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*I'm a Christian(weird I know)
*I'm a single mom
*Please be in FL or willing to move here if we click
*I didn't think I would need to adress this but I will not sleep with you!!I am celibate and will only have sex within the context of a loving, long term relationship possibly marriage. There goes 99% of my prospects lol!
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The kind of babygirl I am:
The first thing for me to address is what I am not. This is in no way an incestuous relationship and does not pertain to children in anyway. I do not envision my father, have never had thoughts regarding him in this manor, and never will. I do not regress. I don?t speak like a child. I don?t wear diapers. I am not an adult baby. To each their own, but not my thing.
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I am also not an it, a thing, a slave, a mindless fuck toy that has no opinion, or someone that will pretend to be less than I am in an attempt to make someone else feel better about themselves. I am not a doormat or anything else one might want to wipe their feet on. I do not want to be abused or degraded (but punishments are expected and needed to maintain the dynamic and I?m all for calling me names during sex).
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What I am is a?strong-willed, independent, stubborn, witty woman.?I have yet to repair most of my damaged self-esteem. I need constant love and attention from my Daddy. I still battle my weight, but I know I will conquer that as well(I'm definitely not obese or anything. I'm just thick lol!). I take chances. I have trouble asking for help. I try to take care of everything by myself and for myself. I am used to being in control. I may or may not be a brat... I whine when I don't get my way from Daddy. I?m sarcastic and quick-witted, like I have a choice). I am sweet and kind, caring and passionate, loving and loyal. I try to maintain a positive outlook and find the good in most every situation. I?m a princess, a prized possession. I?m a force to be reckoned with.
The kind of Daddy Dom I want:
I am waiting for someone that stimulates my mind, body and soul. I need someone that makes me feel safe and protected. I want to be nurtured, guided, accepted. I?m waiting for a Daddy that is patient and kind, supportive and encouraging, reliable and understanding. Someone with the ability to be strong and firm, but gentle and loving. Reliable, understanding, comforting.
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I want to be cherished and adored. I want my submission to bring as much to his life as his dominance brings to mine. I want us both to feel a sense of calm when we are with each other. I want his touch, even his glance, to send a surge through my body. I want someone that knows me better than I know myself and knows what?s best for me. I want my limits tested and boundaries explored. I want to finally be able to ask for help, turn over control, trust.
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I want someone that tears me down to build me back up. He doesn?t judge me for my faults, we work together to make me better. I want him to understand that my insecurities will rear their ugly head sometimes and also know exactly how we get beyond it. I want him to be proud of me and my successes and believe that I can do anything. I need someone that can tame the wild child without completely breaking her spirit. Someone that loves all sides of me, even the sassy brat, and earns a trust very rarely given in my lifetime until I have no other desire but to submit to him and only him. I want to surrender?completely.
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note: I?m not addressing the sexual or discipline related wants and needs in this entry, but?oh my there are a?plenty.
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