I have had so many of you ask why I wasn't wif a Daddy.Truth is...None will ever be one to me.The Daddy I need doesn't exists.He is in my mind.My dreams.I have been used by men since I was lil..no idea what was going on.I just knew I was making them happy.This has ruined me for all Daddy's.I only see myself as meat.I see my self as a whore..slut.. cunt..(I close my eyes now and I hear those words..and I feel my worth)When I message you and say "it's all I know how to be.." it is the truth.I can't have a normal sexual anything wif out closing my eyes and thinking of those men.. what they did.I am fucked up..a Beautifully Damaged Disaster.Why would I ever want to bring any man into my nightmare? I hide my secrets..I hide my desires.I come here and let them all out.So please understand.. I have enough on my plate just waking up and facing this whore.. cunt..slut in the mirror and trying to drown out those voices..don't try and fix me..please just enjoy me..without asking anything of me.And I will do the same in return

Can I find him??

I need a dirty rotten to the core Daddy who will use me hard and not stop even if she begs him too...I need a Daddy who can't help but give his lil daddysperfecttoy.. his incestuous salty milk in all her dirty holes..I need to be made to do the most dirtiest degrading sexual acts wif her Daddy ... I need to have a Daddy who has a lustful wolf hunger to use his lil daddysperfecttoy's  body and mind to his liking.. I need to have a Daddy who just by thinking about his own lil daddysperfecttoy gets his cock so hard..and makes him smile.  

Do you know where I can find him??

Isn't something you can do with only two hands..

by Daddysperfecttoy

The Wolf works on the car.He is shirtless and wearing gym shorts..covered in grease."Is there anything I can help you with?" she asks as she comes into the garage after walking home from school.He sighs..looking at her."Stand over me.When I go under the car..I ask for a tool.. give it to me." She skips over saying,"ok." He lays back on his dolly and insert himself headfirst under the car.He is in up to the waist..she squats over his knees."Higher",he tells her and she slides up.He bends his knees,trapping her on top of his crotch.Each time she bends to hand him a tool,she rubs against him.He is so hard.He starts to call out.."Phillips head.Allen wrench,one half inch...oh..screwdriver!..."He drops his tools and holds her by the hips..grinding against her.. getting grease all over her pretty dress.He moans.When He is done..he slides out from under the car wiping himself off with a old tee shirt..his cum rag...

"Thanks for your help honey...This just isn't something you can do with only two hands.."

The Easter spent w the Wolf..

I have always had this playtime wif the Wolf where I have to earn my Easter Basket..I will share it wif you..

My Wolf gets the best Easter presents in my yellow Easter basket..He and I share scrambled eggs and grits wif cheese and Oj.Then we watch TV.I wait and watch him cause I know my Easter basket is around here somewhere.Finally he gets up and says nothing as he goes in the back room and gets it.I squeal when I see how big it is and how much stuff it has in it!"The Easter Bunny asked me to give you this pumpkin." I get up and jump and down.He grins that Wolf grin of his that just makes me melt.His eyes sparkle makes me feel all warm and happy inside.He sets the basket beside him as he sits in his chair.He pats his lap and I jump on it.He starts to unwrap it and i can hardly keep still.The Wolf reaches in and brings out this Barbie doll wif a sundress like mine.I bounce and get so excited."For this..how about a kiss?" I wrap my arms around him and kiss his cheek..then he turns his head and i kiss his other cheek.Then he smiles and kiss my lips.I catch my breath as I feel him press harder.Then he opens his mouth slowly and I feel his tongue enter my mouth.I close my eyes cause this is what he calls making out.He is so gentle and slow.He closes his eyes but I always keep mine open.His tongue feels like a squiggly worm and it makes me laugh.I pull away and laugh.He smiles."Good job.."he says.. and he clears his throat.

