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Dear Daddy,
I am still very swollen from yesterday...:-). And three hours from seeing you again. I can not wait. Your smile alone makes my day great.
Waiting for you
DLG |
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Dear Big Daddy,
You are the B O M B!!! I loved seeing you today. I hope it was as much fun for you as it was for us.
You make me feel so good.....i am still relaxed and happy from your touch.
I can not wait for tomorrow......my alone Daddy time....:-)....i love you so much....you are the greatest |
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Dear Daddy,
As told I am putting here what i would have put on my other.
Thank you so so so much for today. Your smile is so beautiful and amazing. Reminds me of why I work so hard for you. That smile. I am already missing you again. But i got your package in today so i know i will see you real soon. And yes Big Daddy i will do just as you said about when i first see you. :-).
My mind is so active right now. Thinking about how we spent our time. Of what we spoke about. I wonder sometimes if you really know how important you are to me. I know we have talked about it, but words spoken are not my strong suit. Hell i cant even tell you how badly i want to make love to you after you mark me with our strap. Like we did that night in the hotel in town. To feel the sting and your hands going over them then you making love to me, you have no idea how the feelings send me so far over the edge. When we share times like that it makes me feel so close to that final step of my submission.
It meant a lot to me that you were concerned about how i feel about you taking a new sub on. Your little girl really likes it when you are concerned like that. Makes me want to wotk harder for you. Oh lets face it i am always going to work hard for my Daddy....i dont really need a reason lol.
I hate the times when i have to hold back. That i know you do not want my complete surrender. It is so hard not to everytime.
I think i am going to take pics of your bruises..you know how beautiful i think they are when i get them. I get to remember exactly what was happening at that moment when i gpt it. Had me smiling right now since i see the purple one on my arm....it is going to be a big one to Daddy....well it is 1030 Big Daddy.....you are at work and hopefully texting soon...
Here i can say it........I love you Daddy
Forever DLG/wife
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Lol well it seems you can only journal so much and you have to delete some.
As requested by a fellow little girl I posted some marking pics made by You Daddy, I am so proud of them. The way they look and the way they felt getting them.
Are we ever going to take that final step together? I so badly want to ask You but I know not to push. It just seems so natural after all this time that I surrender my world to You. When we are together You tell me You want all of me, for me to not hold back. I know You are meaning just for that moment in time, but I need to give You my all, all the time.
Last week was the hardest to see You so tired and have to drive away. I wanted to take all the stress and aggrevation away for You. The only way I know how too.
My goal is getting closer and closer. I can not wait to get to it. I just know You will be so proud of me. That is really what it is all about making You proud of me.
Well this note for You will have to be short and sweet. I have to start thinking about getting ready for class then getting home to see YOU TOMORROW YAY! I can not wait!!!!!! I have been thinking about it since last Thursday. I know what I need and pray You are willing to give it to Your little girl.....time will tell....as always Daddy I love you even though I am not allowed to give You those words.
Proud to be Your little girl, DLG/Wife
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I am not perfect, but I am me. Always have been and always will be. So if I am not loved and accepted today for who I am, how can I ever be loved and accepted tomorrow? |
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Laying in our bed thinking of my Daddy. He just left to go back to work. Was here for lunch. i think about what we have together.
i am so complete with Him. He told me the other day that i motivate him. i asked Him what He meant, what did i motivate Him to do....He told me in everything. i have always been suportive of what He wants in life. Like Him going back to school ( still wants to get another Masters and a PhD) i am all for it. Been saving pennies for that too. i just know that everything He wants to do, He will be great at in life
i am just unsure about our family at times. Seems like one of the sisters wants me gone. i am trying to be strong and not allow it to get to me, but it hurts. i see the tug of war that He is in about it. i know He will never give me up, but i hate the drama of it in our lives. This is the time it should be great for us, we are married and loving one another like we never have before. Just seems that everytime we get to that peaceful place some one wants to take that peace....
