Oh how my body aches! But in the best kind of way ;) Had a wonderful night with my Mistress and a nice surprise visit from Sir. I'm still pretty disappointed with myself, even though they have both told me not to be. I'm upset that I couldn't handle more than what I did, and that I've already had to make something a hard limit. I've never cried during play before, and I really don't like showing weakness to anyone, but I couldn't help it. However, Mistress was right there to help me. She talked me through everything, and gave me a better understanding of why I was feeling the way that I was. Her aftercare is wonderful, and I never would have made it through without her! Sir's surprise visit shocked me, sneaky as it was ;) I was so happy to see him! By the end of the night, my entire body was just completely exhausted! Sir and Mistress knew just how to use me, and it was that much more exciting considering I couldn't see a thing. Tapping in to new sensations and putting my trust in to both of them to do as they pleased with me was such a rush! I felt bad though because of how exhausted I knew both Sir and Mistress were, and I feel even worse that Mistress was too tired for me to please, but if that's what Mistress wants, that's what Mistress gets. I'm sure there will be other opportunities for me to return the favour. It just killed me inside because I wanted to taste her SO badly! :P But I wasn't expecting to see Sir and get the pleasure of tasting him, so that made me very happy. I still have so much to learn, and it can be frustrating at times being such a novice, but Sir and Mistress are being very patient and understanding with me, and that makes me a very happy little subby :D

So excited!!! I get the pleasure of seeing my gorgeous Mistress tonight. I am Hers to use however She sees fit :)

Really missing my handsome Sir and beautiful Mistress :(

Honestly, I just needed somewhere to put my thoughts in to words because both of the people that I want to talk to the most right now are asleep, haha...I just had one of the most amazing experiences I have ever had in my entire life! I feel like a complete idiot for even being nervous. These are two of the coolest, most down to earth and funny people I have ever met. I am just so glad that we didn't let getting off on the wrong foot stop us from meeting. He has a wickedly delicious sense of humour, and just kept surprising me the entire night with all of his kinky ideas. While he and I butted heads a little in the beginning, I can totally understand why, and I'm over it now. I have a better understanding of how to take some of the harsher things he says, because I know they are said with good intentions, never anything bad. She is absolutely stunning! One of the most beautiful women I have ever laid my eyes on, and she has the brains to match! I'm not usually one to be able to sit there for hours listening to someone talk, but everything she said intrigued me so much. It's like we already knew eachother, and the awkwardness was completely gone. I just think they are two wonderful people and I'm so thankful that I decided to stop being so stubborn and give things another chance, at least to see if we all click and see where things go from there :) I couldn't have asked for a better first meeting. While some of the things I saw kind of scared me, I was so exhilarated by everything! I can't stop playing the night over and over in my head. A lot of firsts for me, but I'm very happy and I can't stop grinning. I can't wait to see them both again, if they'll let me :)