"Ok next is..a.." I can hardly sit still on his lap.He grins and picks out a huge lollipop.I giggle.It is in the shape of a rabbit.He tilts his head to the side."So what about..for this one.. you..take off your sundress?" I eagerly hop off his lap and slip it off.he looks at me standing there wif just my sandals and panties on.He pats his lap and I hop back on.He tickles my stomach acting like a wiggly spider.As his hand goes up more..the spider(his hand) covers one of my puffies.Squeezes softly in his hand..molding it.As I look at him wif a sucker in my mouth.He leans down to tickle me with his tongue..I watch him kissing them.He starts to suck on one pulling it in his mouth.I start to feel the familiar lump on my butt from him as he pushes up some.Starting to grind against me.He puts his hand between my legs pushing...I stop him.Looking at him before he gets that lost look.."What is next ?" He smiles.He reaches behind his chair and pulls out the next surprise.

"It is the best..It a big stuffed bunny.." I jump up and grab it."Oh !! It's so big!!" I hug it.He is behind me and I hear his belt being undone and then I turn to see him undoing his zipper.His carrot is sticking straight up as he strokes it."I think for this one pumpkin.. you will have to do that thing that your Wolf just loves." I nod.. smiling and know what he is talking about.I start to pull my panties down and lean over the coffee table.Palms flat.I feel him behind me rubbing my bottom softly..telling me what a good girl I am.He reaches down to spread my legs more..as his finger rubs my slit some.I hear him breathing harder..licking his lips."Beautiful." he says,as he slides his finger in me.I gasp but giggle.He makes it tickle.He laughs wif me as he starts to slide just the tip in.I get on my tippy toes holding my breath.It hurts at first but then feels good as after he gets it in.He grunts as he pushes in more slowly.He is calling me names again as he slides in.I feel it so big and hard in me.He moans and pushes again.I try to hold my self up from under his weight as he pushes harder.I moan with him.It gets easier now and I can feel how good it feels now.His big finger starts to rub my  button slow at first then fast.I feel my body betraying me as I moan in pleasure at what he does. His thrusts gets faster as he reaches around pinching me hard.Then he grabs my hair in his hand and thrust harder..telling me how sorry he is for doing this.. but he has too.In between cries of pleasure I tell him its ok. I love him.I feel him lifting me up as he gets bigger in me.He is all sweaty now and his grip on my hair gets tighter.He slams into me so hard I feel his balls on my ass slapping.I am trying to hold myself up against him.With one huge shove he thrust in me and so deep I cry out as I feel him fill me up...so much it starts to drip down my legs.This is the time he forgets I am his lil girl...He keeps pumping me..and i bite my bottom lips to be quite till he is done.Finally out of breath he falls on me.Panting...He still pushes in me slowly.He shakes some ...I feel him get off of me and turns me around.Helps me pull up my panties and put back on my sundress.I smile at him as he looks down at me and smiles.His two fingers under my chin."You love your Wolf don't you?" I nodded."I do ." And he cleans up as I sit on the couch and play with my well deserved Easter basket

*this is when i tried to make it nicer.. then it really was...*

The Wolf sneaking in my shower....

I didn't hear him come into the bathroom.I was showering with the new shampoo my mom got me that smelled like strawberries...singing with the radio.I felt the cold air blow in as he opened up the shower curtain.I turned to see him there completely nude.I almost felt my knees give out and my heart stop beating.I tried to cover myself up."Where is momma?" He smiled as he was looking me over slowly.."At your Aunt Becka's to help out with the Tupperware party." he was by now stroking himself.He pulled gently at my arms.."Come on let your Wolf watch you..silly monkey.." I turned around to not face him as I grabbed the body soap.The corner was not big enough to get far."Let me do that." He reached over grabbing my soap..I felt him rub on me.It felt strange..soft yet hard.His hands were so big as he lathered me up..I bite my bottom lip...taking a deep breath.He pushes as he rubs slowly..taking his time.My shoulders..then back..then lower..he felt so good with the hot water.He was so gentle as he rubbed here and there..around my front.. I think he will reach around to touch my breasts but he just stops right the the point of doing it.He is teasing me.But I did feel him poking me again..hard.I relax as I am falling against his chest as he starts to kiss my neck.I sigh and moan as his hand finally reaches around to the front to cup my breasts in his hand.Rubbing himself against me...back and forth.Then he pinches my nipples and I feel myself getting so wet between my legs again.I realize once again my body betrays me as I reach behind and grab him pulling.I grip him so hard as he tells me what a good girl I am.He starts to fuck my hand...panting and moaning softly in my ear.My mouth is open and feel water getting in there.As his hand reaches up around my throat gripping hard..his cock is now between my legs from behind.. sliding back and forth.He fucks me as one hand squeezes my breast so hard I cry out but then he forgets who I am.He starts to make threats in my ear as his grip on my throat tightens.. as he fucks between my legs harder.I know to hold them together for him. I push my hand out against the wall not to fall over..I start to cry as all his grips tighten up.But he is looking down watching his cock going in and out of me as the water is being sprayed on us both.Slippery and he re adjusts his grip on me.His mouth is full of those words of "slut"..."Your loving it..this cock don't you."..and then I know he will cum soon.He growls in my ear holding me tight.."Tell me how much you fucking love my big cock do this to you.." I whimper and say yes...then he quickens himself and then I look down seeing as he rams one time.. that sticky milky cum squirt from the tip...his body shaking.He is breathing so hard now...lets me go.He has to hold himself up against the shower wall.I grab a wash cloth and start to wash myself..as he opens the curtain like it was nothing that happened...I see his shadow against the curtain as he towels himself up and grabs his jeans and belt up closing the door

