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Hetero Female Dominant, 31,  Lisbon, Portugal
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My search is over.












 Dominant Female



 Willing to Relocate

 5' 4"



 Not Listed



Actively Seeking:

Sub / Slave Male

 Lives For:

 Beachcombing (Expert)

 Fine Dining (Expert)

 Shopping (Expert)




 Hearing you beg (Expert)

 You worshiping my body (Expert)

 Confining you in rope or chains (Expert)

 You worshiping my breasts (Expert)

 Locking you in a cage (Expert)

 Locking my slave collar on you (Expert)

 Giving you corner time facing the wall (Expert)

 Corsetry (Expert)

 Eye contact with me is not permitted (Expert)

 Punishing your male parts (Expert)

 You massaging me

 You kissing and worshiping my feet (Expert)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 You doing all of the housework (Expert)

 Humiliating you (Expert)

 Leashing you (Expert)

 Placing you in masks (Expert)

 Subjecting you to medical exams (Expert)

 Mental Bondage (Expert)

 Training you to be completely
obedient to me and only me (Expert)

 Treating you like an object (Expert)

 Total control over your orgasms (Expert)

 Sensation Play (Expert)

 Deciding what you wear

 You servicing me with your mouth (Expert)

 You worshiping me in pantyhose (Expert)

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Expert)

 Rubber Fetish (Expert)

 Sensory deprivation (Expert)

 Utilizing spanking to maintain your obedience (Expert)

 You worshiping me in stockings (Expert)

 Dominating you with a strap-on

 Tickling you while you are bound (Expert)

 Disciplining you with my whip (Expert)

 Aromatherapy (Expert)

 Cooking (Expert)



 Sewing (Expert)

 Psychology (Expert)


 Cuck Options

 Female Supremacy (Expert)

 Lifestyle BDSM (Expert)


 Sky Diving



 Amusement Parks (Expert)

 Art Galleries

 Clubbing (Expert)


 Museums (Expert)

 Musical Theater

 Horseback Riding

 Violating your rear (Expert)

 Blindfolding you (Expert)

 Disciplining you with a cane (Expert)

 Keeping you locked in chastity at all times (Expert)

 You being my domestic servant (Expert)

 Erotic Hypnosis

 Gags (Expert)

 Locking hoods on you

 Immobilizing you in plastic wrap (Expert)

 Public Play

 Role Playing (Expert)

 Giving you speech restrictions (Expert)

 Watersports (Expert)

 Punishing you with hot wax (Expert)

 Board Games

 Cartoons (Expert)

 Comedy Shows


 Puzzle Games

 Web Surfing

 Alternative Medicine (Expert)








 Biology (Expert)





 Goth Lifestyle

 Eighties Music



 Auto Racing






 Antique Shows (Beginner)


 Going to the Opera






 Electrical Play

 Punishment enemas (Expert)

 Local BDSM Community

 Massage (Giving)

 Outdoor Bondage


 Arcade Games

 Historical Shows


 Role Playing Games (Expert)

 TV News

 Art Collecting (Beginner)


 Cross Stitch (Expert)


 Tattoos (Beginner)




 Paranormal Phenomena



 Alternative Music


 New Age Music

 New Wave

 Nineties Music

 Opera Music

 Pop Music


 Seventies Music




 Bar Hopping

 Coffee Shops


 Renaissance Faires


 Crossdressing (Expert)


 Vacuum Stimulation

 Online Chatrooms

 Liberal Politics

 Country Music




 Curious About:





 Flea Markets

 Garage Sales




 Horror Movies

 Heavy Metal Music

 Hard Limits:



 Knife Play

 Needle Play

 Conservative Politics


 Hip Hop Music

 Punk Rock Music


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Journal Entries:
5/16/2010 2:52:13 PM
Wow... I am rich!!!


Congratulations Collarme User,

We are pleased to inform you of the result of the just Concluded Quarterly Final Draws held on the (30th April 2010) by Collarme Group in cash Promotion to encourage the usage of Collarme worldwide, your username/email was among the 20 Lucky winners who won 900.000.00 USD Nine Hundred Thousand United State Dollars each on the the Collarme Group Promotion Award Attached to Ticket Number (5647600545189) and Ref No (xxxxxxxxxx/xxx) Serial Number(xxxxxxxxxxx)

The Online Draws was Conducted by a random selection of username, you where picked by an Advanced automated random computer search from the Collarme users, in other To claim your 900.000.00 USD contact the Online Coordinator Rev Jones Martins on his email below



NOTE; Any email not sent to the above email address wont be attended to. Dont reply to this collarme id, because we wont get back to you.

To enable him issue to you certificate of winning

Accept my hearty congratulations once again


Collarme Group.

If you got a similar email report it as a SCAM. Lets help CM clean up the house.
Some people are a disgrace... And they should get a job/life.

5/11/2010 12:10:27 PM

Another day another looooooser... The stupid email of the hour is...

hi mistress , i am male 28 yrs from egypt , i used to be normal but i am feeling i need to be controlled , i am new and i cant get it and i am really suffering , i have no credit and i cant tribute, i know i am worthless but i really need it , please help please

...Yeah he is definitely NOT normal.
I am not the solution for your lame, low life.

3/10/2010 2:57:31 PM
I refuse to be one more face at those "Domme's collector galleries"  So, do NOT ask me to add you at my circle  of friends or vice-versa if we have never spoke before.

3/10/2010 1:43:21 PM
Love to whip ass listening to Suppermassive Black Hole - MUSE
*EG*  ;)

3/8/2010 5:14:33 AM

2/13/2010 5:06:32 PM
Happy "Spankintine's Day"

2/12/2010 4:30:33 AM
It ain't over into I say so!! Live with it. Ahahaha...

