describes more about My proclivities and views.

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Dark Angel, aka The Candy Man, aka The hot Guy over there, aka Mr Shiny Pants, aka The Chocolate Pimp Daddy Supreme! : )

Want Me...

Need Me...

Love Me...

Worship Me...

About The Dark Angel...

    I am a male Dominant who is intensely dedicated, consistently dependable, extremely trustworthy, sensitive, very caring, multi-artistic, inspired, creative, considerate, concerned, highly open minded, driven, intelligent, idealistic yet realistic, respectful, protective, inquisitive, stylish, very sensual, romantic, passionate, highly compassionate, affectionately sweet, thoughtfully deep, and lovingly tender. I am also consensually brutal in the bedroom, wickedly sadistic, as well as passionately sadistic. I am a lust-driven Beast, a sinful Tormentor, a Creature of dark sensuality, able to easily please a woman's body with a slow erotic touch, an exploring tongue, and a sexual mind which searches for a submissive girls wettest and most desparate sexual desires. My strong hands can wield a vicious strike or a even careful one. I can love a submissive girl and hurt her at the same time. I have a powerful overpowering strength of body, and a tremendous virtually unbreakable grip like iron, and a sexual appetite that needs sated by one who would serve Me sexually. I can give exciting and romantic sensual experiences during play and sex, just as much as I can inflict waves of controlled erotic pain while delving deep into the pleasures within the caverns in the fantasies of her mind. I can make gentle love to a woman just as well as I can dehumanize her by action and word, brutally fuck her, tie her up and use her sexually regarding her not much more than a piece of meat to take My pleasure with.

    That which I do with a submissive girl is done with sentiment, passion, and meaning, that might even be considered spiritual. Bonding with another human being can be a wonderful and moving thing for Me, and the BDSM Lifestyle and erotic play is My engine to do so. These are just some of the things that I am. These are some of My darkly beautiful facets. It’s all here, within this One, waiting to be shared and experienced.

    I participate with the local Lifestyle groups and individuals regularly for play parties, events, munches, private play, discussion, online chat, and message boards, etc. I am very serious about My participation in the Lifestyle, but I smile and laugh easily, and enjoy My time outside of a scene. Yeah, I'm the Guy in the shiny pants, pimping out chocolate to My F/friends and S/strangers even, since I've got no "game." ;)

    How deeply I live and explore the Lifestyle with another is entirely up to what is negotiated. Does the submissive need, crave, desire protocol, training, and strictness? Sometimes? All of the time? Does the submissive want to be loose and free, yet feel owned? I believe in the Power Exchange, and all these things can be decided upon. As long as the submissive and Myself are happy, content, and comfortable. Those things in the end, are what matters.

    Know these things: Firstly, the most desirable submissive to Me is the one that desires to put Me INTO a position of power, not out of a position of power, and is willing to show/prove her devotion so that I know she is truly and devoutly submitting to Me. Secondly, a submissive that works on making a good relationship, disavows selfishness, and commits herself mind, body, and soul to Me will go a long way with Me. I DO work on making a relationship good. I am FAR from being selfish, yet strive to be the positive center of a submissive’s life. I DO commit Myself wholely, mind, body, and soul to a submissive under My care, to protecting her, caring for her, and trying to bring out the best in the relationship, while she is in service to Me.

-Who I am if you are Mine...

I am the gentle whisper in your ear that will never leave your head...

I am the face that you will see, even when W/we are apart...

I am the One you will think of when you wake...

I am the One you will think of when you go to sleep...

I am the drug you will not be able to get enough of...

I am He with the touch you will never forget...

I am He with the touch you will always want...

I am the One you will always miss...

I am the One you will always remember...

I am your peace and tranquility...

I am patience and passion...

I am the engine of your pain...

I am the engine of your pleasure...

I am your Dark Prince...

I am your Knight...

I am your Darkness...

I am your Angel...

...and you are My paradise...


