Yeah, I don't get it, it's not like it use to be.

New subbies come on here everyday, most saying the same damn thing; i.e. that they're in need of a master to thoroughly control every aspect of their soul, minus the disrespect and minus being completely used and not appreciated bla...bla...bla.

Ok, I get that and it makes sense. Who wants a beating from a Dom that just wants to use and abuse them without a whiff of aftercare? Well some do, but it's not a trait I aspire to myself. I like to use, abuse and show thanks at the appropriate time...a caring a nurturing transfer of your soul to me...sort of anyway.

Every sub wants that pinnacle of subservience. It's not a new thing in the world of D's. Yes some just want to be abused and of course, different strokes for different folks. I'm not a hater, you go get that girl. For every twisted act their is a community waiting for you. The internet linked all us twisted fucks up...great, let the beatings begin.

Anyway, back to my fucking point; So I take the time to contact you new and needy subs. I'm not sending one line messages about how I'll do anything if you just give me a chance, I guess maybe I'm being "too civil" because many don't even read the messages or delete them without reading. (Yes, we can see when you do that.)

I send well thought out, often funny messages trying to appeal to the person first, then the inner sub. That's suppose to be the natural progression sweet-cheeks, I didn't create the fetish...well maybe I did in a way, but why take all the credit when the Catholic church did such a great job during the crusades? There's enough kudos for all of us. Point of fact what I do to my willing little subs takes work...lots of work and I'm a fucking journeyman. I'm in the fucking union baby, these black leather whips and vests don't run.

Come on, I know it's a BDSM site. I've been around long enough to know what's the deal here, but tell me girls, how do you expect to find out what you want if you don't at the very least pump us for some D's information. Some casual conversations are fine. I won't become a stalker...shit I'm to busy for that crap. What happened to finding out if the Dom is smart or has a good personality? (Well at least able to string together some coherent sentences right?) You can't be lead around on a collar at Safeway baby...well maybe in San Fransisco, but not in Tacoma I know that.

Now I realize that any new hot subbie is going to have everyone and their mother coming at them smelling the aroma of sweet fresh poon tang, once they've broadcast their virgin like availability, it's not rocket science, it's fresh meat for the grinder and I get that. Yeah, that's hot.

But someone please tell me how are you going to pass up the once in a lifetime experience of "me" completely running your life and taking you to the pleasure palace of flesh...just for some unknown factor of a guy that you also haven't met? (That's a joke by the way.) My total mind fuck takes time damnit, it's an all encompassing slide into the abyss sweetheart. It use to be a lot easier for me, I'll tell you that's the fucking truth. Am I getting that old...no, don't answer that.

Yeah I'm complaining. Oddly enough, I do that when I don't get what I want. Silly me. And until things change drastically around here and I get some responses...pronto, the beatings will continue until moral improves dramatically. (That's not a joke by the way, so listen up.)

Ok, I'm done ranting, but remember...I'm still not happy. ;-/

DV8ED