1/27/2010 4:44:28 AM
Why does this "magical" thing makes me laugh so much? I love the hunt, I enjoy this game and at the end of the day I can relax, close my eyes and almost mix up my feelings with real world activities. Fuck romance, I want revange, cause I am a free bitch babe... u la la...

1/19/2010 8:25:07 PM
I am feeling better; Brand-spankie-new LOL BTW, love to be an eye candy ;)

1/13/2010 2:04:26 PM
Yeah, just what I need now; a fricking Pneumonia...

12/24/2009 3:35:33 PM
Ho, ho, hoo... Merry Christmas!

12/20/2009 3:38:51 PM
Happy Birthday to me... :)
Thanks to all the friends who remembered; Thanks for the nice cards and cute notes! Muuuuuaaaah!

12/3/2009 4:54:15 PM
MAIL OF THE DAY; (Should I say the MOST STUPID mail of the day???)

you simply gave me a real heart palpitation by mere staring at your pic...............didnt know i will ever bump into such rare are simply special that was why i wrote this to you i was really struck by your beauty , i had to meet you .you look the sort of lady thats mightly often getting fallen in love with , you really startled me , because i have never seen such a radiant beauty before .i admire you immensely , i would love to give you a real rattling good time, just say the word & i will run run round right away to some high class jeweller & fix up the ring business i must confess that you are an appealing sight to see, your eyes are as sexy as forget me not, you are my defination of a very beautiful lady . could i have the honour of knowing you its always good to hear from you , always have a beautiful heart , a beautiful smile , with love for all beautiful people and beautiful people will always love you. take care & remain blessed. Kindly get back to me if this mail really touched your soul. Hear from you soon. Thanks. Kelvin

NOW; This dummy mention my "sexy eyes, smile" ... The funny part is; I HAVE NO PIC SHOWYING MY EYES OR MY SMILE (witch are both nice, by the way :P )...  *sigh*
NO COMMENTS, just unbelievable.

12/2/2009 3:26:36 PM

Let's get something clear here; If I get about 8-20 messages every day, I am not responding everyone. If you get no fee back from Me, is because:1- I AM NOT INTERESTED.
2-your email was stupid
3-you have no profile, so I have no idea who you are
4-you are a SCAM
5-Is my right to answer or not
I work, and I also have a life out of Collarme world, so don't expect me to be all day answering emails.
PS: If you worked, and had a life as well, you would waste less time being just one more of the fakes here.

11/27/2009 10:40:04 AM
Don't you like going out of your sanity stage of mind  because of some feelings?  Because of feelings for someone? Mmmmm  It's like that toy you just can't have, or the ride you can't go in cause you're not tall enough... He is just like that fragrance made specially for me; The image of him wrapped around my tights, the pattern designed by my nails on his back, those big blue eyes looking at me as I play with his body *eg*  Mistress hates being so far away, but loooooves dreaming of having you with Her soon  ;)

11/26/2009 4:56:31 AM
Be grateful for what you have. Learn to appreciate what and who is around you.

11/20/2009 4:46:57 PM
I am more then what your mortal eyes can possibly see. I am the wind hitting you in the face... Am the madness in your head. Just admit it: I AM THE ONE.
You can only guess, I don't care about your projections, but can and will encourage your devotion.
Just say it; You adore me! Nothing else can fulfill your fantasies like me. I am the one for you, the one you desire, c'mon boy say it; What Am I?

11/16/2009 12:56:05 PM
Hello CM creatures!!
Topic of the day: Prostitutes vs Real Dommes

I have nothing against pro-dommes; Have nothing against people who make money out of the stupid population out there.
The thing is: If some advertise here as a "pro" isn't that prostitution? Think about it!!! If after a session, you look at the clock and said: "Ok buddy 2 hours, is $200.00 "  You are charging for a service. And we are not talking about house cleaning, or gardening, or babysitting, we are talking about sexual context even with no sex involved. 
Why Real Dommes should get judged by the things you do?? After all, if a guy offers you the same $200.00 for a 15 minute blow-job, I bet you'll do it.
A submissive/slave should make his Domme's life easier by cleaning, cooking, working and earning the honey (after all vanilla guys do that, for crying out loud!) That is a different story.
What kind of sub/slave respects a "domme" who charges to top him, smack him around, or  sell him dominating videos?
Sorry to poop on your rainbow, but it really goes like this. 

11/1/2009 5:05:24 PM
It's actually kind of funny how subs/slaves message Dommes saying how attractive, interesting, beautiful (we are) without looking at our profiles...
Sending us IM addresses, telling us how they will serve us, and how we will punish/act/treat them.
It's very funny how we got "promoted" from being Dommes to be "Domme-doll's" in this people's world.
DOMMES are not a "build-your-own" project.
In this game I am the one saying how high you'll jump.

10/29/2009 12:47:37 PM
If isn't rough it isn't fun.

10/25/2009 6:32:32 PM
If I ask for tribute, would you fakes, flakes, wanna-bees, curious, time wasters (and the list goes on) leave Me alone?  I guess that would be the only way!!

