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very excited at the prospect of doing the 26 mile walk for the Alzheimer's Society.
Also to begin my degree at 41,, mind you I will be almost 42 and isn't that the meaning of life??
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well I am finally registered for the 26 Mile walk in aid of the Alzheimers Society
I am going to walk from Stonehenge to The Standing Stones at Avebury
If anyone would like to donate to my cause if you send me a message will give you the link to my just giving page
thanks all
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Just waiting to hear about my course fee funding now.
Am so eager to find out so b that psychologically I can begin to prepare.
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I could do with a big daddy bear hug to reassure me just now x |
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OOh things are moving on with regard to the degree
I have been accepted on the course and should start in september
as for the charity trek,,, as soon as I have the £30 regsitration fee I will be signing up for the September 26 mile walk
all very exciting
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so have felt a little motivated today
am looking into signing up for a degree with the OU
also am going to do some charity treks to raise money for the Alzheimer society
anyone want to sponsor me for this amazing organisation?
the first trek I hope to do is in September from Stonehenge to Avebury
this would be very special for me as I am a pagan
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yay yay yay
new batteries
woo hoo
cannot wait until bedtime !!! |
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well its sunday afternoon, am all alone, feeling a little horny, so going to watch a very unhorny movie to try get my mind off it xx |
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so,, its been a while since I was last here,, I go into hiding occasionally
This evening am home alone and would love nothing more than being over a knee getting a very sore bottom, and could actually drink a glass of pink wine tonight,
have not had a drink since christmas xx |
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Well a week off work
getting motivated to sort out
plus to do some escort work
Desperate to get my nipples pierced then can get some nipple shields etc
also going to try get something different in my clit hood instead of the BCR so it may be a little more stimulating
Omg hope I can get some clients this week
fulfil a few urges !!!
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Hmm well I wonder why I revisit this place as I do seem to attract cunts
or in this case UGLYKUNT1
no profile to be found though
how odd
oh and he can only use capitals bless him
at 23 these were the pearls of wisdom he just messaged me
TWAT GET A LIFE YOU ARE ONE SADO ON HERE LOTS OF PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY COMMENTED ON WHAT YOU ARE
so to those who have "commented on what I am" I do hope your life is just a little more exciting than just commenting about what or who you think I am !
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am really fed up this last few days
am tired so much, unmotivated and down on myself
I find real life so hard to cope with sometimes
sigh
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well,, have changed my profile now, and hopefully it is a reflection of my deep needs
the piercings and kinkiness are still essential
on a lighter note,I visited a girl friend of mine today,, and before I left to come home I had talked her into a real frenzy which she had to promptly attend to after I left
she thought she was a dirty girl until she heard what I was talking about lol
girl xx
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ok, I have been chatting with one chap for a couple of days, even one chat on the phone
he does not live that close to me and made me a proposition which was interesting.
after some thought tho I realised it wasnt for me,, I had to pluck up the courage to explain this and said sorry a number of times
eventually I could not read any more of his messages so deleted the last one,,
he then sent me a message from a "friends" profile ..
here it is
I am on a friends profile as tyou decided to delte my message unread
and I always like to have the last word. You have clearly demonstrated
what you are Northern trailer trash too lazy to go out and find hard
work and pay taxes you would rather sit in your grotty little northern
terraced house limed with smoke from all those years of never really
coming into the real world. Coolecting your benefits every week/month
from the social hand that feeds you. 2 kids by men who they probably
can't even call dad together. One hell of a sado never mind Jeremy Kyle
will be on tomorrow you can relate to those trailer trash knobheads
very well .
hmm,, well his "own" profile name mentions the word class in it,, sadly he seems unable to even check his own spellings,,
I am the dyslexic one !!
sigh
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Have had pause for thought today
I have had several messages from men abroad
some are just pleasantries but others asking if I would like to serve them. I am English and have no intention of leaving the mother land
the other thing which has hit me, after several visits here over the last few years, is that , for me this cannot be occasional play
that said TPE or 24/7 do not appeal immediately .
It is who I am, and the burning needs deep inside me will not be quelled with occasional play etc
to that end I hope( perhaps unrealistically as one USA man said) to find someone at least in the same area of the country
not the most exciting journal entry ever but one I needed to voice
girl x |
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Woo hoo woo hoo woo hoo
got my suction pump gizmo today
cannot wait to try it later
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Woken up this morning and my arse feels lovely
i had a look in the mirror last night after taking out the plug and it was a nice little gape
really want my arse to be so properly trained so that I could sit on daddys lap and he push it straight up inside me
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Lord
cannot wait for the suction stuff to arrive
my clit is so illusive it's not funny
am laid here, butt plug in , vibe buzzing
but it can't quite hit the spot
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I have just ordered a vaccuum cupping set
only a hand thing but am uber excited
cannot wait for it to arrive
got the bands on my nipples just now , they are throbbing nicely
may plug again later
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So , I managed to get my arse plugged then fucked last night. It was more painful than I wanted as I need more anal practice.
Am going to put the bobbles back on my nipples again
can't believe how deep the need and desire for the feeling is
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Well am going to try sell my body tonight or tomorrow night
am mega horny but also want some pennies to get my nipples pierced
must stop reading naughty stories
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Horny horny horny horny horny need sex need sex need using and filling
sigh
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Sigh
just in the bath and feeling so very horny
must must must focus today as have lots to do x |
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Well after last nights brief post I have received some very interesting suggestions that I must pursue
ty x |
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I just rubbed some ralgex into my pussy and clit
it is throbbing delightfully now x |
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