I had been keeping an eye out for somebody who I once considered to be my little girl. Yes, I had missed her so badly that it hurt my heart at times just thinking about everything that happened. The secrets, the lies, the things she tried to keep hidden from me. How she felt she had to pretend to be somebody else that she was not. Yes, the truth did hurt both of us in the end.

If only she known how easy it was to fix things and make it all better at the time.

I waited and I waited, the days turned into weeks and the weeks into monthes.

Time passed by and so much has changed since then, still words left unspoken, things left unsaid.

Today, I see she is back, and with this I hope to write one last letter. To wish her the best, that I'm happy she is back to searching for Her ONE in life. I can only give her the best of my love and wish her well, forgive her.

I hope anybody that reads this will understand the importance of honesty and communication upfront. Honesty is the cornerstone of any relationship even more so for M/s relationships to work.

Submission or slavery is a gift of free will of choice one gives to a Master/Dom. Along with it comes being able to give honesty. The truth always comes out in the end, or the lack of the truth will come out sooner or later. It's not a pleasent matter when the ugly truth comes out.

The lack of truth and dishonesty can hurt, confuse and frustrate another person. A Master/Dom can not master or be in charge of the unknown. Leads or Frustration, confusion, more hurt, and hard feelings.

Those who read this, please listen and read these words. Dishonestly had no place for those sincerely and honestly seeking a Master/slave relationship.

There is way more to this lifestyle then sex and sex alone.

As for myself I have finally found what I have been looking for and searching. There is completely honesty and communication, and trust has been growing. Priceless. Yes, this is something in the real time, not some long distance thing I have found.

It's so damn easy for people to lie or pretend to be somebody or something they are not long distance. Through IMs, emails and phone calls. However, how real is it in the end if people feel they need to hide who and what they really are all about.

Yes, I was deeply hurt and disspointed, however, I do somewhat understand why people lie... and it's out of Fear. It can also be because people need a fantasy escape from their own fucked up lives. There are also those that lie with the intention of causing harm or taking advantage of somebody in the end. There are many reasons why people lie. Some people lie and tell stories because they love the attention of other people. Stories that are weaved to tap into empathy, smpathy and attention.

Human beings are amazing creatures capable of feeling and doing so many things. Underneath it all, there is always a driving force of Wants, needs and fears. Judgement can be a dangerous thing, even more so when we don't take time to look in the mirror at our own self. At times people look in the mirror and are too in love with themselves to see thier own ugly natures. Some people look in the mirror and see nothing beautiful about themselves.

There's something to be said about being a whole person. Regardless if you are a Master, slave, switch, Domme, submissive or whatever title you hang upon yourself.

Honesty starts with being honest with yourself before you can be honest with others. Know thyself and be honest about it with yourself and others.

There is not much more I can say, other then wish everybody well. Best of luck in your quest for your One.