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Hard to think I havent logged on in 3 years . GUes I had gave up.
Lot of things have ahppened not much good
My healt has been bad I am now legally blind with occular histo plasmosis.
and honestly I dont really hold out much hope of finding anyone on here now. A friend or 2 would be nice at least to talk about lifestyle, I am still pretty good with advice,
Talk about how someone life can change ina flash Im living proof.
But as in all things we trudgle along just something else to challenge us and overcome,
and as Daddy always said it could get worse and come to think og it usually it did .. Smiles
Best wishes to all
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"The Master" by Emily Dickinson
He fumbles at your spirit
As players at the keys
Before they drop full music on;
He stuns you by degrees,
Prepares your brittle substance
For the ethereal blow.
By fainter hammers, further heard,
Then nearer, then so slow
Your breath has time to straighten,
Your brain to bubble cool,-
Deals one imperial thunderbolt
That scalps your naked soul.
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class="poembox">My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night;
But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends--
It gives a lovely light!
-- Edna St Vincent Millay
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Dominance and submission
Are parts of the game...
I forget who you are and you
Don’t pronounce my name…
Limits dissolve…
What you need and desire
Are in my hands…just submit
Yourself to what you can’t
Understand…
No need to remind you
You belong to me…so
Offer me more than my eyes
Can see…
Give me more than love,
I want your body and soul…
I want to contemplate you out of
Control…
Ask for more…implore…
Serve…just serve…
I own you…
I own your heart too.
Karla Bardanza |
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A Slave's Understanding
What can I say?
What can I do?
To show my eternal devotion to you.
Submission isn't just a word
It isn't just a game
To say I love you
And not expect the return phrase
To do as told to
Without a second thought
A smile here
A simple grace over there
Fantasies filled in the dead of night
Intelligence a blessing
Beauty a grateful trait
Submission to you
Isn't as easy as heard
To say no is not an option
To fight you is nothing good
When the day happened is said the two words
I became yours
There's no going back
Smile and continue on
Punishment is expected
Love is not
I love you, yes so true
But it is not a given for you to do as well
When the day came and I said the duo words
I gave myself
I gave my mind, heart and soul
Everything now your's
The moment I said it
The day I spoke them
The very second I said
Yes Master
-Janelle K. Morehart-
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A Slave's Understanding
What can I say?
What can I do?
To show my eternal devotion to you.
Submission isn't just a word
It isn't just a game
To say I love you
And not expect the return phrase
To do as told to
Without a second thought
A smile here
A simple grace over there
Fantasies filled in the dead of night
Intelligence a blessing
Beauty a grateful trait
Submission to you
Isn't as easy as heard
To say no is not an option
To fight you is nothing good
When the day happened is said the two words
I became yours
There's no going back
Smile and continue on
Punishment is expected
Love is not
I love you, yes so true
But it is not a given for you to do as well
When the day came and I said the duo words
I gave myself
I gave my mind, heart and soul
Everything now your's
The moment I said it
The day I spoke them
The very second I said
Yes Master
-Janelle K. Morehart-
Janelle Morehart
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Dominance and submission
Are parts of the game...
I forget who you are and you
Don’t pronounce my name…
Limits dissolve…
What you need and desire
Are in my hands…just submit
Yourself to what you can’t
Understand…
No need to remind you
You belong to me…so
Offer me more than my eyes
Can see…
Give me more than love,
I want your body and soul…
I want to contemplate you out of
Control…
Ask for more…implore…
Serve…just serve…
I own you…
I own your heart too.
Karla Bardanza |
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What would you do if you found an enigma trapped inside a fortune cookie?
Im not sure but I did have a therapist call me an enigm wrapped in mystery one time. I didnt know if I should feel flattered or start watching for the menin white coats.
Yes I have been to therapy before... I talked about my feelings...lol...Well not many a DOm can share his feelings with if he hasnt a girl.
You know she wasnt suprised when I told her I was into D/s. Hmm Maybe I should look her up since I dont go see her anymore. lol
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I found this and wanted to share. It is IMO the ourest form of submission I have read in a long time if ever.
Please enjoy.
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive
to my Master in a loving relationship.
i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman,
with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.
i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never
will i be more complete than when He is with me.
i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul
with His strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy…
His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully,
knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.
If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him
and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,
those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.
No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,
and because of that i hold my head high.
If He says i am His precious jewel,
then i am that…a beautiful, sparkling gem.
If He says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that..
as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.
My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.
i have no secrets from Him… for secrets are a thing that would
keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself…
and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own,
but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be
when i kneel naked at His feet.
Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence,
be He miles away or standing over me.
If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,
worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him
is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.
i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend
His time and energy so freely on me.
i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,
to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.
i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously .
i am a submissive woman.
i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly,
and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully,
because i am strong and proud.
i am a submissive woman.