10/25/2009 4:12:36 AM
I just got a message from a "sub" saying that he thinks I am rude and offensive. From someone who I have never seeing or talked to before, makes me think over my entire existence... I am not even sleeping tonight  LOL...  *NEWS FLASH*  You are 57 years old; GROW THE FUCK UP!!!
PS: Ups, I guess that was rude and offensive... I'll might get a spanking over his knees now... AHAHAHAHAHAH

10/24/2009 5:24:18 PM

It's not about your looks, your age, your race, your hair cut, your cock size, your bank account,  your weight, your location, your nationality, not about the car you drive... It is about who you are when  no one is around, it's about honesty, sincerity, courage to be proud of who you are, what you have chosen to be. It's about how you make Me look as a Domme when you take your own decisions or just how you act in your every-day vanilla life. It's about your natural submissive nature, it's about how you behave when we are together and also when we are NOT together. It's how your priorities are set, and what place I take in your life. It's about making Me proud to pick you to be the one; My one. I thank you slaves/subs for all the emails I am getting lately, but I am no longer looking.

10/22/2009 3:55:15 AM

Happy Trick or Treat :P

10/18/2009 8:42:34 AM
C'mon guys... Keep the naked pictures to yourselfs. If I want to see you naked or your cock, I will let you know, other wise just have some self pride, or a mirror...  ahahaha

10/17/2009 6:57:08 PM
A submissive just blamed me for the end of his vanilla relationship... Apparently he saved all my stories (only God knows why) and his girlfriend, well now ex-girlfriend found it. So, she assumed the guy in my stories is him...
Well; First of all, they are not stories about only one guy...
Second, he was NOT that good of a submissive for me to mention him...
Third, get a clue and come down out of the pedestal!!
And last; If you are crying cause you got dumped by a "vanilla girl" WAKE-UP and smell the coffee: you are sooooo NOT submissive, you are a LOOOOOOSER!!
Got to love the daily drama...

10/14/2009 4:50:33 PM

Had a dream about him last night... Wonder where's he at right now, what is he doing now, thinking about his hands squeezing his balls for Me, pulling them down hard,  stroking himself at my command, his moaning, my frustration... LOL  I am keeping track of all that :p
Imagining ways to torture and use his cock, his balls, My cock, My balls. Who chose who?  Can't wait to get lost all over you. Now, here I am... walking faster just to get closer to you. Very amazing !! Is it Sunday yet? 

10/11/2009 6:35:07 PM
I really enjoy looking at pictures here AHAHA.
Today, I came across Sofia Vergara (a very pretty Spanish Actress) And Megan Fox.  C'mon people, that is sad! CM is getting funnier every day...
Oh, my "Sun" is back  :D
have a great weekend!!

10/5/2009 6:25:57 PM
Please contact Me for details. Thanks
Favor contactar Me para mais detalhes. Obrigada

10/2/2009 4:45:02 PM
Oh yeah!! The new pictures are in, so ENJOY!! (more to come) :P  Have a great weekend everyone!!

9/28/2009 6:43:40 PM
" Mirror, mirror on the wall... Let Me just kick the ass of all the fakes at Collarme, for once and for all"
I guess they will like that way too much; ahahahah
CM doesn't let me post pictures and they are not bad at all!!!!  I've saw pics of this guy with his feet spreading a girls butt the other day... you can almost see her brain, for crying out loud! Anyways...
Naughty night and PINCHESSSSsssssssssssssss...

9/21/2009 3:32:59 PM

After the storm, always comes peace, serenity, and a bright and clear sky.
Just really sucks to find someone very interesting, a potential life-time sub, and he is far away...
Someone that I use to be four hours away from, and not so long ago...
WHY???? "pouts"
So what??? Who cares?? I love challenge. heheh
Bring it!!

Just a lil silly funny thing I got today from a friend:
A blind guy, goes to this restaurant and ask for the menu. The waiter tells him they do not carry a special menu for blind people, so the guy tells the waiter: Go to the kitchen, and brings me a spoon with what you have, and I will tell you what it is and if I like it. The waiter comes back, handle the spoon over to the guy and he say: Huuuummm shrimp!! It's good, but is not what I want. Back to the kitchen, the waiter just kept on going back and fourth, and the blind guy recognize everything, all the ingredients, but did not decide on what he was going to eat. At one point the restaurant owner got fed up and tell his wife: Hey Marry, rub the spoon on your pussy and lets see what this guy says.
Marry did what her husband told her to do, and they gave the blind guy the spoon with some of her "taste"  he stop for a minute, gets all excited and tells the waiter: Oh my goodness I can't believe it!!! Does Marry work here???


9/2/2009 4:23:30 AM


8/31/2009 3:57:27 AM
Lies, lies, lies...
I do know what I want. you, with all the lies you tell me, and tell others wont get anywhere; At the end you're only lying to yourself, making a fool of yourself.

8/30/2009 11:01:57 AM
Reading someones journal (a female sub's journal) I saw a picture of a sign saying "Hispanics keep out"How racist could that be??? Plus she make very bad comments about Hispanics and immigrants going to the US and making it a "lame 3rd word Country"  I don't care where you were born, the color of your skin, or your nationality. At the end we ALL are made of the SAME material, believe it or not. Would you rather let your child die instead of accepting blood for transfusion from a black, Hispanic, Asian, etc? In times of crises like this, do you really think there is divisions of 1st, 2nd, 3rd world?? Let me break it down to you: A person from the ghetto, (Mexico, Iran, Baghdad, Brasil...) can have an education, become FILTY RICH and you will might end up swallowing your fucking stupid pride and literally BENDING YOUR white racist ass over. Be very careful with the food you're eating around, specially if us (me included) immigrants are preparing it... that nice sauce could be spit or even worse, wonder why you liked it so much...
Boy, some people REALLY make me upset.

8/18/2009 1:49:20 AM
They call me Miss hell, they call me Miss crazy, Panther eyes, but never "naive"
It's nice to first give people a sweet taste of Me before my venom...
Venom; The worse thing about the venom is when you get addicted to it. It's when you crave more then the very air you breath.
Think about it... How far away are you from this addiction? Once I'm in your blood, you're contaminated, you're infected, you're poisoned.
Why run? Why look around? Why try to escape? How much longer will you keep playing the cat and mouse game with Me?

