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If you have read my Daddy's most recent entry, you know we have grown so much together. About the time we think "this has to be the best", something new develops. I cannot express to you the depth of joy and pleasure we have found with one another and now we know there's always much more to look forward to. We have a 'no limit' approach to everything with the agreement that should something come up that isn't right, we'll talk about it and find alternatives. The dark side of 'us' has amazed us both so much. Who knows where it will lead? For now, we are enjoying the journey, the learning, the growing, and the damnedest pleasure you can imagine. It's all so good. My heart sings every time I think of Him...which is most of the time. So, as you could probably guess, I'm a very happy girl. |
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Daddy's girl is perpetually amazed at the rapid growth we have experienced together... we are always thinking of and experimenting with depths of submission and domination... going back and forth. We are learning how the other feels and how to enhance those deep desires. Daddy has taught me to change personalities at His command and become whomever He wants at that moment. It is so challenging AND rewarding. His girl is so eager to please that she is becoming a chameleon for Him. And, she loves serving Him in such a manner. His pleasure is quite evident and the rewards He gives are worth the effort at all times. His skills are rapidly evolving into a higher level of domination and His girl is working hard to keep up with Him. |
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There is so much excitement inside me that i'm about to burst. My Daddy and i seem to grow each time we're together.....and from the year plus we've been Daddy and girl, it's just amazing how rapidly we've grown. We stay in close touch by phone, email and im when we cannot be together and these ideas for growth seem to spring from our lively communications. Daddy is very creative, thinking outside the box all the time. It's always a thrill and surprise to learn what he has in mind. He motivates me to share the creativity with him and from that you wouldn't believe what transpires. About the time we think there can't be more than this, there is! |
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It has been sometime since Daddy's girl made an entry here. Just call it holiday madness, that's all. Even with everything going on, Daddy made time for His girl to feed His wonderful Demon. That Demon makes me crazy for more and more and more. Just can't get enough of Him. Isn't it amazing how sometimes the connection between two people can be so perfectly made? We have it. My submission to Him grows deeper all the time and the need in me to give Him more grows, too. Each time we achieve a new level of D/s, we think this must be it...the height of bliss. But then, it seems, there's always more to enjoy. No girl anywhere could ask for a better Daddy than mine. So, it is my goal to be as perfect for Him as it is possible for me to be. He inspires and motivates me each time we are together. It's a fantastic thing! |
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 It is so wonderful to be a submissive woman. My Daddy knows and understands my need to submit to Him. He has very patiently and carefully revealed the D/s world to His girl and has helped her come to crave it. Our relationship is rather well-rounded. We enjoy talking about business, family, fun things... you name it....to the point where we find more and more just how much we have in common. It's delightful to explore all aspects of a relationship, not just the D/s side. This girl is a very fortunate one indeed. All that said, it is definitely the D/s side of
"us" which is so deliciously exciting. We are almost able to read each other's minds now...He is better than His girl is, but still it's a growing part of "us". The more His girl grows, the more He reveals his "demon" to her. That demon is the driving force.... my beloved demon. |
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It can be challenging to relay truths without sounding gushy or coy. Still, one has to try. With two busy lives and very different lifestyles, getting together takes careful planning. My Daddy does all He can to carve out time for His girl and she appreciates all He does. And that is why she gives so much of herself to Him. In striving to be His perfect girl, she has to do much in a short period to please and serve Him and His needs. We have been together for a year now and it would be impossible for any outsider to believe the growth for this girl. My Daddy has grown as well....into the best Master a girl could have. He has a real talent for blending pain and pleasure and sending His girl into outer spaces and beyond. This enables her to submit to even deeper and darker acts to please Him. It is a delicate balance and He has become quite good at keeping everything balanced. The trust level between us is so high that there is nothing He requires that His girl wouldn't give Him. There are no questions, no hesitation, just obedience and devotion. |
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no slave girl could be as happy as this one is with her Daddy. He is having me add more and more to my daily/nightly tasks and i'm thrilled to obey Him. it's my greatest joy. certain body modifications are now some of our goals. this is a long, slow process, but oh, so erotic. it is an honor to please Him. He deserves so much for all He has done for His girl. i'm completely devoted to Him. He knows it. |