Well i got a feeling they may all get upset with me before it is said and done. i have been thinking again about another sub for just Daddy and me. i love my sisters with all my heart they are my family, but they knew the life Daddy and i had before they came. And it is still something i want to share with Him. i also want it to be for Him and me, not everyone. i know how selfish that is but i can not be with them the way i want to be with a submissive outside of the family. they are equal to me, so my Dominant side kind has gone into hibernation. But i feel it fighting to get out of me at times. Even with Daddy i have noticed that i am getting aggressive and taking from Him. At times He is great with it, but that is not our natural relationship. i fear that He will not be happy if it keeps coming out of me towards Him
Then i look here for a possible female and they all seem to want things that are not possible. i am not saying i am looking for a sex slave, but i am not looking to fall in love either. i want to find a female that understands her role and understands our. That outside of the house we are all friends and can hang out, but when you are in the house you are there to be Dominated not be given roses and candy. Or they want things immediate. A place to live and be taken care of by us. That one will never happen here, we work and so will anyone associated with us.
Time to go to the store to get the rest of things for dinner...i am sure the answers will come to me in time.
i love Him so much. i know i can work this out before it gets out of control
DLG, Daddy's little wife/girl |
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Happy St. Pattys everyone!!
Well this little irish girl has had a good day....Daddy is not feeling real well right now though :( that makes me very sad....But i am doing all i can to take care of him....
it is so great being so in love with the man that owns me....HE IS THE BEST |
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I am so ready to get home to my Husband/Daddy....Been in DC this week and not seen His face in person since MONDAY.....i miss Him so much....We talk every morning and ever night but not the same....i love it but seeing Him always makes everything so bright for me....
i get to leave in two hours to head back to Him and it is not getting here fast enough.....i wont get to see Him tonight i get in to late....but first thing in the morning i pray i will see His face again |
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Happy Thanksgiving to all you freaky people on CM :D
I know it is a little late but spent the day with the family you know.
Well my Husband ( Daddy :D :D) got me to thinking about what this time of year is really for and where our minds should be....
SO with that said
I am very very thankful for my amazing HUSBAND...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY!!!! We have had our tough time over the years and we make it through...We have a great relationship, our marriage is even better :D....We have the BEST family...Great jobs, and the a great future...And it is because of YOU...You inspire me to always do my best
I am also thankful for my family....my girls are the bestest....we have great kids and great home...i am proud of you all
I am thankful for my Mama....I know others are not so lucky to have one like i do..that i am sorry but mine is the BOMB....No matter what day or night if i need her she is there...I live a comlpetely alternative lifestyle than what she knew about .... and she still loves and supports me.....
And believe it or not, I am thankful for all those that message me to hook up with me one on one... It is very sweet and does lots for my ego.....But OH MAN there is no way i want anyone else to get into what i have given to my Daddy in every way....Girls we can still see what may happen.....but guys no chance....but still love ya all :D
Be Blessad and thankful to all of lifes greatest gifts....
D/HLG |
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I so love my life....IT IS GREAT! Even though Daddy is having a very busy three weeks with work, i still get some special times with Him...Not always face to face but that is ok.......Calls me just about every afternoon and some mornings :D This morning before work i just kept kissing Him and touching Him....I do did not want Him to leave...But work has to happen...But two more weeks and thinks will get relatively normal again for us....Asked me if i would make special time for Him this thursday lol Like He needed to ask...i will make special time for Him every minute of everyday for Him |
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DADDY and i are MARRIED....YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! We were married at dawn yesterday....
We are both very happy with our lives.....i am starting to rethink females joining us on a temporary basis....Not sure about starting LTR with them...but maybe some training/sessions may be ok...i am just not wanting or needing the drama back in our lives when others try to come in....We have a happy family and not looking to hurt that...
I LOVE YOU DADDY :D |
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After some thinking and some head games from I have no idea who, I have decided to take a break from sites and corresponding with others in the lifestyle. If I have contacted you as friendship please feel free to stay in contact...But anything else I will be declining.