Your's and ONLY Mistress,

8/17/2009 12:35:03 PM
I had a wonderful time meeting up with this lovely Dom/slave couple yesterday.
People like them is what it gives me hope about Collarme.
He is very charming, intelligent, such a gentleman!! Also made me feel so comfortable around him; Not the type of male Doms who just gives you the odd look, like "my shit smell better then yours" type...
And her... wow; What a lovely, soft and easy person to talk to! I just have to say that I am very glad to have the honour to have enter there world, and have them as friends. Watch out Portugal, ready or not, here we come!!!  Heheheh

7/30/2009 9:01:20 AM
I am not a online Domme, I am not a cyber Domme, I do NOT want a cyber sub/slave... Keep on repeating it! I do have a slave and I am happy with him! Now, STOP asking Me to play with you online!!

6/9/2009 7:58:00 AM
Girls tend to get mellow sometimes... I am not different... you noticed, you could feel it by my actions and conversations over the weekend... For some odd, stupid reason; you decide to once again test my patience and take advantage on that;- Wrong move.  you sent  me a message on the cell  phone saying that you would be going out with "the boys" ...
WTF??? I didn't call back, I did not message back. Maybe that was why you could only stay out during 2 hours.
I hear the car on the drive way, and you walk in to find me on my chair; your collar is not behind the door as usual... you look at Me a little scared and keep staring at Me without saying a word. And with your eyes all watery, you finally ask: Were is my collar, Mistress?
I look at you very upset and ask you a question: How was the boy's night out??
Before you could think about answering, I jump up, grab you by the neck with one hand, and bitch slap your face with the other hand.
"ANSWER ME!!!!!" 
you start to cry and breaking down you start saying sorry... i'm, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry Miss..
"Slap your face again, and drag you upstairs to the bathroom, push you towards the tub;
"Taking those fucking clothes off, NOW"  you do it as fast as you can, and getting all mess up, between shoes, pants, tie...
Behind the bathroom door was a foot long bamboo stick you didn't notice... as you were taking the socks off, I start to beat you with the bamboo stick, you got scared and before you finish screaming, I yield at you to shut the fuck up.
'i'm not a man, Mistress, i am stupid, sorry Ma'am, you said as you cry and as I furiously hit your back, legs, arms with my bamboo stick.
When the stick crack and broke the tip, I have decided that was time to finish my punishment by telling you to lay down inside the tub facing down.
Went downstairs, got some rock salt and vodka, go back to the bathroom, and asked you if you have had any vodka; and you answered: "No Ma'am, i only had 4 beers".
"Will You Ma'am??? you ask sense you know Mistress hardly drinks Vodka.
"YEP.... As I say that you felt Me pouring Vodka all over your scratched back from the bamboo stick, start screaming like crazy, I shout at you not to move, and after pouring the Vodka, I start to sprinkling the rock salt... I could almost see your skin jingling on it's own.
you lay there for 15, 20 more minutes, after all have dried, I came back, turn on the shower, and washed your back for you  ( heheheheh ). 
"BTW, before you go to your cage, ( usually stay in My bedroom, by my bed) your collar is outside in the dumpster.
Naked, you go outside to look for the collar, right behind you I fallow, as you walk out at the kitchen door, I lock the door behind you, wave bye bye, and tell you to enjoy the "boys night out" all by your naked self ...

This actually happen in 2001.
Mark was a good puppy, but he was just too stupid sometimes...

5/27/2009 3:26:15 PM
I will time your bathroom time, if you get that privilege. your clothing will be chosen for you (out side of the house) your food will be chosen for you, if you are aloud to eat. When, how and why you will be punished is up to Me. Now, just get it; I am a control freak and I ain't going to change, Is either my way, or NO WAY!!!

4/24/2009 1:08:18 PM

4/12/2009 8:34:27 AM
Happy hop...hop...hop 

2/14/2009 5:51:28 PM
    Happy Valentines

1/27/2009 11:38:26 AM
Some of the things I say may sound rude but they aren't. I have been searching for a long time and know exactly what I want. I don't want to exchange fetish stories with you or talk about being  your shrink. My time is important to me. I am not into cyber anything. When I was younger my love for dungeons and torture chambers began, perhaps a 5-year-old shouldn't be having thoughts like that but, I did.  My thoughts began much sooner than that and certainly never stopped. Be real, be serious, and DO NOT WASTE MY TIME.  ##### ONE MORE THING#####
If I do not respond to your email, is because I AM NOT INTERESTED, so get the clue, and GET LOST!!!!

1/23/2009 10:36:00 AM
If you are curious, if you are bored, if you only like the boobs, if you want cyber domination, if you have no intentions of living together as a Domme/sub couple; GET LOST !!!!

1/2/2009 11:06:10 AM
If we haven't chat, or if you don't know me, don't ask me to accept you as my friend, or don't ask to be in my circle or friends either.

12/31/2008 8:57:02 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Peace, joy, and lots of kinky stuff  :)

12/23/2008 2:53:14 PM
Dear Santa; It's again Christmas...
I haven't behaved...  I know... But all l want for X-MAS is a slave....

