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As sad as I feel about disappointing him...I am so freakin horny right now...I wish I had a sister to play with...I love looking at the slutty pics of girls on here...some of them are so yummy..I would love to touch them, feel their wetness as I tie them up, pinch their cute lil tits....and they give the same in return...tasting every inch of each others wanton bodies....my kitty is really, really purring right now...definitely going to be a wet night!! |
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I am sitting here, relaxing, or trying to anyway...am a little apprehensive as to what the decision will be...I feel as if I've lost my best friend...I have always looked forward to getting to great from him...now I sit here waiting and hoping that he cab forgive me...
I wish that I could bow down before him so that he could punish me properly, it is frustrating to not be able to properly beg his forgiveness...
The idea of it actually excites me...my kitty is purring just thinking of his strong hands punishing me for any wrong that I do...oh but that will not be often because I'm a good lil slut!
Am thinking of you, Sir, as I have from the first email.
Humbly,
angel
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Blahhhhh I am bored...I am so tired yet I cannot sleep...anyone interesting out there?? |
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What a gorgeous day...think I will wear something subtly naughty while I sit outside...I may even make my kitty purrrrr while I'm here on my porch...getting wet just thinking about it!! Am bored though, wish there would be someone to have an intelligent and stimulating conversation with...message me!!
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Well I'm sitting here, wondering where, if anywhere, my One is...seems I may never find Him...or her...I am so sexually frustrated...I wanna scream...I wanna feel the sting of welts...the soft caress of His touch after He uses me to His hearts content...oh how I yearn to serve and give pleasure....sigh |
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If this headache doesn't go away soon, it may be a really longgggggg day!!
Didn't get to play last night, so am even more excited today, especially after some stimulating conversation....
I am really frustrated with my situation, it's not easy nor is it fun to deal with...think I need a good flogging!! |
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Well it's been a crazy couple of days but I'm back on track. Hoping to be able to relax this weekend, hope the forecast is wrong and I get to lay out in the sunshine. Feeling frisky, wanting to be naughty...definitely going to make my kitty purrrrrrr!!! |
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I'm so sleepy, going to go to sleep now and try to clear my thoughts, so maybe I can write a more clear and understandable profile tomorrow. Good night all.
angel |
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Well going to bed wet, horny and lonely once again. Thinking my naughty, taboo thoughts...wanting my taboo desires fulfilled. Someday, I keep telling myself...someday... |
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Am beyond horny...I need a Daddy and Mommy to use me as they wish...I'm definitely leaning very much so into the puppy girl role. So if there's any family out there that needs a princess puppy to use...I'm curled up in my puppy bed, waiting... |
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Isn't there any Mommy and Daddies looking for an obedient puppy girl?? I think I'd be happy being used and treated as their family pet...a princess puppy perhaps, wearing pretty lil puppy dresses and collars...
I have really been feeling quite slutty lately... |
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Just wanna put it out there that I updated my profile. I have realized that I need and want a Mommy and a Daddy... |
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Guess I will be playing alone tonight...I've been so wet and feeling so naughty all day long...it's so warm out and yet my nipples could cut glass!! |
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I am so wet today, feeling so naughty....really craving some very naughty, taboo play...want to be a naughty lil girl all the time, a spoiled princess who gets to have sex whenever, wherever with whomever or whatever she desires...God I'm such a slut!! |
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I am having some very taboo, naughty thoughts this morning...definitely got my juices flowing!! |
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I am so turned on tonight, feeling quite naughty...been talking about my taboo desires...love feeling so wet and slutty |
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Excitement builds as I finally get to know a few people. It's so refreshing to actually meet real people on here! Let's just hope they're sincere in what they seek!
Going to be a lovely day!!
Kitty is definitely purring...Yummmmmy!!
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What's that one saying??? FML!!!! |
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Ohh what a wonderful evening this has turned out to be...can't stop smiling :) |
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The need for a strong, disciplined hand that is strong, fierce yet loving and kind is so overwhelming right now...I so want a good flogging then fucked til I can't take it anymore!!
On the other hand, I could be satisfied by an eager submissive wanting to fulfill my every whim...is there any REAL....INTELLIGENT men or women out there?? Seems impossible to find.... |
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Been awhile but I'm still here....life has been good but been busy. I'm still craving what I do not have...wondering if I'll ever have what I long for...thought I'd found it, but as great as the chemistry was...things just didn't work...I miss that...he was amazingly alot like I am, we are definitely deviant twins....I miss you Dev... |
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Wowwwwww!!! Tossing and turning, so much going on in my mind ...I will just leave it at that...
Going to try to sleep now....I think... |
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Here I lay wide awake...the craving is overwhelming...where is the One??
Oh how I long to be such an obedient, good lil girl...slut...whatever He wishes me to be...crawling on my knees, looking seductively in His eyes...moving into a kneeling position as I approach Him, I softly whisper "how may I serve You?"
As You wish....
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Blahhhhh...just freakin blahhh...
Every time I think I've got things figured out ....yeahhhh right comes along to prove me wrong!
Maybe it's just that reality SUCKS and I wanna live in my own little masochistic, slutty little world.....
Or do I need to be treated like a princess...put on a pedestal? Pampered, cherished, adored, loved....
Or better yet...can I please have my cake and eat it too??? |
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Happy Valentine's Day !!
