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I have recently been introduced to the idea of the Daddy/Babygirl dynamic and I am interested in finding someone to teach me about it. I guess I'm looking for a Daddy. I guess I should first share something about myself to see if I sound like someone who would be compatible with you and what you are looking for in a babygirl. I have pics I can send but couldn't figure out how to do that on this site. I can promise you I and pretty attractive, I doubt you will be disappointed. So as for my personal relationships, well you will probably find this strange but with the exception of 1 encounter a few months ago, I was abstinent for many years. I had a really bad divorce and just decided not to date and concentrate on raising my kids. It's just recently, in the last few months, my older daughter can babysit for the younger and I can start to have a life and start to explore dating again.. I would also describe my past experiences to be very limited in people and activities. To be perfectly honest, since researching this dynamic I not only have never done most of the things I've read, I don't even know what many of them are. Lol. So here is how I ended up here. First of all, I had closed off my sexual side for so long, I just pretty much forgot about it but that one encounter seemed to open up Pandora'a box. There are things, urges and cravings that are coming out I never knew were there. There was a Man I met on a regular dating site who said he was a Dom. At first I panicked and was scared to death, but I was curious and kept asking questions. I learned he was a Daddy Dom and started to expose me to some of the basics. The craziest things started to happen. Things he would tell me at first, like calling me babygirl repulsed me but soon I started to crave. Other examples were when he wanted me to call him Daddy. I resisted because it was so uncomfortable but then so natural. I couldn't understand how being told "good girl" could shift from me thinking it offensive to the most erotic words I've ever heard. Even the thought of spanking which still scares me a bit went from me thinking it ridiculous abuse to me now fantasizing what it would be like. To be totally honest I am really blown away with this perception change but it's almost intoxicating and I can't deny I crave to explore it with the right person. I only met this man in person once and it was in public so no real exploring took place and it was clear he was not for me but the idea of this dynamic was still lingering behind. I had no idea how to pursue it but with some research I found this site and that is why I am reaching out. As for my "babygirl" side. I don't know if I am the typical little or babygirl. I have no interest coloring book, Disney movie marathons, and although a couple of cute stuffies are adorable, I don't see myself sucking my thumb while worshipping them. I'm not interested in wearing diapers or baby clothes at this point either. So I would expect after reading the above you are thinking why do I think I'm a babygirl? Here is all I can tell you with my limited exposure. I have no idea what else may come out once I let down my guard and let my little come out but up to now.... When I started to discuss anything naughty with this Man, who I was starting to possibly consider as a possible Daddy, I would get super shy and revert to feeling like a shy little girl who was being naughty. It was such a strange overwhelmingly erotic feeling. The idea of standing in front of Daddy naked makes me feel so naughty and shy and the thought of Daddy directing me and guiding me through my fantasy turns me on like nothing I have experienced before. I am in control of many people and things all day long and the concept of relinquishing control and doing what I'm told to please Daddy in almost addictive. I can't say I would be open to exploring anything but I am definitely very open to exploring many things my Daddy thinks I will enjoy or will please him. I am almost like a blank slate for the right Daddy to paint his masterpiece. So ideally I would be looking for someone who is looking for a lifetime relationship and not just some play activities on the side. I would want to be a significant part of my Daddy's life and build something that can fulfill both our wants Needs and desires. I would want to be Daddy's only babygirl. I would hope to be able to meet up with my Daddy once or week or so at first and maybe move towards more time together. With kids and schedules I know it might be tough but I would want playtime and cuddle time with my Daddy. I also would need the Daddy /Babygirl dynamic to stay below the surface outside the bedroom. What I mean by this is that rules can still be there to be followed and we could covertly practice the dynamic in public, keeping it strictly between ourselves but any discipline major corrections or discussions around the dynamic would have to be restricted to behind closed doors. Behind closed doors is where I hope to totally open up to my Daddy and be the little girl of his dreams. It would be our secret life, unknown to my friends and family. Everyone else in the world would just think we are 100% vanilla ( love this vanilla term btw. Lol). So if I and this sounds like something that might fit into your life and lifestyle, please reach back out and let me know. Thanks for your time. Are you my Daddy?