It is starting to interfere with my family and our lives. We have worked to hard to overcome obstacles to let others jeopardize us.
And so all of you that do know me are not concerned.
I was contacted via my private IM today as some one trying to set me up and make it out as i would step out on Daddy..This is some one that had to know me cause they used my sister's nickname which is uncommon name. I have taken it very hard because of the great night i recently had, that some one that knows me would be so cruel and try to take that from me. This is some one that knows we are husband and wife in our eyes, that we have no secrets, and that i feel just wanted to take that happiness from me. They did for a moment, but i rebound and let my love for Him bring me through. I will find out who in time, and they will be cut from my life permanently. Acting like that towards my family and me is cowardly and vindictive.
I wish you all the best of luck and love. Believe me when i say what you are looking for is out there, just believe.
DLG for life and eternity |
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OH MY i just had the most amazing night with Daddy....He called me yesterday around 4 to tell me to pack an overnight bag...FYI that is not His usual way...If we spend the night out it is well planned by me.. i was very unsure what awaited my night...But it is is Daddy so i knew i would be safe...
I hurriedly packed my things very very nervous and excited at the same time...430 He calls and tells me to come downstairs....i get in the car and we are off...With in seconds of me getting in the car His phone rings...UGH work so i was unable to find out what we were doing...that is also when i realized that i had forget Daddy's caning stick...which i was told to bring...Then my nervous and excitement went to just nervous...was He going to be angry and take me back home and leave me there....Was the place He was taking me going to be where i was for the night alone with out Him? This is what kept working in my head..
About 10 minutes later Daddy still on the phone we pull up to a hotel, He tells me to go check in the room is in my name...ok...i jumped out and checked in...Got back in the car went to our room...i walk in and it is a nice room with a king size bed...When Daddy gets off the phone, i tell Him my mess up...not very happy looking with me...and He tells me that He has to go take care of a few things but will be back soon...That since i forgot His cane that i could not get online, touch anything of His, and to make sure all the lotion and clothes are off my body when He returns....
Well about 2 hrs later He comes back...OH BOY...while He was gone...i took the strap off my purse so that He can use it on me....i know it is not His cane but the best i could do...He said it was acceptable for now....i am in the bed naked and He gets undressed...He lays next to me talk for a few minutes and He tells me He wants me to rub His back....i love rubbing His body down...always telling me how i do such a great job of it for Him...That is when He tells me that tonight was my night....that He thought about where to take me to make sure it was convenient to everything we needed....He just doesnt know it brought tears to my eyes that Daddy actually thought this all through for me...Our relationship has always been me the one taking care of all the details and arrangements...And He did this for me...
Well as i rubbed His back i started to lick His back...all the way down to His ass...i know how much He enjoys this....so i licked Him the way i know He loves...half way through He says loudly how much He loves me...which geared me to do more....i was getting so into what i was doing that all i was focused on was Him...Then His phone rang .... work call....I lay back and patiently but excitedly wait for Him to get done....He lays back down and He is all smiles HUGE smile at that....He kept kissing my forheard which always makes me feel cherished and loved...so in truth i figured it to be one of our love nights, which i love but i am submissive at heart and so badly needed to submit to Him....my everything...it is always His but at times i just need for Him to control and take. He tells me to roll over....He gets my purse strap and He slaps me across my upper back...OMG the sting was amazing, but i want to submit so i said no, which in our home means nothing, He told me to lay back down...SLAP again...tears form in my eyes...i am getting to submit He is breaking me as i always want....just please let the Man that also loves me also be there...SLAP SLAP..my back is burning...my skin gets tight with the swelling...i can tell by His voice that He is getting extremely excited...i hope it is from the submission...my body is shaking from it and the tears...He walks to the other side and does it more...i am outwardly crying into the pillow.......i feel Him climb onto the bed ... unsure of what i was going to get...and i feel Him kissing my new marks...He tells me how beautiful they look on me...that He has to take pictures of them...He kisses and runs His fingers more over them...with every touch i uncontrolably jump...so raw sensitive...He is accepting the greatest gift i have to give Him...my raw soul....He rolls me over but i can not fully lay on my back....He holds me for a minute lets me catch my breath ....then He puts me on my back...and slides deep into me....OMG it felt so good...He tells me about how wet i am for Him....as He makes love to me He ties my hands with the strap....another form of submission from me...He knows i crave touching Him as we are together.....our passion over takes me and i am feeding His pussy to Him like it will be the last meal He ever gets....finally after ssssooo long i can give fully to Him in a way that i had not for so long...for so long i felt i had to protect part of my soul ....then the strap went around my neck....OH YES....He is choking barely leaving my airway open to breath....every few minutes when i could feel my lips turning blue would He pull back and tell me to breath...then in my eyes He could tell i wanted more....my submission complete .... i put my entire life in His hands...if He would allow me air or allow me to lay there Him making love to me and never take a breath again...after some time He pulls out of me....and we lay back my entire body is shaking from the relief of giving myself over as i had wanted to for so long....
