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Hiya! 23-years-old, lesbian. I am not currently looking for any sort of relationship, I'm coming out of some drama and need to just fly solo for a while. This may change (well, it most likely will change), I just need some time to myself. I am up for making new kinky friends, though! I love being able to connect, talk sex, and be a kinky perv with new people. <3

Also, dudes? And this is gonna be pretty bitchy, but I don't give a fuck... See that sexuality box? See it says lesbian? That's not a fucking lie. Stop asking me to fuck you in the ass or let you eat me out or whatever the fuck else. I have zero interest, and even if I did your "WAH WAH I'M A DOM AND I WHINE WHEN A GIRL REJECTS ME BECAUSE I HAVE NO BALLS DESPITE ACTING LIKE THE MOST SELF-ENTITLED DOUCHE ON THE PLANET" personalities would turn me off faster than a frenzied Brujah in Celerity.
Seriously. Why do you think that you get the right to treat women like shit? Subs are fucking people, we have emotions, rights, and we definitely aren't gonna drop trou for a wannabe dom with no grasp on reality. I remember the time one guy told me he was going to force me to shave my head and have his friends attach a clit leash to me after they had their way with me against my will. That's not a dom, that's a rapist. There is a difference. Safe, Sane, Consensual. Why is that so fucking hard to understand? Half of you don't even want subs, you're just misogynistic fucks that want power and control over people that you literally give no shits about.
Seriously.
That aside, I do not give out my instant messengers, Facebook, email, number, or any other personal contact information unless I am interested in you and we have talked for a while (long enough for me to get to know you, at the very least.)
Now on to the GOOD, not mean disclaimers that only exist due to online harassment I have received here simply due to my gender!
I have no brain-to-mouth filter and due to my inability to focus and take a breath, my ability to get my point across intelligently starts to fail when I'm speaking face-to-face. I don't always think before I speak , so I come off as stupid. I've even been asked to "stop pretending to be dumb." I don't pretend to be anything.... I'm just a space-case that often stumbles awkwardly over life. It's like I manage to find and trip over all of the sidewalk cracks of reality.
I am also a geek. I enjoy role-playing, cosplaying, reading, writing, and gaming. I love Skyrim, Vampire: The Masquerade and all of the other WoD genres, fantasy movies and shows, LARPing, video games, Harry Potter, fairy tales, ghost, and other various nerdy things. I am unashamed of my geekiness, and I could care less if you think it's silly or childish. I live for pleasure, freedom, and joy..... You might not like that, but--
"I don't care, I'm still free. You can't take the sky from me."
5/31/2013 1:31:38 AM

Complimenting someone at the expense of others makes you look like a total douche. If you can't flatter someone without putting other people down, there is something horribly wrong with you and you should seek immediate mental health treatment.

4/27/2013 3:57:42 AM

I identify as submissive. 

 

But I see those, "yes mistress, whatever you say mistress" or "I'm a good girl, I do what I'm told" or "I'm going to sit naked on my knees for five hours while you play video games because I'm a sub and that's what good subs do" posts and laugh. There is far more than one kind of submissive, and I don't see many others than the slave/subservient type. And I have nothing against the girls who do truly enjoy being a subservient slave type because goddamn if you like it fucking do it. But I really feel like a lot of people don't understand that there are other types. They don't respect other types. Idk.

 

Me? I'm the type that when you say, "bend over," I laugh my ass off. In your face. I laugh in your face. I'm the type that you grab by the arm and I just take my shirt off and run away cackling like a madwoman. I'm the one that you have to work for. I'm a brat. I don't say, "yes, ma'am" and "no, ma'am." I say, "HAHA FUCK YOOOOOU," and skip away. I'm the one that laughs while I'm struggling. While I knee you in the ribs. I'm the one that's smiling while you growl in frustration because you can't can't get a grip on me because I'm squirming too much. I'm the one that frustrates you to the point where you just can't take it anymore and you grab me roughly, grip me tight, and push me onto the bed before tearing my clothes off, all while I am still sitting there laughing and giggling and give you a hard time.

 

I'm the one that enjoys struggling (as long as it's on my terms.) I'm the one that can't get off on just saying, "yes" I have to say it while kicking and screaming. If you don't want to play rough, you don't get any.

 

And if I say "no," you don't get any. Because I can giggle, struggle, and have fun for as long as I want... but the moment I say, "no," it means no.

 

I'm a sub, but I'm not your bitch.

 

Just sayin'

4/25/2013 12:33:19 AM
4/24/2013 2:16:24 AM

Why in the world are people still doing the, "YOU'RE A MAN LOL I REPORTED YOU PEOPLE ARE REPORTING YOU LO" bs? The scam doesn't even work. 

4/22/2013 10:34:15 PM

AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

 

No.

 

Sorry, little boy. Your penis is not the cure for my lesbianism. 

 

You're silly. 

MaiHoshigawa
 
 Age: 45
 SAN ANTONIO, Texas