Vanilla things about me:

    When I'm not caught up in the BDSM Lifestyle, I like to participate in creative endeavors, such as drawing, painting, mediMMORPG's), role-playing games, novel creation, crafting suits of armor, as well as periodically fighting full contact combat in armor. These are just some of the things that have given Me character, creative ambition, and drive, and would be thrilled to find someone who shares these and other related interests and hobbies! The vanilla things in this world are just as important as things here in the Lifestyle. You have interests? Share them with Me! Movies? Dancing? Love em!

My ideal person:

    I would like someone who can be just as engaging or fun outside of a Dungeon or the bedroom. I would like to find someone that not only wants to share in BDSM interests, but plenty of vanilla interests also. In a true BDSM Lifestyle, even vanilla things CAN become part of that Lifestyle. As an example: I know of one slave that would rather fight than allow someone else to serve her Master’s coffee in the morning! THAT is a good slave! Coffee has nothing to do with the Lifestyle, yet, there it is; part of the dynamics! Simple things have meaning to such a person. I am of the mind that the little things are important, whether Master or slave.

    An ideal submissive to Me is one that actively looks for opportunities to serve Me and fulfill My needs, while seeking new ways of pleasing Me, and yet finding more things that pleases herself. As a Dominant, I actively pay attention to acts of servitude and share My appreciation, so that the submissive need not to feel neglected or taken for granted; unless the dynamics of the relationship call for disinterest on My part, determined by the Power Exchange. Ideally, I want a submissive that accepts corrections of failure/mistakes, rather than resenting the correction as part of her training under My guidance. I feel a good submissive always seeks to improve herself, and desires Someone to guide them, teach them, and help them find what they need. she would not be alone in those things, for I also am constantly trying to improve Myself, even in areas that do not appear, in My opinion, to need improving.

    I am NOT looking for someone who is self centered, selfish, dishonest to Me or O/others, dismissive of My sensitivities, manipulative of My feelings to get what she wants, disrespectful of My time, disrespectful of My efforts, exploits or works around My (O/our) rules, makes excuses for bad behavior, or apologizes for critical mistakes _WITHOUT_ making things right. I have dealt with these things before and am _NOT_ interested in dealing with these things all over again. A submissive _HAD BETTER_ be able to treat Me as well as My F/friends do, or better. If not treating Me properly, not acting appropriately, or if she continues to do the things listed above, she _WILL_ be dismissed. I have no use for a woman like that in My life.

    If the submissive can be a good friend, a lover, honest all the time (with Me or A/anyone,) open, willing to share thoughts and feelings, open to explore sex and play, tries to keep Me pleased sexually, wants and tries to be a good/better person for Me, dedicates herself to Me, dedicates herself to the relationship, is pliable, is trainable, trustworthy and constantly trying to build trust; W/we will do very well together.

    It is important to stress again, that how deep submission to Me will be, is determined by the Power Exchange, and that I desire a submissive that will constantly put Me into a position of power that grows over time.
 
    I thoroughly enjoy playing with, and training, a submissive, and ideally would be looking for one that would like to experience the following: Hair pulling, biting, scratching, spanking, flogging, paddling, caning, torture using crops, wearing My bruises as badges of commitment, painplay, erotic sensation play, masturbation, verbal humiliation, breast torture, clit torture, anal sex, giving head, face fucking, receiving face, face slapping, being consensually raped and tortured, receiving nipple torture, kneeling and worshiping before Me, worshiping My cock, kissing My boots, blindfolding, bondage (light and heavy), speech protocol, posturing protocol, daily structuring (if necessary or desired), rituals, violet wand play, play with various electrical devices, giving and receiving massage, being overpowered while struggling, induced lactation, forced lactation, forced orgasms, edging/stepping orgasms, orgasm control, squirting orgasms, hot wax play, knife play, wearing collars and cuffs,  wearing leashes and being chained to the bed, wearing corsets, sexy clothing and sexy fetish attire for Me, wearing gags, taking vaginal fisting, plastic wrap bondage or mummification, role playing, having orgasms while I get her off as I whisper her fantasies, exploring taboo fantasies T/together, forced nudity, pet play, being photographed or video taped, playing at BDSM parties, and limitless other things. Later, I may get into heavy suspension, fire play, needle play, cutting and blood play, pony play, wearing hoods, caging, etc, after I either learn more about those things, or get into the proper headspace, or acquire the props necessary. I continuously collect Toys, and will get more as required or build them Myself. I am active in the BDSM community, so I may have access to more toys, dungeon furniture, and props through F/friends.