~Author Unknown |
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"The eye of the master will do more work than both his hands." - Benjamin Franklin |
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I will have you know Im several years from 60 and since I only talk to 25% of the women on here I feel pretty safe. :)
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Why is it as Doms and Masters we ask, demand, command. Ever how you do it that the sub and or slave devote herself to you and profess ownership to you. However do they own a part of you? My girl will own me as much as I own her. The roles will just be different.
Im not saying if you are different you are wrong, Im not saying that at all. Everyone owes it to themself to understand and learn about yourself and become aware . Not just because you owe to yourself but to everyone who lives you touch
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I would like to clarify something for you ladies. Just because I have 24 pack abs and a webcam does not make me your studmuffin. You will have to schedule time slots in the future. Thank you for your paitence.
James |
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I was listening to Randy Houser this morning. THis is a song of his and it struck me. THis describes how I feel. If you havent heard of him you might listen to it. Yes its country. Touching Made me think.
never was all that good,
at being with one woman,
but I never was all that bad,
at being a good man,
I used to think my time,
was precious,
and best spent runnin,
I've had to put a million miles behind me,
to help me understand,
Chorus
what I really want,
what I've waited on,
is something Real,
there's a missing a part,
that my empty heart can't fill,
Oh I know she's out there somewhere now,
I know she's meant for me somehow,
the one and only one,
that makes me feel,
something real,
I always thought I'd know her when I saw her
I guess I'm just a dreamer,
been waitin for the girl,
I can't just be with,
I want the want I can't be without,
No I won't live without,
Chorus
Oh I know you're out there somewhere now,
I know you're meant for me somehow
The One Who Makes Me Feel
Something Real.
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I love power. But it is as an artist that I love it. I love it as a musician loves his violin, to draw out its sounds and chords and harmonies.
Napoleon Bonaparte |
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I walked up behind her. Leaned into her as I wrapped my arms around her body and whispered in her ear. I need to feed....she replied Yes Master
I could feel her body tremble as I pulled her wrist slowly behind her and placed the handcuff on her wrist. Her breathe slows as her body starts to melt. I see it in her eyes I feel it in her body and I place her other wrist in the cuffs.
I walk her to the bed and sit her down to gag her. as I place the ball in her mouth I whisper on her neck I need to feed. she replies yes Master..
I lay her back and tie her ankles and knees and I whisper I need to feed and her eyes now blink as they glaze over and I know she knows...
I lay beside her ..pull the ball ot of her mouth...run my hand slowly down the center of her body ..
I whisper....What may I do with you slave...
She replied....feast master.. |
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While I agree with the fact of what your saying. I disagree with the broad statement that if you do not do this you dont knwo what your doing and a fake.
It may be that a Dom/Master isnt a fake and he hasnt considered that action of using a application or contract.
I think that we should keep in mind that this lifestyle like so many outside the mainstream is unique to each person Dom or sub.
There are variations on likes dislikes. What may work for one couple may not work for another.
All of us at one time or another were new or semi new and didnt know it all. I still dont know it all..hope I never do. Because I do not know something or havent explored it yet doesnt mean I am a fake.. Means I had others thing I was focused on at the time.
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great
as if things werent already interesting enough. ROle reversal is out...lol...but I know a couple of ladies that came back as with roles as slaves..now that could be interesting..lol
I know for astronomy its a unusual time in the stars
Well lets the influences began shall we? |
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Just happens to be my cup of tea. |
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its frustrating , nerve racking and another 8 gazillion senses in your body going nuts to find. Oh but when you do. Like Daddy used to say even a blind squirell can get a nut sometimes. |
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On fb and hanging out. if anyone wants to chat about mental control, behaviour modication.hypnosis,
hit me up |
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I was asked a question that was fair today.
Interesting that you say you want a slave, but that you only list that you have fetishes such as bondage and pantyhose. (You don't mention anything about wanting a mental connection, or to control your slave's actions. You only mention things that go on in the bedroom. You don't need a slave for that. You need a bottom for that. Big difference. Perhaps you haven't learned the terminology yet - we are all new at some time so this is by no means a criticism.)
Im glad you pointed that out. The reason for the slave is that I have realized that I need to command my girl. I need that control and that is why I have failed with subs.
Honestly ..when I tighten the rope and hear a whimper of pain. It runs through my soul like fire. When I ask her to be wearing a certain outfit when I get home and I get a excuse as to why she isnt. I want to punish her no I need to punish her.
This has been a growing desire need urge whatever you whish to call it that has reached the point that I knowit will take a slave to fullfill it.
So I dont know what that makes me in all the little boxes running around here. But thats what I am.
I cannot settle for anything less than total and complete control. The slave is property and mine to do with as I please when I please in whatever manner I please.
WOW
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| Age: 21 |
| Saskatchewan,
Canada |
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