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| . I'm 35, and have been submissive all my life, I just didn't realize there was a name for it until about 14 years ago. On a general note, I'm a plus size mom of two, one Angel baby, and i have a one year old daughter. she comes first in my life and that won't ever change. I love to read and write, craft, bowl, and swim.
About my submission- I fit best into the DD/lg category if I were to choose one. I am stubborn at times but by no means a brat. I crave and need the power exchange within a D/s relationship, but I'm also very sensitive and hard on myself when i'm unable to succeed or please my Dom. once i trust you which of course takes time, i give my all. My last relationship, while being based on lies i was unaware of at the time, gave me my beautiful daughter and the knowledge that i am definitely best suited for the DD/lg dynamic. It was my first such relationship, which is why the betrayal of his abandonment has kept me skeptical and fearful of trusting so fully again. I'm the type to always try to please but will speak up when i feel something isn't right. i have a lot of baggage and i won't say it's not a factor in my life. i am currently being treated for PTSD and have been for the last almost three years. It's fairly severe, so it's most definitely a part of who I am.
What i'm looking for has changed due to my circumstances. i'm currently just looking for other lifestyle friends.
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