    Finally, I would like to say that I would suggest that any female who wishes to catch My attention should make an effort to have pictures of herself available. Chemistry is important to a relationship, and what I see will influence that chemistry. I realize photos do not always make O/one look appealing, so I will try to keep that in mind. I do not have the typical male standards for attraction to females, by the way, so a lady does not necessarily have to be considered “beautiful” by popular standards, to impress Me or turn Me on. I enjoy women of different races, women of various body types including the big beautiful women, and desire women from younger to older. I am attracted to all types of women.

 

8/15/2010 8:52:00 PM
Hello again. It's been a long time since I've written an entry in My Journal. I often write when there are new changes in My Life, and this time is no exception. I enjoy writing and I've missed sharing My thoughts with friends and strangers. If you're reading this right now, there's a chance that you are at least a little curious about Me. Whatever your reason for dropping by, thanks for your curiosity, and thanks for reading!

More than this being a post for a day in the Life of Dark Angel, it's more like a friendly note that's heralding some upcoming changes to My profile. With the amount of compliments that I've received on the profile that I've had since late 2007 (I believe), I'll be saving the previous profile in My journal for the curious, rather than deleting it.

What's the new change in My Life? Well, I'm single again. The way things were happening in My previous relationship and with working on My house, I just didn't have time to write anymore. It's My hope that I will have the time to devote to opening up again. We'll see, I suppose. 

I hope that you will find the new profile a good read when I finish it.

Take care!

~Dark Angel
12/14/2008 4:39:08 PM
    I had quite a bit of time on My hands this weekend, yet still busy enough doing weekly domestic errands and taking care of car maintenance, that I could not spend an allotted amount of time on working on the new house beyond structuring My next projects to complete at the site. The little girl wasn't available for the weekend, so needless to say W/we've been missing E/each O/other considerably.  she and I have certain various little Dominant/submissive 'rituals' that W/we practice often when W/we are T/together as part of O/our dynamics, and her and I suffer terribly from Top(Dom)-drop and sub-drop when W/we miss out on those things. 

    I spent some time here on CollarMe building a C/couples profile for U/us, that I am fairly satisfied with in its early stages. I am always critical of My Own writing, and have to overcome My previous old perfectionist tendencies! As you the reader may already know, when I write, I do not usually write brief summaries, and I admit that I always have to fight the urge to write an entire book on My Life and involvement in the Lifestyle and all of the other facets of My Life that I am fascinated by! I could do that yanno!  I certainly have strong urges to want to share bits and pieces of My Life with those W/who care to take a look into it. I also love sharing what's in Mycreative mind's eye, My various mindsets, and expressing My menagerie of passions for the things that I love. I could get lost for days and weeks writing about such things...

    I shared what I had written with My little girl and she seemed pleased that I had taken the time to write up the profile for U/us, and she seemed to enjoy the wording. W/we will work more T/together on it, when O/our time allows. I do value her opinion and constructive criticisms, as she is highly intelligent, so I believe between the B/both of U/us, W/we can generate an attractive C/couples profile that will accurately share what W/we are about and what W/we want and desire. So, expect some changes to it!

    I have to admit, with the inclusion of mentioning the desire for her and I to find another in this profile and in the C/couples profile, it seems a little 'in your face,' and really comes off as being such a strong concentrated focus, but in actuality, it's not. W/we have always been happily committed to the idea of having another in the relationship very early on, talking about it often, but felt it better to make sure the time is right and ease into it comfortably with that person or persons. W/we do still subscribe to that line of thought. Yes, I did say "persons" also! she and I have been open to the idea of more than one other to be with U/us. That will entirely depend on the circumstances and dynamics of what the Household may need. There are things that W/we need in women that W/we agree upon, and those things may not be found in just one other person. Putting it all together seems to be the logical and preferred thing to do. To be clear, as hot as it may sound to Me (U/us even!), W/we aren't trying to set up a stable! lol! Whatever W/we decide upon in O/our future, will have to be done one careful step at a time!