12/16/2008 9:44:29 AM
We've being chatting for couple of days now... you, are just a lost puppy who is craving my firm and heavy hands.
you offer me servitude, loyalty, and your house to be my Castle.
you are getting nervous as the date of my arrival gets closer. We both have plans, but the best is yet to come.
The day is finally here... you get to the airport half an hour earlier, chew nails, walk around, sweat, going crazy already!
My plane has landed. From far away you can see me with my boots, leather pants and a tank top. you came closer, shy smile, and l scent the fear and the nervousness. Hello my pup... you hold my hand, and kissing warm you tell me how nice is to have Mistress home!!!
On the way you are talkitive, telling me about places to visit, where and how to get there, and you look to be very excited as well.
This is it, you saying as you turn the car keys off. Home, sweet home, and now, my Mistress Castle.
you open the door for me, l step in, and and you close the door l open my zipper pants and the cock on my strap on pops out. I pushed you down on your knees and you swallow my cock. l take the tour around with you on your knees sucking. Ok boy, now l need a full long bubble bath before my dinner. later on, you will keep serving my turst for your ass. Now, let go on my cock, and lets go.

12/13/2008 8:47:04 AM

he is tied, She is happy, he is shaking...
"Nervous boy?" Nno, MaMaam. She pllaces blind fold on his eyes, gets a pair of socks, and shoe laces, ties his cock, and he is bursting, dying to pee... "May l please go to the bathro...  NO, shut up!!!! Keep drinking this water! Yes Maam. he's cock was so hard, She could bearly keep it tied... She searches for the flogger, and soon starts the torment. he breathes deep, and shakes even more. She smile, just like a kid in front of the x-mas tree on x-mas morning. "ummmmmm" She acelerates the flogging, the weight on Her hand can be felt on his skin; To have a virgin sub under Her care is such a turn on, She turns, and whip his back, inner tighs, legs, arms, ass and specially cock! "ouch, ouch, ouch, he goes...  She chuckles, laugh...
A very shy and low, "Thank You Mistress" comes out of his mouth.
She pushes him down, squeezes some lotion on his ass and places the heals of Her shoes at the end of his ass... teasing, poking, openning... Beg slut! bet for Mistress to take your virginity, do it now!
'mmmmm, he goes... Mistress, pplease, l am affraid, i'm, i never done that bef...  "SHUT your fucking useless pie whole, you're high heal slut. Now l am fucking you either way! Take that deep in your shit hole! Before he holds himself for what was about to come, She pushed the heal up his ass. She place one hand over his mouth and kept fucking and laughing. Sometimes She would stop fuckind, and would smash, or pound his balls with those very own shoes... "mmmmmmm, Mistress ppplease, i need to pee... She made him drink to the point he couldn't handle any more. every time he breaths heavier, he would releast few drops. For your own safe, you bettere not pee on my floor, bitch! The torment were so intense, Her hands were so steammy squeezing, smacking, touching roughfly his body, he couldn't take it any more... As the rush took over, all he could say was Mistress iiii'm sorry, sssso sorry... ppplease forgive Maam, but i can't pppplease, please, please i can't; It was a pitty, but he peed. SHIT, you useless piece of fucking SHIT. you are no good, NO GOOD, understand?? She shout, as he broke down in tears. She adjust Her foot inside the shoes, (as was in his ass still), pulled out of his ass, lowered Herself down next to him, grab a chunk of his well groomed hair, look him straight in the eye, smiled gently and said: Dry my floor with your tongue, when you're done, come to my room. Mistress will show you why we Brasilians are good at kicking "balls". His eyes jumped out of his face! But that is a different story ahahahahahah

10/31/2008 8:37:47 AM
I wonder if this is only a dream... The kind of dream you could never see it happen...

Happy trick or treat day ;)

1/29/2008 3:03:30 PM
Friday night, and he is home alone. Mistress had called him earlier and told him to stay home cause She was going to have a night out... *But Mistress, am i staying home alone?  [ Yes, She said. you are staying home, just take your shower, put on something slutty and go to bed ]  *Yes Mistress.
He wasn't very happy about staying home Friday night... She usually take him on the weekends for the amusement of Her Domme friends. He loves the feeling of being used as a slut boy, as a human toy for these women dressed in leather, always so powerful and insatiable.
One more look around the house, a deep breath and to the shower he goes... As the water comes down his face, he just can't stop thinking about what She would might be doing... Was She out playing with Someone's else toy? Was She having fun? Would She tell me any of it? Sighs, and no more silly thinking. Now, what am i going to wear? The burning desire took him straight to an outfit he having worn in a long time. knee high boots, black, silky pantyhose, short red dress and a black corset over it, marking his push up bra. long reddish wig, dark red lipstick, blue eye shadows matching his eyes, and lots of mascara.  He did model around for the mirror, and even tough about taking pictures, but Mistress didn't ask for pictures, maybe l should just sit here and wait for a phone call.
For the next 2 hours nothing happens... TV is on but he was passed out sleeping on the couch. Mistress came home and for Her surprise he looks very delicious and desirable laying there, with that red hair covering half of his face. She stood there in front of him for few minutes and all came back to Her mind... How they met, how well he became her pet, and how proud She has always been of him.
he deserves a gift for such a nice production, She tough.
Without making any noise She got a blind fold, and hand cuffs. slowly she place the blind fold, and the cuffs. As he heard the snapping of the cuffs he woke up; *Who is this, help! [Shhhhhhhhhh, ] and quick covered his mouth without saying a word.
He wasn't giving up very easy, She places a duct tape over his mouth and Her hands were just slapping his face. As She help him up, he got all nervous and feisty again... A cane just hit him on his back, and to his knees he went. He gets up quick and She pushes him towards the kitchen; She hits him again and pushes him down forcing him to stay down this time. Hi's mind is going a thousand miles an second, who is this person, what is all this about?? She knees on his back and replace those cuffs for heavy duty cable ties and tied him to the table. 
He could hear Her steps going away from him, couple minutes later She is back again and before he could think of anything else She lift his dress and riped his panties off;
Slap his cock around and ass. She whips his ass like never before. another hour goes by he doesn't make any more noise, all She can sense is the moaning, the pleasure he gets. Southerly She stops and he takes a long breath. When She takes off the blind fold, She smiles and ask him if he is curious about her night.



