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| Too cute for my own good...athletic, curvy, tomboy, Barbi doll. Well educated, well traveled and total nympho. I seek an exceptional cuckold for marriage. There are many things to say, maybe over dinner and drinks we can discuss your surrender. Kisses.
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The reality is I have no idea what I'm doing. "Looking for love in all the wrong places, looking for love in all the wrong faces..."
I live in the middle of no where, surround by religious colonies (I kid you not) and just about everyone around here is related!
I've filled my life with good deeds, helping others, saving animals and yet...my sexual desires will not lessen...they scream to be set free...the ache between my thighs is almost painful. I look at the uneducated, limited, egotistical men around me and wallow in self pity. My little light has to shine...boo hoo. These poor bastards think they can conquer me, that I will learn my place. I will not be anyone's trophy wife, I have a brain. I will not stick anything up anyone's butt...unless they seriously have a temp and require medical care. Lol. The rest of the logistics are up to my mate and I...wherever he is...life is an adventure. Is anyone else wondering "what the heck am I doing"? Is anyone else lost? Sexually frustrated to the point of madness? Too scared of getting an STD to let anyone touch them? I'm terrified! My health is everything. Who cares how pretty someone is, if they're icky inside?! Ugh. Total panic attack...how can I handle my OCD and find a mate? Well, now that everyone knows I'm probably crazy, I bid you all good night. |
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Thank you for the many, many emails friends. My ego soars at the beautiful comments, the lavish words of praise...you truly honor me.
My journey is for a submissive man who will never hurt me, never strike me or degrade me. I seek a strong man to protect me, love me and understand me.
I do not want to be judged or punished because men are attracted to me. There has to be men that like that...right?
I do not seek a slave. I'm small and energetic, bubbly, mouthy, bossy...but quite frankly, my dog doesn't even take orders from me. I ask sweetly, pout my lips or flash a smile...I don't have a mean bone in my body. Sure, spanking is sexy sometimes, bondage, teasing...the horizon is infinite...just not all the time.
There are several men who feel like a good fit, although, as everyone in the lifestyle knows, stuff happens.
It's so very enjoyable reading others journal posts, there is such a wide range of intellect and exposure. I learn from everyone...
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Wow. For those of you that emailed me an exhausting list of how you like to be used and abused, stop. I have zero desire to spend my days shoving things up your ass. There is a place for that, it's called prison.
Wow. For those of you that want to be 'forced' to dress like a woman and 'forced' to service males. Again, check out prison. I'm bi, when I want a woman...I want a woman.
Wow. For those of you who want to move in with me, to service me full time. Never. Real men have jobs and take care of their family.
Wow. For the married men playing fantasy games, you all are emotionally cheating on your wives. The lifestyle is about harming no one...unless they beg for it. You are foolish and not worthy of a collar.
Wow...somewhere out there is my mate...I need you to hold me, to spoon with me...to feel your breath on my neck as we talk...to feel safe...to feel secure...to be me. The bossy, energetic, little nympho I am. To be yours as you are mine. |
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I'm overwhelmed with emails but positively wet with possibilities! Several men have my rapt attention. I've decided to spend this beautiful weekend on the back of my horse and address the emails Monday morning.
I've absolutely no intention of posting nor sending photos to anyone. When I make my choice, he alone deserves to see his future wife. No man has ever been disappointed in my physical appearance, although who we are on the inside is what matters most. I've been the trophy and found no peace, I've had the trophy and found no presence. |
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| Age: 42 |
| Columbus,
Ohio |
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