    Thank you for sharing your time with Me! I look happily forward to writing more!

~The Dark Angel
12/3/2008 6:59:23 PM

    I have to say, I have really missed writing in My Journal! I'm so very long overdue! I would love to say that I would have had the time to flesh out more of My thoughts once again for those souls W/who look forward to reading about the thoughts and emotions that hover in the mind of the Dark Angel, but many wonderful things have been taking place in My Life for quite some time now that unavoidably use up My time and great amounts of energy! Even now I'm pressed for time, and I will be forced to draw My hands away from the keyboard once again! I will at least try to get some portions of My thoughts out, though!

    I will at least share with T/those that care (you know W/who you are!), that Life has been good to Me for several months now. I am very pleased and ever so excited to say that I purchased a house in recent months! It's a fantastic home that needs much work, and I'm completely happy to work on it! Once all the required work is completed I will be transforming the house into an incredible and unique construction, customized top to bottom to fit My Lifestyle and that of the submissives that may come to live and play in it with Me!

    The house is reasonably good sized, made of stone and stucco, with multiple floors and a full basement (For the Dungeon of course!). I will be expanding it in the future, and the eventual decor of the place will be unique to My Own style, taste, creativity, and eccentric mind! W/whosoever enters My lair after its completion will have no doubt that they have entered the abode of the Dark Angel!

    If A/anyone W/who reads this would like a quick vision of the house that will be a part of My Dark Heaven, simply do a Google search for ‘Victorian houses’, specifically ‘Second Empire’ homes with the ‘Mansard Rooftops’, multiple balconies, at least one turret, and then the R/reader will have a brief picture of what the final transformation of the home will finally look like! Notice I do say transformation... Since I don't have the exceptional resources necessary to purchase such a fine Victorian home outright, so I will have to create it over time Myself. I'm more than quite okay with that! I don't mind the wait just as long as I can do it how I wish! Shaping the house into whatever I desire is a dream come true for Me, and I am making it happen!

    My wonderful little submissive (sublittlegirl4u) has been supporting My efforts along the way, having many similar tastes to My Own. she would like to see My visions become reality, and often inspires Me with ideas.

    Speaking of My sweet little submissive: things have been going very well between U/us, and seem to be getting better all the time! That foundation for a strong Dominant/submissive relationship is being constructed more and more each and every day. Because W/we are very unique P/people, it always feels like a constant learning experience, and thus remains to feel consistently new.

    W/we still have O/our hearts set on bringing someone into O/our relationship, and W/we really look forward to that day! W/we haven't picked anyone yet, and that's aw-wight, W/we're just going to take O/our time! The right girl will come along, and W/we'll snatch her up and take her in : )

    Someday, I would really love to share many of the bits and pieces of O/our Life and the day-to-day experiences I have with My sweet little girl and perhaps a special girl in O/our future with E/everyone in My Journal when time allows somewhere down the road!

Living the Lifestyle, a day at a time,

The Dark Angel


 

4/5/2008 12:34:00 PM

Life:

    Is it possible that the stormcloud overhanging the Life of the Dark Angel is lifting? Perhaps. I'll not celebrate, yet. I'll be content in saying that one of the mundane problems that overshadowed My Life has diminished and will hopefully remain withdrawn from here on. With this news, My Life may be able to progress forward, closer toward some very exciting goals. Again, I will not celebrate, yet.

I'll just be thankful.

    My relationships with friends and lovers has been bittersweet, as of late. While some have grown closer; others go further away. It's just the way things are. I wish it was different, but it's not... It's N/nobody's fault. I know I am missed, and I sincerely miss them. I wish them genuine heart-felt happiness with or without Me in their lives.

