I have been in the Fetish scene as a domme for years, and I always did hear about submissives looking for a real mommy. Over the last few years, I was free. Just like anything that someone desires the word free brings all kinds of people looking for something for  nothing. I only wante to be loved, have a family, share my life with someone who love me, have a husband that was into the lifestyle as much as i was. What I found was a handful of real people who were good people. Then a moutain of married people who wanted a mommy/mistress just to play with themselves and go home to the one they loved. I wasted my years loving a lot of people who so called wanted a life with me, and really just wanted someone on the side of there real life. Because they were selfish, they told me lies to keep me in their lives. I am no longer free, sorry I am looking for someone to take care of me as I will take care of them. NOT someone that wants to be taken care of and never return the favor.