i am still shaking, but comforted that Daddy is there to hold me and cherish me for who i am..all of me...not just some of the parts...We lay there and talk of things...Things that i never allow myself to talk about to others...But with my submission everything is open to Him...it is things He already knew about but never the details...He wanted the details so i gave...and yes it made me nervous to tell Him....so many times ppl in that light are looked at in disgust and pity....it is why i always kept it closed off...He just held me tighter...reminding me that He was still there....
And like always...NOPE DIDNT GET IT ALL AND WONT MY CM FRIENDS....some things about the restraunt should never be told about .....
i will always love my Daddy forever and ever |
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TSK TSK TSK!!!
Ok if you are contacting us to meet with us for anything...at least have a picture of YOURSELF on your profile...And i mean something more than pussy/cock, ass, and tit pics...If you dont have them on your profile have a way to send them to me....What we are looking for right now is not forever just in the mood to explore a little rt now...And very clear it is not for Daddy but me...yes He will be involved but with ME....not you....It is a rare case that He actually puts His hands on another woman these days...For some reason women can not keep their heads straight and actually think they can buck our way of life...Which they never succeed...And i will tell you now you are no different....This Thurs will be our 5 yr anniversary....WOW i cant believe we have been together for so long....Been some really great times...and some not so great times lol...but this is with everything
Love to my friends |
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lol ok i am having an airhead moment this morning....CM why did you have to go and MOVE my tabs lol
slave cuck thank you very much for the help...
there are still great ppl on here...THANK GOD! |
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ok first let me say....not having the recent journal tab on the rt anymore SUCKS ASS!!!!...dont know where it went but i always enjoyed reading most of what other ppl had to say lol
Now to the great part....DADDY IS BACK!!!!!! Came in this morning....i missed Him SSSOOOO much.....He didnt want to leave for work but had too...It was one of those i could just look at His face and tell He wanted to stay....i wanted Him to stay too....I think i need a nap though the perma grin on my face will be here for a while...wore me out...
BTW i got EVERYTHING!!!! |
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it has been such a lllooonngggg weekend....Daddy is back tomorrow ( doing the happy dance ) I always miss Him but this weekend was extra long...He wanted me to show Him I had self control....i was to play with what is His but not orgasm.....it was not easy when ever I do I think of Him touching and kissing me....those eyes get me everytime....but I did it! Did not ooooooooo not even once! And He has told me I will be rewarded....i can have whatever I want....just one problem....i want everything I want Him to bend me over and spank me but also sit and love on me too....just need to wait and see in the morning....
