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Cyntilating

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Scintillate...Scintillating..

Etymology: Latin scintillatus, past participle of scintillare to sparkle, from scintilla spark
intransitive senses
1 : to emit sparks : SPARK
2 : to emit quick flashes as if throwing off sparks : SPARKLE
transitive senses : to throw off as a spark or as sparkling flashes <scintillate witticisms>

..for I surely do feel like I am setting off sparks most of the time...

Cyntillating...or just Cyndi : )


.. I live in northern Georgia...I moved here from Arizona and plan to return there July 2009. I am on CM to share, learn, listen and perhaps make some new acquaintances along the way..I am always open to new friendships and would love to meet like-minded people locally.

...My "nature" I was born with and love to please, help and nurture...always have. I am a submissive, not to confuse that with me being submissive in all areas/aspects of my life ...I am quite the opposite of passive about life and am very passionate about most everything I do or attempt... independant, self-sufficient and capable of being assertive.


My experiences in WIIWD began about 17 years ago. I was mentored by a Dominant Top for 2 years, learning a considerable amount about myself as well as the physical aspects of bdsm and his extensive toy bag. One of the most important lessons I learned from him was that I was not and am not "a bottom" , the relationship being void of the emotional and mental submission/commitment from both was very difficult for me... I moved on to a Ds relationship with a Dominant I would be with for the next 13 years as His collared submissive.

As with life, mine is now in transition once again....Moving back to Arizona excites me and challenges me at the same time.

So much is in transition, I will amend this profile as I sort things out.
soft smiles,
Cyndi



6/15/2008 7:03:08 AM
June 15
   Life turns on a dime. My life is full of changes right now, and on a good day I am not overwhelmed by them.  If there is one thing I am, it is that I am determined.  I will survive and this too shall pass< has become my daily mantra of late.  But I am here ( as in alive and kickin'), with my mind open to the possibilities that life will show me what I need to see.  


  
7/11/2007 4:21:49 PM
....What a wonderful day today is....it is raining, and some may say thats reason enough to stay inside or consider the day ruined.....but,I love a sun shower and miss seeing them in Arizona, and today was about the closest I have seen to that here in the Ga mountains..the sun was out from behind the clouds for a little while and it was raining softly. I walked outside in it..  This has made me think of a picture I have of myself somewhere, taken when my daughter and I visited Sea World and sat in the soak zone to see Shamu...On purpose of course.....living life in the "soak zones" : ) yes....
now I'm certain someone is going to read that and put a different twist on it than I intended LOL but  oh well..twist away! : )..........There is a great line in a garth brook song that says " life is not tried its just merely survived if you are standing outside the fire..........."   ........Got a match?
smiles...

7/9/2007 1:35:24 PM
....a peaceful message written to ( you know who you are ) ..  you will not make me hurt or hate....the saddness is on you, for YOU to feel.. I gifted you my time, my kindness and my genuinely gentle  feelings towards you without expectation, thankfully so.  I wish you peace and happiness, yet I do beleive what goes around comes around and so I fear it will not be for you to find.. But I, personally, forgive you ...I hope you can forgive yourself.     
                                
7/4/2007 10:32:43 AM
this womans idle ramblings from a curiously insatiable appetite for shared thoughts and experiences......
July 4th  ...May there be peace and freedom for all. 
badlilgirl71
 
 Age: 55
 The Hot Part, Arizona