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Hello - how lovely that You found me.
Welcome!
I'm afraid i'm here out of curiosity really, for light flirtation, teasing and titivation, i'm not available for more*!
However, i am worth knowing, in whatever form that may be, honest!
*I am Owned and collared, RL and VT and yes, He knows i'm here.
i'm ever so submissive, a puppy girl, a little bit little, a little bit masochistic, sometimes Alpha-y....i love the idea of being lead astray, seduced and coerced and, with the right person, "forced" (consensually, after negotiation and time and trust has been exchanged etc etc).
I love tentacle porn, adooooore being tied up, love-hate orgasm control, denial, force (see the theme?), and i love when my "no" is ignored or His "no" or "yes" or "now" enforced...
*shivers*
i adore the shift between being His precious princess, His prized possession, a playful puppy through to a dirty, depraved slutty fuck toy to be used and pushed and (sexually) tortured, coerced into throwing off any last vestiges of "good girl" and having to verbally, out loud, beg for exactly what i need with all the shame and embarrassment that wars inside me.
*squirms*
Finally, i love enduring for Him....willingly allowing Him to hurt or make me physically uncomfortable, giving myself so wholly that i'll trust Him to do virtually anything He wants because i am His...because when i suffer, when it hurts or aches or scares me, more than when it's pleasurable, that's when i feel Owned, when i know exactly where i belong.
*sighs*
Some of that is fantasy or limited to virtual play (a small percentage nowadays - He just won't grow tentacles, i don't understand it), some has been thoroughly explored and enjoyed in RL...and all of it swirls deliciously in the dark recesses of my brain.
I'm edumacated, silly, articulate, opinionated, politically liberal, post-evangelical, slutty, obedient, adoring, affectionate, playful...
So, talk to me, it's my favourite thing.
N.B.
As you can tell from the pictures, that is not me (oh to be so digitally flawless). However, it is my avatar over in The Virtual World of my Preference where i am known as Fliss Fairport or "kes". (Kes is my Puppy name, short of ksenia, my normal chat name).
I'm also on tumblr as "iamharleytwinn" or flickr as "merpuppy". I don't post very consistently but...y'know, if you were feeling nosy....there y'go.
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Day Two
Y'know what i like about reading people's profiles here? The self-awareness that comes with acknowledging a personal need for an exchange of power and the different levels that people are looking for. I love that, unlike a 'nilla approach to relationships, D/s emphasises my understanding that all relationships, kinky or not, involve the continuous exchange of power, through vulnerability and dominance (with a little 'D' on purpose).
I love to see that journey, i love to see where people are at now and, with friends i've known for years, how their needs and expectations have changed.
Right now, in my journey, my needs are fully met by a Master i never expected to find, both online and RL.
I am able to be all the different types of submissive with Him (see my profile)...sometimes even Alpha Submissive, allowing me to voice my (rather strong) opinions on big, grown up things and even persuade Him with those arguments in a way i'd've been scared would damage our dynamic with other, perhaps weaker, Dominants.
i love that he has the balls to say "y'know what, that's changed how i thought" and in the next breath, is able to have me begging to kneel and serve Him.
We ebb and flow through the power exchange. He's always Top, but my voice has different weight at different times. As puppy, i have no voice....but, unless He ups my obedience training, i get to free play and do just what i like without Him actively Dominating, cos i'm just right there, in that headspace..........right up to the point when He does to back control and then it's just YUM.
So very yum.
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Day Two
Hello. It's me.
I was wondering...
ha.
Still waiting for my profile to be approved.
Really, honestly, not here for any sexual/romantic relationship....but i like people, i like kink, i like talking about people and kink and their kinks and my kinks. It's fun.
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| Age: 47 |
| Walterboro,
South Carolina |
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