    There is one sadness, I'll surely take to the grave with Me. Without giving away the details of what I consider a part of the greatest story of My life... I will just say that one of the greatest sorrows that My heart has ever endured, is also seen in the face of the girl with the little green eyes... No, not THAT girl with the green eyes :( the other one... the one who really deserves love, kind words, and all the happiness that life can give her. She is My greatest love and My greatest sadness... even now, My eyes cloud over thinking about her. Don't be jealous of her, L/ladies. There's no need. Kindly envy her and love her instead, because she is the bestest friend in the whole big world that anyone can ever have, and if she were your friend, you would love her too, like so many others that know her. I'm very lucky to have her as a friend. She makes Me smile. She makes U/us all smile. :)

Good times with My F/friends:

    I was so happy to get out to a play party that I regularly enjoy going to. Seeing My F/friends helped keep a smile on My face. A friend of Mine said that My smile lit up the room, and they could even see that light in My eyes again. That is very good news if O/others notice. Yes, I was happy. Even if it was for just a short time; but I was at least happy again. I'm doing much better these days, as I alluded to early on. 

    I must say, I was quite charged up that night at the play party, in My Own way. Adrenaline, I think. Nothing too crazy. Part of it, is that I have some attractive F/friends and met and talked with some other attractive P/people... Some of ladies around the room and the ladies in the rope scenes were pretty hot, and the ropes holding them in hard bondage made them that much hotter...
 
Yumm...

    I brought My usual and often expected satchel with chocolate for My F/friends. :)

    I had just received the final part of My studded outfit the night before from Shrine of Hollywood, and got a chance to break in the black and silver studded pants to wear with the studded vest.

Loved it :)
 
    Naturally, I wore My shiny black vinyl tailcoat, as well as My swashbuckler boots, spiked gloves, and even donned My guy-liner and man-scara! Yeah, I found out, if as a guy, Y/you look androgenous enough, even G/guys want to hit on Y/ya! Oops! Not what I was trying to achieve! Oh, well.:)

    That's just the way I like to look; the outfit, makeup, and all. If it were practical, I'd wear hardcore goth regalia every day. Y/ya know... The image of the Dark Prince...

Me:

    To one that may wonder if I live as a Dominant, rather than just looking the part; the answer is yes! It's not enough to look the part; there has to be more for Me. When I got into the Lifestyle it was not based on lust and sex, but the the reality of the Power Exchange, instead. The sex and perversion was harnessed afterward, and became a new testing ground for the charnel power exchange!

    I live My Lifestyle with a great degree of care, a little at a time. I avoid recklessness and share what I am with the right submissives. I am confronted oftentimes with making hard decisions in excercising that care. I'm not a machine though; I am prone to fits of lust and passion, but always with a sense of consequence and care. There are simply times that O/one cannot let T/their primal urges take over. I'm good about not letting that happen. I excercise personal discipline for Myself. I have a bit of a mantra I try to use/live by to guide Me; particularly the last part:

I am the Master of My World...

The Ruler of My Realm...

The Supreme Disciplinarian...

Even unto Myself...
   
    Each part has it's own special meaning, but I personally believe the last part is what matters the most to one who submits to Me. I've read it often on profiles, and heard it in person so many times: that if a Dom is not in control of Themselves, then how can the submissive feel right giving control over to the Dominant?

Right on.

The Dark Angel

2/25/2008 11:42:05 PM
A little about Me lately: 

    What can I say... The truth is that the last 11 months of My life have been hard on Me. I write this in hopes that blogging about My Life will help somehow, like it does for S/some... Wish Me luck...

    It's just really hard for Me to hide or shake... No amount of distractions, concern, play or sex has been able to help make it go away... My F/friends see it, and even P/people I don't know can see it... but the smile on the face of the Dark Angel has faded somewhat... the light in His eye has dimmed, sometimes His wings are broken and torn, and His heart, although still beating, is often overwhelmed with sadness. Long lasting happiness seems to be a dream of the past...

    I haven't given up. There's still a lot of strength there, even if I've been worn thin. There's so much to look forward to in My Life; I just need a thing or two to go back to normal in My mundane Life. Things that overshadow everything else. God knows I certainly need some good companionship, too. Thank goodness for F/friends to fill in some of the holes in My Life.

