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Hi,
Since moving to Utah, I have found it really difficult to connect with the people here. I was hoping to meet a special woman that we would compliment our individual desires and meld into something really special. That has not happened so far and that is okay. I do find myself sinking deeper and deeper into my submissive side. Lately, I have been going on-line to a site that offers video chat. There, I go on, naked except a clothes pin on a nipple and then, if a female in connected, begin to add clothes pins. First on my nipples, then my balls and cock. If they stay on long enough, I will begin to force a set of anal beads that are over 8" long into my anus. If they continue to stay connected, I then begin to beat myself with a small nylon whip and spatulas. If they still stay on, I begin to use the giant sized dildo. First sucking it and then doing myself with it. There are so many things I want to explore, to find out if you or I like them or not. I am here to do exactly that and if I meet the woman I have been searching for, all the better.
I am a switch, I enjoy both roles and see nothing wrong with it.
I am always in control both in my professional and personal lives. I am also in control when I play at being submissive. I do like things a certain way but that does not mean I am not flexible. I enjoy guiding and developing people to be their best and to assist them in achieving their goals.
I am looking for someone for a LTR because regardless of role, it is important to always realize that for something is to be special, both people must be really to give so much of themselves in order to really gain what they really desire. It requires mutual respect and understanding and that does not happen with a one time play scene, although they can be fun, they just aren't as rewarding.
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