well update i left my daddy. i had to it wasnt working anymore. when he lost all intrest in me i had to go before it got worse. no i dont want anyone st his time it will take alot of time to heal
4/30/2009 8:32:15 AM
well after i posted my last entry Daddy and i are trying to work things out. its not an easy task but its going slowly. we not rushing things and taking baby steps to be where we once were. so we just going one day at a time
4/2/2009 11:02:42 AM
Yes Its been awhile since i posted anything. So here it be WEll we moved to outsdie Dayton ohio. not happy about leaving my friends and family but at least i'm still With Daddy. that was our greatest fear that we would be separated. since my siter slave left, i am what has kept him grounded. i have taken over the alpha role. but as of late it just seems he is driffting off from me. its frustareing to sit here next to him and he seems more intent to playing WoW (world of warcraft) than the naked girl beside him. some days i would just like to switch on him and beat him senseless and go "HEY BE MY DOM FOR 20 MINUTES WILL YOU!" its hard to be so deeply bound to someone and they barely see that you are alive I dont know if i should leave him and go to my trainer cause it just like he dont want me anymore or he is tired of me... i just dont know what to do anymore...am at my wits end. do i stay with him because my very soul is bound to him or do i get out now before i fall apart?
12/23/2008 1:06:01 PM
the transition to Alpha from 2nd girl is not the easiest thing in the world. im not very dom type at all but i do my best For my DADDY. i am true to what he needs and thats all i can do
9/26/2008 8:56:50 PM
Slave.... he is her Master. she is his slave. his words are law. her actions are his wishs. he is her air. she is his heart. her life is to serve. to fill every disire and whim. she lives to do his biding. to complete all he asks. her very exsistance depends on him. to totally be his is her only wish. to serve one without love and respect is just to playing a game. But a slave is complete submission of mind, body, soul and heart. The Master molds her into perfect form.
well update i left my daddy. i had to it wasnt working anymore. when he lost all intrest in me i had to go before it got worse. no i dont want anyone st his time it will take alot of time to heal
its not an easy task but its going slowly. we not rushing things and taking baby steps to be where we once were.
so we just going one day at a time
and go "HEY BE MY DOM FOR 20 MINUTES WILL YOU!" 
its hard to be so deeply bound to someone and they barely see that you are alive 
I dont know if i should leave him and go to my trainer cause it just like he dont want me anymore or he is tired of me...
i just dont know what to do anymore...am at my wits end. do i stay with him because my very soul is bound to him or do i get out now before i fall apart?