Appreciation:
   
    This weekend was a reminder of some of the fantastic F/friends that I've made in the Lifestyle. I was at a play party Saturday night; I will not reveal which play party I was at, nor will I mention W/who was there, but I will say that being there with My F/friends really did Me some good, even if only for one night. I needed to be with My F/friends, and was pleased to even make some more F/friendships there, while bolstering some O/others. 

    I've been appreciating My bonds with My F/friends these days. I've been blessed by invitations to T/their homes for dinner, play parties, Lifestyle discussions and just good engaging conversation. I've been strengthening a lot of bonds, lately. Some of My F/friends need Me as much as I need T/them, I'm happy to say. I think Life has been really tough on many of U/us within the past year or so.

A Common Question:

    For T/those W/who might wonder why I don't have a submissive of My own: I'm am often told by O/others that T/they feel I'm a nice looking Guy, and say things like "I'm surprised that You don't have a choice of any submissive you want!"  I wish it was that simple. I am selective, and try to be very careful with who I get involved with. I'm not specifically selective in regards to beauty. Sure, I am drawn towards a pretty face and a nice body, but I have alot of various body types I enjoy anyway, so that's not near as much of an issue. I won't lie, I would LOVE to find a beautiful girl that makes My heart race just by looking at her, but it's always been My friggin' luck that those girls are already hanging on someone E/else's arm, Domme, not interested in men, or a blasted trainwreck!

    I'm looking to click with a submissive; not just beat her ass and fuck her, like some Doms are. I shoot for things W/we might have in common creatively, so W/we can connect outside of the Lifestyle dynamics. I don't want to be with someone I'm going to be bored with, or someone that doesn't get Me. God forbid I should ever actually find a submissive that has the same nerdy hobbies as I have, and actually wants to participate in them with Me! I swear if A/anyone tells Me again I'm too vanilla, especially for saying all this, I'm gonna give T/them the fucking finger! Yeah, that's happened before... more than once... and it just showed Me how quick they are to judge, how little they know about how Lifestyle dynamics can work, in regards to mundane things (refer to My profile,) and how little they know how to assist in the making of a successful long term interpersonal  relationship. Too vanilla! bitch, please...

My Thanks:

    I'm pleased to say that M/many have expressed their appreciation of My latest profile, and how I compare in real time, to what I have written about Myself. I've been told the Man T/they read about on My profile is identical to the real Person. I would like to thank T/those W/who have taken the time to not only read My profile, but have taken the time to meet/know/understand the person who lives behind those words. My thanks also for T/those W/who noticed My personal pain and had kind words to share.

Thank Y/you for caring.

The Dark Angel

12/21/2007 12:07:12 AM
    I was just reflecting on this past weekend... a very good weekend actually. I was at a fantastic formal protocol dinner... Being waited on literally hand and foot by a handful of slaves and submissives... err... sluts, I mean...  is always hot stuff... even if they are not My own... 

    Dinner was delicious, and the strawberry dessert was fabulous... Who needs utensils, anyway? That's what sluts are for!  Yum... ;)

    Play was very enjoyable. It was nice to use My violet wand, again. It's been quite some time since I've played with it. I gave a lot of play with the wand that night. Good stuff. It was a new experience for a couple of the sluts, but was a revisitation of good times for others. I am very fond of using My claws with the violet wand... I had a pretty hot scene with a couple of the sluts together, using My claws... Try kissing sometime while you're grounded to a violet wand; it's like kissing a nine volt battery! 

    As with one of My previous logs, to protect the innocent as well as the guilty, I won't give names or details, but I will say some of the.. uh.. training... that I observed that night, was some pretty hot stuff...

    As for other things...

    A close friend of Mine was to serve as My submissive for the evening, and she was very excited about the whole event. she did such a phenomenal job! Like a good girl she followed My instructions that I had gifted her with, in virtually all details. her hair, her appearance, her dress, slave hardware, and fragrance were all as per My instructions. I have to commend her on her poise as well; she knows how to show grace in My presence and maintained herself as such, even while I was away. O/others even commented on that. She took very few, if any liberties, without My permission, and stayed close at hand, at most all times, either behind Me, or at My feet. 