also to the offers thanks but no thanks...i have a Daddy and Daddy has me....and completely happy that way....love to my friends |
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MY life is ssssoooo amazing....As promised sharing a little of Daddy time last night...Well at first i didnt think He was going to make cause He was very tired...when i called at 11, like i was told to do, He was asleep and told me to call back in 15 minutes...Made me a little sad cause i thought He wasnt going too...I called back at 1115 got no answer...OMG my heart was breaking...i had been looking forward to seeing Him since He left last thurs morning...Well i know the rules when it is to wake Him i am to keep trying...so i waited 5 minutes and called He answered...still very sleepy but said i am on my way....OMG please dont fall back asleep...i need Him so badly...15 Minutes later He walks in the door...my heart is POUNDING...we get all ready for bed....and i curl up next to Him...i just love to feel Him with me....EXPLICIT CONTENT NOT BEING RELINQUISHED....well after we had some Daddy and little girl time...we talked about His new tat for me....I AM FINALLY GETTING IT EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get to get His name tat on my wrist...well up it more like it...said i can do it in Gaelic ( irish girl)...i just have to make it pretty....DO YOU REALIZE HOW LONG I HAVE WANTED THAT????? Try almost 5 YEARS!!!!!!!! But i have to wait until after we get married in March.....i will be going the very very next day....
Then we slept and wake up...i go get His shower started for Him...and He has to go to work then...Sent me a text telling me good morning again and that He loves me...and that i will see Him again tonight...I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!
Also thanks to the new friend i met here this morning..............GIRL YOU ROCK!!!!! Great to know there are still some very true and real ppl in this life and that we can share so much with each other....already |
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Ok i am a lot confused....while reading profiles in the basking glow of a GREAT night with Daddy ( will talk about later today) i noticed something that really threw me for a loop.
Some here are talking about how BDSM is not just about sex and fucking, WHICH I AGREE WITH COMPLETELY i know it is so so so so much more...BUT these ppl also have pics of just their pussy, ass and tits on their profile...No face shot, no clothed shots with their face blacked out, NOT even a picture of their HAND...pussy, ass and tits is what they share, but say this lifestyle is NOT about sex and fucking for them...
Can some one PLEASE tell me what that means? Yes i have my pussy on my profile...but it is show one of the marks i wear for Daddy....I also have a face pic and his writings as well...what can i say i love to show off for Him....and He loves for me to do it...
My fill in on my night will come later after i have had another jolt of caffeine and my 30 minutes on the rowing machine...75 more to go....THANK GOD! |
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This has been a interesting and wonderful week....
Daddy was able to spend the night with me the other night...It was so great..Played a little talked a lot. Slept some. And got to see Him off to work. Hopefully the same will happen this week as well.
Had some very interesting messages on here as well...Ladies when i had the other up you OBVIOUSLY did not read it all when i stated that all correspondences are with the female half of the couple..Those that messaged thinking it was Daddy, well i got them. And I am going to answer it all in a few words. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN..1. You are no better than me. 2. Looks do not take away the 5 years we have had. and 3. He is not going to send you the money to come and see Him.. I always find it hiliarious that some of the young women on here go on and on about language and grammar but can not read a profile...And even better thinking that you know all about a person by a picture...
I am no Barbie Doll...but i have what none of you obviously do not have..And you need to figure that one out. And because i have that quality i have my Daddy's love..
And still guys keep it...I dont want to see your cocks or hear about how you think you can please me like no one else has...If you have to tell me all that, then my hand can do better than you can. And Daddy is so much better than my hand....
Getting ready for my week...Gotta work....Loves to my Daddy...missing You lots.. |
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-Put this in your profile if you know someone who has survived, struggles with or died of cancer...
RIP Uncle Frank....I miss you terribly..
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LOL READING AGAIN...
I have to tell everyone some of the things that i have been reading...
Supposed "slaves" making demands on what they want and how i will accomodate them..I will accomodate them by putting them in the corner with a gag in their mouths until they realize We/we do not accomodate you at all..If you are a slave you are there to accomodate US and you will receive what you are given. That is the point of a slave. In Our profile, there is no doubt what we are looking for in Our lives. And truth is We do not care if We add or We dont. i am a great little slave for my Daddy..I just have a Dominating side that He LOVES for me to use as well. And we want to build a stable type environment. You will not be used for sex, or at least not only sex. M/s and D/s lifestyles are not about sex, it is about getting further than the sexual fullfilment. Yes it makes the sex so much better.