*I wrote this to try and make it a nicer way of how things really happened*

My Shame

Reading to the Wolf... 

The Wolf went swimming with me...

by daddyperfecttoy

The Wolf walked in when I was in the tub today. I was in the middle of shaving my legs. And he just opened the door. I was a lil shocked as I tried to cover myself with the bubbles. He started getting on me about not having any doors locked in the house. His rules. If my mom only knew his purpose behind some of these rules. Like him walking in as I got dressed or not being able to lock my door at night anymore. We have no secrets here in this family.. Do we Tori? No Sir…I say in that tone he demands of me. Deep down torn in the desire to have him, feel him against me…and him being a jerk to me. He is only this way with me when he is around her. Behind closed doors, as he grunts and moans in my ear on my bed at night, it is different. As he slides it in my ass because we don't want to make pups..he says. If I close my eyes even now. I can hear the bed springs squeaking. The Wolf wants it sweet and with tenderness one night. The next he wants to use me hard. So hard I have to wear long sleeved shirts and pants.. no shorts...in the summer. To cover those marks.. The Wolf left on me.

When the Wolf first started on me, we had secret games we would play. I would catch him looking at me. I would of course smile back at him. But he had this strange funny smile back. I just thought ok, he has to get use to me. He wanted one on one time with me. Of course this was not a problem, because we needed to get to know each other. It started with lil trips to the mall. He would tell me about certain people he had arrested there. Or things that he had seem happen. I felt so special he shared these things with me. But again he would have these funny looks he gave me. Then came the first time he took me swimming. He had a friend who was out of town and said we could use him pool. I was so excited, but my brother was sick. So The Wolf said he would take me over for a swim. I remember go over there with the Wolf driving and feeling so special. We got there and we got in the pool. He dove in and acted like he was a shark attacking me and tickling me. Sometimes the Wolf would slip his hands in certain places. But I didn't think anything of it. He was always close to me.. Because he didn't want me to drown or anything. But he didn't have to always be so close to me. I did feel his thingy rubbing on me. I thought of it as another game. He even took it out of his shorts to show me. Touch it he said. I did. It was squish and made me laugh. Now your turn. Show me something. I thought for a minute. And un did my top. He looked as he licked his chops. He said that mine was a lot prettier then his. This made me laugh. I won he said. As the day went on and he kept playing with me, he would sometimes grab me and push me against the pool. I was caught off guard one time. And felt him grab me from behind and lock his arm around my lil neck. He said he wanted to show me how he did this in this hold in the military. I froze and said ok. He was behind me rubbing on me. I wasn't sure what to do but just tighten up my body till he was done. He started saying this really really bad words in my ear. Things I knew were not nice.
With a shiver of his body and a huge growl/groan he let me go. That was the moment he smiled, saying these were games Wolves played. I was so excited and I guess it showed in my face. His eyes actually twinkled…as he ran his tongue along his sharp razor teeth.