    Does this all come as a surprise to Me? No. Absolutely not. That is how a good submissive/slave should act in the presence of her Dominant/Master in such an environment. Not only should a submissive act this way; a submissive should WANT to act this way for Someone that they want to please. For all her efforts to please Me, do  you think that I was able to express My thanks? I think My hand on her head, and touching her face, as she was nuzzled against My leg, while at My feet, helped  her feel My appreciation. Okay, okay...  one of those rare ass beatings that she so desperately wanted, that I gave her, might have been a dead giveaway too! ;) she was a good girl; she earned it!

The Dark Angel
12/10/2007 10:13:14 AM
    The newer pics of Myself have been on for a few days now, as well as a fun pic of Myself in My red velvet renaissance outfit, and another one in My armor. I DO currently have nakie face, in case you were wondering! I like either look; with or without facial hair. Seems like the preference by many of My female friends, might be Me with the facial hair. It's more manly, I guess.

    I was at a wonderful party at a F/friend's house, this weekend. I partied with a lot of F/friends there, and even got to meet some new faces. The food was wonderful, so I pigged out pretty good! Plenty of laughs... plenty of toys... plenty of skin... plenty of play... A way good time! I have a lot of fun F/friends! Naturally, I had to bring a lot of chocolate with Me! I give good chocolate! :)

    It would figure: It was Poke-A-Dom-Day that night...   Seems like every time I turn around, it's Poke-A-Dom-Day! Well, I would love to tell you more about the party, but I must protect the innocent as well as the guilty!  It was a good weekend. :)

The Dark Angel


12/4/2007 12:09:23 PM
I've uploaded some current pictures of Myself, and I am waiting for approval. My apologies if some of the pictures are a little blurry, but the the sweet little submissive that was taking them was shaking a bit... A bit of mild emotional play and the anticipation of a thorough ass beating already had her endorphins ramping up... poor girl...

The Dark Angel

Oh, and there are a couple of pics being added of Me in medieval custume and some of the armor that I made, just for fun :)
11/29/2007 8:12:00 PM

    I've finally decided it was time to open up a bit on My profile. Having previously written a more in depth profile before, I found how often incorrect assumptions were made about Me. It seemed that submissives were not taking the time to find out Who I am. It paid to just simply delete a greater portion of My profile and leave what felt good to Me. Hence, all I left was "Who I am if you are Mine." It has always been well recieved, and reveals truths about Myself and how I affect others, in a poetic way. It has been in all of My profiles on different sites, since My beginnings in the Lifestyle, and will most likely stay with Me to the end.

    I'm sure I will find more to add, but this new profile suits Me fine for the moment.

    Read and remember that there was a real Man behind the words on this profile, and it's not just random words created in cyberspace. I am as real as your own flesh, and my thoughts and feelings are as real as your own desires...

    If you see Me in real life, don't let the smile and the light in My eye fool you, I am serious about making My place within this Lifestyle, and finding My heart's desire (a wonderful submissive or slave), no matter how many laughs you see Me have on the way. :)

The Dark Angel
   

7/23/2007 8:57:09 PM
Hello,

    I wanted to thank T/those W/who took the time to read My profile and expressed T/their pleasure T/they found in reading it, as well as other kind words and observations. I'm glad that Y/you may have found value in something that describes Me.

    The pleasure was Mine.

    To T/those that may be reading this: I welcome Y/you to look at My various interests and write to Me should you find similar interests to your own, and share them with Me. I enjoy sharing with O/others those things that I enjoy and love seeing how O/others have found similar pleasure in the very same things that I love.

    I've had quite a few emails from fellow SCA M/members, and also will be writing to a C/couple real soon detailing how I craft M/my armor, so T/they can learn a bit of metal smithing for Lifestyle projects.

    My metalworking skills have come in handy for building Lifestyle items, including a customized training collar for My previous submissive. I intend on building custom Dungeon furniture for Myself as well as other BDSM articles for play. Making decorative customized equipment in this way allows Me to express Myself through My very own gear.

    Thanks for dropping by, and keep the letters coming.

The Dark Angel
pleasing0angel
 
 Age: 19
 READING, Pennsylvania