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Our ongoing journey takes us deeper and deeper into the darkness my Daddy craves. He has drawn the blood of his girl, by mutual consent, and drank it greedily. She is so honored to have her Daddy consume her very life's blood in addition to her other natural juices. He takes what he wants without mercy and without concern. He is wonderful. |
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Who can say what is right for others in this lifestyle? Each relationship is unique unto itself with no right or wrong... just what is consented to by those involved. My Daddy (MyDarkDesires) has a much different view of the lifestyle than most dominant men do. He has given me the opportunity to learn and grow, under his tutelage, into what he calls "perfect". That perfection he craves is exactly what his own girl wishes to achieve. She pays close attention to all the nuances of his speech, expression, attitude, actions...all of it... so that she may respond appropriately to Daddy's needs, both those which are spoken as well as those which are not spoken. The rewards he gives for obedience are beyond description. His girl craves his hands, eyes and mouth on her. His caresses are harsh and demanding, but oh, so satisfying. He knows exactly how to lead his girl into the darker realms, giving her the intense pain she cannot live without anymore. He knows when to change from harsh to tender, using his finely honed skills to bring her into the place where he wants her to be. It is a truly glorious experience to be his woman. He brings out the best in me. His whispers tell me he is pleased. |
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Falling deeper and deeper into submission to my Daddy is so freeing. He knows how deep it goes and is hungry for more. Each time i feel we have reached my deepest submission and there is no more, he coaxes a little more out of his girl, who is always hungry for more herself. |
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We are still waiting for collarme to approve the pics Daddy chose to share with you all. In the interim, we shall both continue to update our journals, hoping that our journey can inspire others to stay the course.
Without sounding gushy, it is, or can be, difficult to express true feelings. With that said, it would be my pleasure to explore the growing feelings of a submissive woman with you and to share them with anyone who would like to dialog with me. A year ago, it would have been impossible for me to even guess how being with my Daddy would change me, motivate me, and bring me such joy. There is a life to be lived beyond the D/s relationship... work, family... so many things. Everyone knows that. All of those are worthwhile pursuits and our relationship has become an enhancement to every one of them. Things are sharper, clearer, more colorful and meaningful than ever before.... each to be enjoyed and remembered for the precious jewel that it is. Those activities could be thought of as barriers to a developing D/s relationship and they probably could even crowd out the possibility of developing one. We have managed to not let that happen. Rather, the time we do have together has become heightened.. days/weeks/months of time compressed into just a few hours here and there. We have both made concentrated effort to make every second count. And, then, my wonderful Daddy takes every opportunity to be online with me, or call when he can. That purposeful approach has kept us in very close, frequent communication. Rarely does a day go by without contact of some sort. And, then my Daddy has assigned tasks to me at given times. He know that I am doing them to please him, and so during those times, we are still communicating. It is so intense, even though we are not together, that I can feel his eyes and hands on me...his whispers in my ears, his patient guidance and utter control. It makes me very happy. |
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My Daddy selected some of his favorite pics to be put on my profile. We will see if they are accepted or approved. Whether they are or not, it makes me happy that Daddy likes them.
He has led me so far into submission that it's hard to remember what life was like before him. He is in my thoughts during my waking moments and ways to continually please him come to mind all the time. It's just another way to serve him. He has assigned tasks for me to do in his absence. They are done willingly and on time. The trust level is so high that i could never NOT do them for him. |
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This is the beginning journal entry of a story which most will not believe. My Daddy's profile is under MyDarkDesires. He and i have decided to share our journey with others as it could prove to be useful to those who are just beginning a relationship in the lifestyle. If He wishes to share a photo, He will direct me in that regard. i bow to His wishes in every possible way.
We found each other here on collarme about a year ago, chatted online for quite some time, became chat buddies and thoroughly enjoyed each other for months. i thought we were such good friends that nothing more could happen and that was fine with me.
Over time, we talked about more serious subjects and finally realized that we had developed an online D/s relationship and that we needed to meet. The chemistry was lurking just below the surface initially, but once we met, there was no doubt that we clicked. We haven't slowed down since.
From that time until now, we have grown together and developed a very deep, loving D/s lifestyle which makes us both very happy.
There is nothing we don't discuss in our lives. We laugh together all the time and share some difficult times as well. i cannot speak for Him in this regard, but i am a very happy submissive woman and owe it all to Him. |
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