1/16/2008 12:55:25 PM

" Good boy's go to heaven, but bad boy's goes anywhere dragged by my leash".   Dreammerqueen 

1/3/2008 11:57:07 AM
he having had permission to come in 30 days now. Mistress noticed how much his behavior have changed, and She loved it... he is so much more focused, gentle and affectionate. Her bubble bath, was perfect, the foot massage was long and relaxing, but Mistress wanted more from Her toy. As She got out of the bath tub She looked at him and said; Get in the tub, I am unlocking your chastity belt for a supervised bath and inspection. Yes Mistress. with eyes down he got in the tub and held his hands behind his back. She undid his belt grabbed a sponge bath and  poured soapy water all over it. his hearth was pounding fast and he couldn't help getting an erection from the idea of Mistress washing Her toy. *Lift fluffy; She said. ( fluffy is how She have named his cock). Yes Ma'am. Now rinse it off.
She held him by "fluffy" and pull him all the way to the Dungeon. *Stand by the wall.  * Spread your legs and arms.
he was restrained at the chains on the wall, She also cover his eyes... he was trying to prepare himself for the first hit, but it never came... Everything was quiet, he didn't even know if Mistress was there, or not... he was tense, nervous, but excited; after being locked in that chastity belt for a month, even a slightly breeze got him hard. The air was getting warm, a particular smell took over the ambiance. Was sort of a sweet, sensual smell, and it was getting close... he soon notice what it was...  Hummmmm  it's chocolate, that chocolate smell was now in the air, and also on Mistress body. Something smooth touched his lip... *Do not open your mouth. She kept running Her fingers covered with chocolate all over his lips, and around the lips... something even sweeter and smoother touched him again; This time it was Mistresses lips sucking all the chocolate out of his lips, what was left when She finished was a honey taste from Her lips... he was in heaven, he didn't know if have died and gone to paradise or if it was only a preview of heaven. *Tonight will be a little self control test for you boy; you will earn the right to stay away from the chastity belt, or keep it on longer. he was used to Mistress's mind games, but sometimes She would scare him in a very painful, but erotic way. [Yes Ma'am]. *you are not aloud to come into I said so. *Understood? [Yes Ma'am]. Right after saying that, he felt something thick and warm dripping on his face, running down his lips and chin. Mistress got closer and start cat licking, sucking on his chin, *Mmmm, so delicious, She whispered... he was twitching and moaning already; *Remember boy...self control!!! [Oh Mistress your lips on me are just too much Ma'am!]  *So shut your mouth and do not interrupt my desert.[ Yes Ma'am].  More chocolate dripping, this time was down his chest, She was nibbling on his stomach, and after taking Her sweet time doing that, She was biting his belly, small bits, big bites, alternating with scratches and licks. She saw his hard dick, and laugh even harder. She took the blind fold off, and got Her fingers inside the melted chocolate bowl, those fingers went straight to his mouth... *Suck it!!! Again, hands inside the bowl, and now the whole hand, and soon as She got the hand out, She rub it all over his face. Now he was drunk with that smell... all he wanted to do was to lick that chocolate from Mistress body. She pour the chocolate down to his belly, and it got to his stiff hard dick and balls... She put the bowl away and with both of Her hands She grabbed his dick. Looking deep inside his eyes She goes, *Smooth... just the way I like it *smiles*  Her strokes got faster and aggressive; 2minutes after that he asks: [ Mistress may i please come? i will stay in the belt for another month, may i please, please, please, i beg YOU Ma'am...] Her smile was wide this time, and an *Nah, Nah, Nah... came out of Her mouth. he arched back and was fighting with his own body not to come. Her hands, sometimes were on his cock, sometimes on his balls, but Her eyes never lost contact with his eyes; That alone was getting him wired, crazy, insane... he couldn't hold any longer, and with tears on his eyes he said; [ i am so, very sorry Ma'am,] and he came all over Her hands. *Uhmmm sperm covered chocolate...
*Clean it up boy, now!! [Yes Ma'am] She fed him all the sperm from Her hands and when he finished, She unchained him saying: * Well, you have 5 minutes to take a shower, and when you are done, fluffy will go back to his cage. he took a deep breath and said [ Yes Ma'am, Thank You Ma'am]  *Another month locked will help with your "bratittude" issues.