Then there are the ones that just want to session for one or two instances, tell them sure and they disappear. What on my profile is deceiving I feel that it is pretty much on the money what we are about and wanting. Why play the game that you want it, get told you can get it, and then run. Why be here? All you are doing is wasting my time, which in returns makes me put out journals like this that are bitch sessions instead of the positive of this life. I love to share my expereinces, I am not asking to share them with any one specific other than Daddy...So unless you are sure about what you want, stop contacting people telling them you want it and will do it..
This is my NEW personal favorite. All these bogue profiles to call ppl out. LOL why you need to make a profile to call a person out. Report them and then block them. That simple. Why put their names out there with their pics..All it does is make everyone here realize that there are so many douche bags in the life now. Get a clue just because you get rejected by some one doesnt make them a fake, just means they are not into you...Because i will say the most recent ones that I have seen have been done by one idiot. Such a waste of time and energy..
On that note I am out for now....Work out time and then have to get the week ready for Daddy....I love Him sssoooo much! |
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This week has been AMAZING!!!!
Do you guys understand how fucking AMAZING my Daddy is to me!!!
We are having a marriage ceremony in March....:D :D YAY FOR ME!!! I already feel married to Him though...Kind of always have when I think about it.. there is nothing i do not do for Him and His happiness...
Also the new experiences we are testing is knife play...A girlfriend of mine was talking it over with Him...Got her excited and she told me about it. Of course I am all for it....so He and i talked about it, making those steps now...
Yesterday when we saw each other it was again great...Slapping my face until my ears rang. Putting me in every postion that He loves to have me, me feeding His pussy back to Him like a good girl is suppose too...And of course to hear Him tell how much He loves His little girl as He takes me in every way possible...ESPECIALLY the shoving His cock down my tight little throat to make me gag and tighten around Him...YUMMY |
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Long week...waiting for Saturday and reading journals this evening..
Things I have noticed about women that are claiming to be slaves. You have a lot of things you wont do and require doing to be a slave. HHMM When you are searching for that one, not really up to you to make those type of demands. What you are mentally and physically attracted too yes. I mean would you REALLY be able to submit to some one that doesnt hit that button. But to say that you wont do oral or that you require to be put up in a living quarters paid for by a Dominant. Then wonder WHY you are still on here looking for 2 and 3 yrs? That is a pretty good indication.
Then there are the clingy subs. Dont you get that you will get what you are given. END OF STORY.
Then my personal favorite the ones that you turn down blasting you all over CM and getting nasty. If you are not a fit YOU ARE NOT A FIT. Why waste everyone's time?
Yep i got another IDIOT KID today getting nasty with me when I told her situation was not what we are looking for now or ever. Truth is we are not really looking anymore, tired of all the wannabes and the gamers.
And really tired of these Barbie Doll girls that think that just because i do not have a size 2 waist with blonde hair and blue eyes, that they are better than MOI! trust me you aint. As Daddy says the Beauty Queens are nice to look at, but they are to busy not wanting to get their hair messed up to get down to the seriousness of what He wants. And yep hair and clothes are a mess on me after every single visit. Dont ask me how cause it always ends up that way, even if it is just to see my face and give me a kiss.
And the long week is I got to talk to Daddy for the last time this week until Monday :(( Very Very sad Little Girl. I always miss Daddy when He is out of town. But the return home is always GREAT!! I get to curl up next to Him and just enjoy hearing His voice. I love you Daddy |
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Lol I would like to thank WANTINGTOLEARN69 for feeling like she need to defend our honor. But truth is, it was not needed at all. Yes i hope no one else has to get the rude and nasty behavoir from that individual but if so then they need to learn some things the hard way.
No I was not crying to anyone, i thought then and still do think it is HILARIOUS that some one can take a rejection from us so hard lol. But it has had me working on updating our profile. Over the next few days you will see changes. The core stays..we are looking for other submissive women to join our home, but will take time to find the right fits.