Hope, even if you don't have yours near you, that you enjoy yourself...do something for yourself...love the ones who matter...life's too short to not have fun!!! |
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Blahhhhh...this freakin sucks!! |
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Unbelievably satiated!!! You are definitely my deviant twin...so, so, so happy...at a loss of words right now...other than the "pinch me to see if I'm dreaming" line wouldn't really work, clothespins already proved that it's not a dream!!
Meeeeoooowwww |
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It is so refreshing to talk with someone intelligent, witty, sexual and just as, if not, more deviant as I am. The things you can come up with are amazing, delicious and yet so tortuous all at the same time! Love it...definitely have this kitty purrrrrrrrringgggggg!!
Mmmmmmm oh so lovely darlin! |
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All I can say right now is...Yummmmmy!!!! |
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So not awake this morning...yet here I am...hoping...
At least I still have that.... |
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Good night...I hope...dreams will surely take ahold of me tonight....
Sweet, wet, naughty dreams all.... |
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Can't sleep...am thinking way too much...then someone says these three words to me..."pet the kitty" (*giggles* a Dom I talk to ) and now I really can't sleep and He's probably sleeping...
So I sit here wondering what's up with life...
Yes, I'm a masochist....but damn, one can only take so much torture....or maybe not....maybe I'm building my tolerance up for a reason...
Random thought here: I'm allergic to bullshit...
Just thought I'd let you know!
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God life kills me...
Then there is nothing....
Again I say....Bring it...I can deal....
I am strong, I have always been.
Here I stand....
Waiting....where are you???? |
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I found out today that dreams can come true...well I hope so anyway...when I can look into his eyes and feel the passion bind us together...that instant connection pulling us together will become solid, unbreakable. I can't believe this fiery electricity just thinking of him creates...happiness has started to shine in my eyes again :) |
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It seems so insane lately...every time I think I've got things at least somewhat figured out...something...someone changes my view on things....thankfully I've got an open mind and can appreciate life's surprises....I say bring it baby...I can deal! Mmmmuuuuaaaaahhhhhh Xoxoxo |
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Amazing....completely, utterly amazing....sighs....I adore you... |
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Decided to add a pic of me....hope you enjoy ;)
Feeling quite sexual this morning....wish I had someone to give me pleasure while I was giving pleasure to Him...the one that makes me smile...He knows who he is...Mmmmmmm Mmmmmmorning Sir ;) |
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Ahh well here I am again tonight bored, hurting, and missing him...now I know you think I'm talking about the one who drives me insane...Nah not tonight....tonight I'm missing the one who makes me smile...hope the snow isn't keeping him away.... |
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Well time is evil...it goes by so slowly yet so quickly at times...haha if that isn't confusing!
All I know is that I crave...long...desire so badly to feel the firm, yet gentle hand of a Master.
Lately my craving to be with another woman has grown immensely as well...although when it comes to a woman, I can be quite sadistic at times...not always, just some...I do crave to caress the soft curves, feel the softness of her skin against mine...kiss those sweet lips as I feel her excitement grow, have her begging for my touch...only giving in when she's obviously delirious with lust....
Someday....
Someday.... |
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I must say, there are a few good people on this site. I appreciate the support I've gotten from a few and am happy to have some new friends. It means alot to me and if ever you need someone to talk to, I'm a very good listener :)
Feeling much better, emotionally, today...I'm sure things will continue to look up.
Xoxoxo,
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Hate feeling so confused, lost, frustrated, hurt, angry....not sure what to do at this point....things are good the way they have been...why He have to reappear???? I have moved on...haven't I?
Feel so sick inside....the memories all so sweet until she ruined it all...do I want those memories again, now that she's gone? Now that karma has served her...but how can I, when He chose her, an evil, psychotic, manipulative bitch...over me...He was the air I breathed, He was everything to me....He let her take my breath, my life, my everything away...I died that day...
Then I somehow managed to put all the shattered pieces back together...create my own life...find happiness within....without Him......now here He is again, at my door....do I dare take the chance to be destroyed once again???
I think not....I deserve better...I deserve someone who sees the true beauty I am, the beautiful gift of mind, body and soul...someone who cherishes that....cherishes me....as His.... |
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Feel like screaming, the pain is unbearable, even as high as my pain tolerance is...why, why is He back in my life when he holds me back away from him...doesn't he understand that he is my life? I've been drowning without him...he, I thought, was here to save me, once again...but he's putting so heavy of a doubt on if we'll even be together again...it's destroying my heart that has already had more than enough pain...... |
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Today has been a really long day...no one to talk to...Master has been busy and with my situation the timing just hasn't worked...keeping my fingers crossed that I get to talk to him tonight. It's been wayyyyyyy too long as it is and with everything going on, not sure when we will get to be together physically....soooo frustrated! |
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Out of the blue you find me again....my world is upside down...but you are so worth it and I will love you forever...you have always and always will have my heart and soul...miles will never keep you from me...never |
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Well I must say...you've got me quite intrigued...now I sit here, so very tired, yet I can't seem to pull myself away from here, in hopes that you'll return soon...your sweetness, your honesty, just you in general has such a hold on me...you amaze me....is this real? Is this what I've searched a lifetime for? Time will tell...only time will tell...
Until then...
Xoxoxo
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So wet as I lay here in bed talking about my deepest, darkest, taboo desires...so nice to have someone so twisted as me, yet don't get me wrong...I am sweet, kind, loving, affectionate....sugar n spice...all things nice......n twisted! Haha!
Xoxo
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