We had to shower after the pool..Uhm.. ok. ran and got in the shower at his friends. But as I was, he came in naked…I wasn't sure how to act. Felt my face turn red. He acted like it was nothing and washed off…telling me to wash my hair . So I did. He just kept talking as if we were clothed. I was ok with it. It was the Wolf ..he was ok. As we showered together he washed my hair. I liked it, and kind of leaned back against him. The Wolf sighed. I felt his hands sliding all over my body. And his thingy getting harder against my back between my shoulders.. Soon he was bending down growling in my ear. Begging me to please.. He stopped himself. I looked at him surprised. Please what? He growled deep, it made my heart pound faster. He took my hand and had me wrap my hand around his hardness. He started making my hand jerk up and down. I looked up at him watching his face. I knew this was wrong, but something inside me wanted to do this thing. It was pleasing him. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back. He was still helping me do this thing to him. He started confessing all these things. How he took my panties and did things with them. Or how he would hide places and watch me..touching himself.. He would come in my room when I was sleeping and spill milk on me. He got faster in his jerking with my hand under it. And I felt him growing really big. I was shocked at those weird sounds coming out of his tummy area. Soon he groaned very loudly and I felt his thingy twitch. And something started to come out of it. He grabbed my face and put it right there looking at it and it went on my face. I closed my eyes and felt it this warm stuff at first on my nose and lips, then the water washed it away. I peeked open one of my eyes and looked at him. He was looking at me. Grinning. I wasn't sure what had just happened and I thought maybe I broke him. I knew I would be in trouble if I had. I think he knew I was shocked, and told me I just helped him take care of something he needed done. All Wolfs do it he said. I took a deep breath then, felt better.

We then finished our shower and got out. A odd thing he asked me to do for him . He wanted to watch me pee. I asked him why. He said it was not nice to question the Wolf. So I pulled the towel up so I could get on the toilet and pee. He had me spread my legs and I leaned forward grabbing the toilet seat not to fall over and peed. It was strange him watching this.. Then again the whole day had been really strange…what was strange about this?

This was just some of the games. The Wolf and I would play.

The Wolf who lives in my house...

by daddysperfecttoy

I have a wolf in my house.He lives with my family.He comes home in a jeep and walks in complaining about work as I sit at the table doing my homework.Kisses my forehead and smacks my bottom when Mom is not looking.He eats at our table and we listen to his stories about work..

but when night comes around and I am in bed after brushing my teeth and said our good nights.. the wolf comes to my bedroom.I sometimes fake being asleep as i hear the door knob turn ..as he creeps in.His hard breathing gives him away.I hear him creeping beside my bed...as he gently places his paw on my shoulder..saying my name..to see if i am awake..i don't even stir..just keep my eyes closed.He leaves his paw there.. as he starts to rub...testing me more.I move just a lil in my sleep..keeping my breathing shallow.I know what he wants me to do.He wants me on my back..so he can slip his paw under my gown.He gets excited this way..i know because it always happens like this.He starts to kneed ...then pinches the nipples of my softly budding breasts...as he whispers dirty things..as if i was awake watching him.I hear that sound like someone walk bare foot in the mud and knows what the wolf is doing.He starts to grunt and moan..getting faster..and then he finishes..on my chest and tummy.He pulls down my gown.. kisses my forehead..wishing my goodnight..and walks out.Sometimes the wolf forgets who I am...and will always tell me how sorry he was..I couldn't help it..the wolf claims.I let him..i don't say anything to anyone about what this wolf does to me.

He growls in my ear when he mounts me..I bite my bottom lip,, so i won't cry out..the wolf doesn't like me to cry.I hold myself up against his hard thrusts..sometimes moaning..because my body betrays me..it feels good.I feel ashamed because sometimes I want to invite the wolf in my bedroom...as time goes on i crave the wolf.I don't fight or hate him.He loves me..he just has to do these things to teach me.. to be a good girl.I admit sometimes I am a brat.The oral sex with the wolf is the precious time to me.He watches me do such a good job.. praises me.I feel so happy I smile with the wolfs cock in mouth.I can't help it.He kisses me as I play with his cock..The kisses i get from the wolf are so soft..and loving.I sometimes lose myself kissing him.He reaches down to play with my hair..or to push my head lower..He wants me to gag on him.He enjoys watching me gag so hard my eyes water..I have accepted I am his slut..his whore.I think in a funny way I always wanted to be...his second wife