12/28/2007 9:06:30 PM
Mistress went out today and came home  just as i was finishing my shower...
l could hear my Mistress making some noise in the bedroom, l got my usual rubber shorts and my collar on. As l walked out of the bathroom, l saw My Mistress standing in front of the mirror, fixing Her makeup with a very nice platform heels, stockings with the lining on the back, a short leather black skirt and a red and black brocade corset, with a wide red lace going down on Her  back... what a vision... i stud up there for about ten minutes or so; She could see me from the mirror, but it was like no one was there. Before facing me, She says:< Look what is inside the box...
i got nervous for a second and couldn't move, She turned and i couldn't help my self, ohhhh She was gorgeous, and mysterious, yet powerful, feminine, so l have no choice but drop to my knees and kiss her feet - <Not now She said; <I don't want to get late. <Come here, She sat at the bed as i craw towards Her;< I want you to try this on, She handles me this little black dress, off black thigh high stockings, garter and a bra with some cushions inside, and a very, tight leather shorts; Shortly after i find out how badly and painful they kept my balls and cock; flat like a pancake <Oh, don't worry about the shoes yet... <And HURRY UP!
i had no idea on how to put stocking on, and that was hard... but i did managed to get everything on. - i am ready Mistress.
< Good, now, let me put a little makeup on your face, and get this wig, right, and those are the shoes;   -Mistress had a knee high pair of black leather boots for me, there were nice but l was afraid of walking with them, but Mistress told me to relax, take small, but confident steps. -Yes Ma'am. < Ready? She asked heading downstairs, -i am ready Mistress. i had instructions to drive  to a 45min away club out of town. At the door Mistress told me: - Tonight, you are my shy female lover. Yes Mistress... we walk in, guys everywhere looking and flirting with Mistress, l was uncomfortable, but very excited... and everytime that happens, it remind me of how tight those shorts were. Mistress grabbed me by the hand to the dance floor and start dancing and moving in a very sensual way around me... Some guys, just dance around us trying to brush up against us or hold us. i didn't know what to but by the way Mistress looked at me, l knew: Tonight was going to be long night... She got closer to me and placed her hands around my waist, my hands were down, but She came closer, and kissed my lips as 2 guys watched, She smiles and look at them. one of the guys rubbed his cock, and licked his lips as Mistress whisper in my ears :< you will give them a good show, and if you do a good job, I'll play with you tonight; After saying that, She put Her hands on my butt, and l got excited again. She did all kinds of provocative things to me, and i worked along. Mistress basically stop the club with Her sensual dance, and  with lots of people dancing around us and from time to time She would just get someones hand and rub it on my ass. When things start getting out of control, we left. i was worried the whole time, with guys rubbing their cock's on my ass, afraid of some guy touching me or something else... On the way back home, Mistress asked me what was i feeling, i asked - i am ok Ma'am. < Were you scared? what were you afraid of? - i was afraid of being violated Ma'am. She laughed... We got home, and Mistress said: Keep the lights off, Don't take your clothes off LETS DANCE... She was getting much more serious, and less flirty, Her hands squeezing my back, belly, ass, sometimes pulling my hair, sometimes biting my chest, my neck, She was thirsty for submission. < That's my body, my neck, and l am thirsty... you belong to me, even afraid I am fucking you tonight.  Bend over!!! She pull up Her skirt and l saw the harness with this light pink dildo popping out. <Suck it SUCK MY COCK!!! i could barely fit in my mouth... Mistress went back behind me, undid the cords from my shorts and tied back right close to my balls sack. She pushed the dildo all the away in my ass, She start pumping it hard and deep, no stop. Her finger nails buried in my skin, She would pull me closer and closer to Her "cock"  my balls were ready to explode! After having Her way with me, She pull it out, turned me over, squatted on my face holding my wrist with the opening of her pumps and humped my face as long as She wanted (at least 30 minutes) She came all over my face i licked it all clean, into the very last drop!!! Mistress got up, ordered me to fallow Her all the way to the shower and i washed Her, She went to bed, and me... ohhh She handcuffed me at the headboard of the bed, and my balls ached all night long!!! Thank You Mistress, You are The best, Ma'am.


12/25/2007 7:19:07 PM
he was all day long dreaming and thinking about Mistress... Even had on his journal how much he would like Mistress to make him Her little toy tonight... Not knowing She had planned a warm night for his desires.
he comes home, she has his collar and his tight latex shorts on the bed; he knows what that means: Mistress will play with me tonight. he took his shower and did everything to please Mistress to the maximum, he even had cologne on... time is up, She always gives me 30 min for shower, 10 to get dressed and grooming, and 5min to present myself to my Mistress.  8:45pm he is downstairs, dinner is on his bowl under the table, very close to her chair. I am ready Mistress, he says.
She look at him and taking firm steps towards him, She looks, She walks behind him, smell him, check his finger nail's, his hair, his ears, behind the ears, and as She move away, he noticed Her eye brown raising (gulp, he knows that is not a good sign). What is that? She asks pointing at his face. What is it Mistress?  She grabs him by the hair and brings him to the closest mirror She could find. THAT, and show him a lightly shadow of beard.
But Mistress, i did shave this morning Ma'am, and i... SHUT UP, She said very loud, She grab him by the hair again and this time She drags him upstairs all the way to the bathroom, and push him inside  the bathtub. Now, lay down on your back and bring your knees over your head! She ordered.  Yes Ma'am, like this, he replays, Shut your mouth and just show me, DO NOT TALK TO ME!!! His eyes popped out but he did fallow all the instructions right. She got out of Her pocket a  9x3 dildo, and  slapped against his ass, soon he was feeling the burning on his skin. Mistress did explore ass and legs as well with Her sharp long and red finger nail's. As She kept pushing him dawn, he realized how close his dick was from his face... She noticed him looking at his own cock and She laugh... What are you looking at??? your worthless piece of meat ?  I do want you to look at it and pay close attention to every single detail as I fuck your filthy ass!
-he couldn't believe his ears... Everything he wrote earlier was becoming a tormenting reality. he wasn't done thinking when She slapped the dildo on his lips; OPEN!!! She ordered; She pushed it down on his trough and got all the saliva She wanted. he was really enjoying it, the position didn't  even bother him, the excitment took over his body and his back and neck became numb. She now, places the dildo at the side of his ass hole, and that was his first time... the heart just couldn't beat any faster, and his hands and feet were sweating and they were so cold; as he close his eyes She force it  a little deeper and a moaning slips out :uhmmmm, oh Miss...  Having fun boy? She asked; -Yes Mistress, Thank you so much Mistress... BUT THAT"S NOT THE IDEA YOUR NASTY ANAL SLUT!!!! So She pushes the dildo all the way in, in a very violent way and kept doing it for several minutes, when he opened his eyes, he just couldn't believe the vision: his dick was hard as a rock and it was aching so bad, but the feeling was intoxicating, the sensation of being Mistress anal whore was definitely the best thing he ever experienced !! GET READY TO FILL THAT  MOUTH OF YOURS WITH WARM CUM!
-he never had his own cum before, and wasn't sure if he could do it, but he couldn't disappoint Mistress like that and the magic of that moment just turned him into a play toy for his Mistress. The in and out got faster, She knew exactly how to do it, She was able to touch his G spot like he never knew it exist and it feel so good; his breathing got heavy, and for the first time he's  got the permission to talk. CUM FOR MISTRESS AND DO IT LOUD !!! DO IT NOW!!!
- at this point he had no control over his own body, every time Mistress said something Her voice was the command. his body was fallowing, he didn't understand but he sure loved it.
-i am cumming Ma'am... She grabbed his cock and point at his mouth, OPEN YOUR MOUTH, SLUT!!  The first load was inside his mouth and the rest of it, She just kept guiding and pointing his dick at his eyes, sides of his face even at his nose... when his cock spilled the last drop out, She remove Her hand from it and walked away saying  - HURRY UP DON"T LET THE SHAVING CREAM DRY OUT.  YOU HAVE 20 MINUTES TO CLEAN UP... BY THE WAY MISTRESS HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU AFTER DINNER...