And most important i come second to no woman on here or anywhere. And none are equal to me in this family. |
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Good afternoon CM,
i am such a happy little girl these days...Daddy has decided to move me up to be just more than His little girl...i am also His wife/bride....And to answer the question that i know will be asked YES I LOVE FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! This morning when He came to our bed and touched me and talked me, just put an instant smile to my face....Then to top it all off He wrote on me....Traced His hand lol and wrote My Wife as well... i love Him sssoooo much...my life has never felt so complete as when He and i are on the same page with each other...
Excties me to share these experiences with others. And hope that one day we can find other little girls to enjoy parts of our life together. But until the rt ones come along i will enjoy in the knowledge i am able to pass on in hopes that it helps some one.
Right now the best knowledge i can give to a sub, please your Dom/Domme. Let the feeling of giving them all the pleasure you are capable of and let it fill you. the look that comes over their faces is priceless and can not be beat by anything. Dom/Domme look and see what they are giving you and know that it is for you alone.
Daddy did this Monday...We had very limited time, work obligations, but He really looked and saw what all i gave Him, what i work to give Him everytime. And when the memory was sparked in Him again He got to relive it.
Michele, Daddy's little girl/bride |
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Wow this has been an interesting morning...MY BFF of 13 yrs, we are like sisters, tells me she is curious about things i am into...So far as to she wants to experiment with being with a woman. She wants me to teach her my life...
This is so different for me.. I want her to be happy and experiment everything. I am excited and worried. I talked to Daddy and made sure i would have his permission before i answered her...i explained to her i had too..i belong to Him and will never not go to Him.
Daddy is all for it. Did not get the chance to really talk to Him about all that was said but gave Him a quick run down. He says teach her all of it. That i have permission.
i love Him so much i really wish He was here in bed with me so i can talk to Him about it completely. i need His guidance and safety in this journey i may take with her |
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LOL took a year and still nothing but fakes here...Its sad too. This lifestyle used to be so great...People were honest and upfront more often than not. Not just ppl wanting pics, posing as something they are not, and just all in all here for the good and rt reasons.
SSOOO...i will be here only to read journals and speak to those that i know are for real. If you contact me, be able to prove to me you are who you are.
Daddy and i do not need this kind of bs from ppl. Day to day life as M/s IR couple in the South is stressful enough Dealing with little girls that just want attention is NOT what you should be here looking to do.
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It is sometimes just hard to know what to say in an email to some one you are interested in...
Mine tend to be very short and to the point...Read the profile if you are interested let me know...BUT i hate those that come back with you have a pic...Well YEA but i am not posting here...I will send one via Pic msg, email or IM...
And why is it such a bad thing after chatting online for a day or two to get a dang phone number? If you are all into the same thing and every one wants to get together doesnt it come to think to exchange numbers...
This is why i have to take breaks from here and other sites. I just get frustrated
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LOL No just because Daddy is out of town with work does not mean that i need some one to "fill in" while He is gone..He is 100% worth waiting for and i am all HIS. But thank you to those that offered.
i belong to Him and only Him, i never let another near what He owns.
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Daddy is gone out of town because of work for a week. And that is how i feel right now. I dislike it when He has to go.. But i will be a good little girl til He gets back Cause Daddy loves for His little girl to do that for Him learning new ways to please Him..Then i will be
   
my hopeful reward will be lots and lots of   ...Just have to wait a week for Him to come back.
i love You my Daddy..
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What is the most amazing to me is how this lifestyle has changed so much in the 14 yrs that I have been in it. Dom is no longer the meaning it had once before. Sub no longer has the same meaning either.
When i first started living this life. A Dominant was some one that was with a submissive for their enjoyment, not to abuse or be mean to another. If things progressed and went well then maybe the Dominant would become that sub's Master and it was then about that sub serving to make their Master the happiest on the planet. Now i see more and more ppl claiming to be Doms that just want to be paid, abusive, nasty and just out and out mean. Sub's that have no self esteem, no support from other ppl in the community, and feel they deserve to be abused. Sub's before when I started and how i still am were very much supportedm think very highly of themselves especially if they were Owned, and know they deserved to be treated well when they served their Masters well.