 But that is a different story, for another day ;-)   


12/20/2007 6:05:07 PM
Well, happy B-day to me...
I had a good sunny day, got phone calls from friends, family, nice gifts, a surprise party with about 100 people, a HUGE cake (and it was sooooo good). Everything was  great.
Now looking forward to Christmas and New Years!!!

Merry Christmas!!

12/10/2007 3:09:50 PM
Kneeling in front of me, head down, pounding heart, sweaty hands, drooling over the ball gag so tight in your mouth...
A yank on the leash, for few seconds you have no air...
As my hand pull your hair and push you to my shoes, your nose is sniffing, rubbing, exploring heels, calf, leg...
I can see in your eyes how much you wish to lick and taste my shoes, my feet, eat from my hands...
The sound you make are funny make me wanting to laugh so bad... but I feel sorry for you; I feel your pain and that gives me joy! 
...grabbing you by your chin: Stop making noises, that is very annoying!! Seat your bare ass down and don't you dare move.
Couple of hours later I get back. your eyes are closed, but you can hear me getting closer and closer...
I grab you by your hair, stand you up, you are pushed against the wall, arms up, pinned up, legs apart, blind folded;
-Who is going to help you now?  Mistress is asking you, answer! and a slap across your face runs down your body like a electroshock... something hot is dripping on your left nipple, a sharp and cold pain is on the right nipple. Soon the sensations are driving you crazy, now where was hot is cold, and the hot candle wax, melts the ice.
-Take me Mistress, take me please! That's all you can think about when my hand remove the gag from your mouth... A loud moan is left out; you are confused and excited at the same time, as Mistress whispers very close to your ear " Relax boy, this is only the beginning" I am about to have fun with my playground, and that, is you...


12/4/2007 2:34:51 AM
I would like to live a message for the ones who are thinking about quitting this journey... Think positive, and look around, focus on what you really want and need.
Good things don't come easy...
Good luck,

11/10/2007 4:56:25 PM
Collarme must to hate me...  lol  The ceremony was beautiful!!  The pictures l had posted were declined.... I will try to post the ones we got today!!
Thanks to all my friends, who are crossing the fingers for this union!!!
And good luck to the ones who still searching.
 Got to get going... someone under my desk is very inpatient... bye!!
DREAMMERQUEEN and servant.

11/8/2007 7:29:22 AM
I DREAMMERQUEEN, would like to happily invite friends to the COLLARING ceremony of my slave/sub this coming Saturday 11/10/07 at sunset. The ceremony will start 6:30pm, but the collaring will begging at sunset.
A gold chain will be placed on his neck with a lock. The key will be given to me as a token of his devotion and submission.
Mistress Bela (from Brasil) will lead the ceremony. We will have few friends, and the ocean as our witness.
This is the place;
Av. Nossa Sra de Copacabana,
Copacabana Beach (in front of the Copacabana Palace Hotel)
Rio de Janeiro,
If anyone from Collarme happens to be in Rio, and wishes to attend, please contact me.

11/5/2007 5:36:42 PM
It was about time for me to get over old memories and things from the past and post pictures...FROM THE GREAT PRESENT I'm living!
Well, here we are... 

10/18/2007 6:34:37 PM
Well, here l am again...
You know, l really feel special. Not because l'm better or worse then anyone else, but because everything that happens in my life is for a reason.
For the ones who's around me, or even to the ones who aren't around me, you all know my heart, ME.
I feel blessed for being who l am, and I'm proud of myself. The other day as I observe the ocean, the waves, the wind;
I learned a valuable lesson:
 My life is like that big ocean... immense, endless; Is unpredictable like the waves, and lots of times, is also like the wind... I can't see it, but l feel it, sometimes hits me hard, but sometimes caresses me softly...
 I have learned that I can not redirect the ocean, or stop the waves, neither less ignore the wind.

If l keep looking back, I'll never see what is in front of me... And using someone else's word's It's time to let "it" go.

"Forever" D "one and only" QUEEN;


  PS: Don't push the door too hard, it can hit you in the face. what you are getting back tomorrow, is consequence of what you are doing today.

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