What happened? I love my lifestyle i am PROUD of who and what i am. And to me it is utterly completely DISRESPECTFUL not only to me but my Master when IDIOTS contact me being nasty, crude and just mean. And I read other journals and realize it is not just me that it happens too. So that tells me the ones doing it are NOT true Dominants but jackasses playing at it. I have seen some where members are called out for their actions. I wont do that. Sorry to me that is just as bad and disrespectful but do as you want..
SO i will say this again... I AM ONLY ONE MANS GIRL,SLUT, BITCH, ETC you DO NOT contact me calling me those things. You do not contact me DEMANDING anything from me. You can ask, I will decide if I want to take it on to Daddy and get His say. But He leaves it up to me if i want to bring it to Him. He is not into forcing me to be with any one that i do not want to be with. I will not post pics of EITHER OF US HERE. And no do not demand that either.
I got a message today from a person claiming to be a Dominant. He wanted the whore to send him pics of her naked and with other women to him by a certain time. Well that time just passed and still not going to happen. But i will respond to you as I am addressing everyone here. There is no whore here at least not one that anyone here can call a whore! Do not disrespect me and most definitely do NOT EVER DISRESPECT MY DADDY AGAIN! It will get you no where with me! |
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Some quotes to think about.
A true sub can only be as strong and as good as their One True Master bring them up to be. Treat them bad and they will be bad, cherish them and they will cherish You.
Just because a person kneels infront of you does not make them a weak person. In fact it makes them one of the strongest individuals they are able to hold themselves and the person they kneel infront of up. |
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Have you ever just felt complete? That everything is the way it is and you are happy? That is how i feel right at this moment. Sitting here thinking of Daddy and all the joy He has brought to my life. People think that i feel He is perfect to everyone, i know He isnt. But He is perfect to me and for me. The way He makes me feel when He touches me, talks with me, just everything He does with me makes my whole day light up. And yes i want others to feel that wonderful feeling all the time. So they can also know how great it is when you find your One true Daddy/Master/Dom what ever you wish to call the One. The way when you look at your ringing phone and you see their number and face. When you hear the door open and see them walk in. Or when you look in your email and there is their name. Or when they have to leave you, and you look in the mirror, you see their mark on your body for others to know you belong to them. The excitement that comes over you. Took me so long to find it, and i realize now the wait was long and hard, but worth every single second of it. To know i waited for the right One and He came.
i do not say this often Daddy, i feel you should show your feelings and intentions, but you know that also. But i do love you Daddy, there is nothing in this whole wide world that i would not do to make sure you stay happy and safe. i will always belong to you. |
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We have been on here for about 2 yrs now ... And one thing i (the slut) have noticed, is all the fakes on here. I respect that some people just want to chat and interact online with people about the lifestyle... i enjoy the same thing most of the time. But people talk about exploring and wanting to do things R/T but when it is time you have nothing to say.
i actually read profiles, see what every one has to say about their experiences. To many dont though.. I get several messages a day from people that are specifically pointed out on my profile that we are NOT looking for at this time. And those are the ones that contact us. Makes no sense to me at all. |
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Ok guys... i am going to try and put this as nicely as i most possibly can. I AM COLLARED, MARKED and OWNED!!! Daddy and i are only looking for other bisexual females that are wanting to be active participants in a poly M/s lifestyle. The possibility of living with me (female half) is possible down the road but never with Daddy. Just not in the cards. He wants His own "stable" with me being His lead slut. Couples are welcomed to join us as long as the male half is BLACK and the female is bisexual of any race. We/we are an IR couple. White couples, white men i am not trying to be mean but i have no interest in you. Just the way that i feel. So if you are ok having my Daddy be with your woman and you sit and watch it would be cool. Single guys, Daddy is straight and has no intrest at all in men, and me it would basically do you no good to try with me. i am with Him for the long haul or i would not have His mark on my body and fixing to get another.  |
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