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| It’s possible my first inclination into kink was watching women tied up on the covers of old sci-fi and detective magazine covers, as well as women in film and television. One fond memory was watching Batgirl tied down with Catwoman leering over her. Man, they got away with a LOT back on the old 60’s "BATMAN" series. I might also say that a family relative who had very little thought as to what movies a youngster should go to took me to see “THE GAUNTLET” at age 7. For those of you not familiar, gang rape scene. Ah, the 70’s. Slightly before puberty I found a copy of "OUR BODIES, OURSELVES", as well as a stack of my Mother’s PLAYGIRL’s (single parent household). Where PLAYBOY only had women, PLAYGIRL had both men and women. But what I was more interested in was the letters section. Between that and some of the fantasies/discussions from "OUR BODIES, OURSELVES", I found a rich fertile mind for mental/sexual exploration.
At 13, I came into possession of a book filled with explicit sexual scenarios of a very dark nature. Rape, humiliation, degradation... and of course, bondage. Imagine 1984, almost a decade before the Internet was known, and I had what was to become commonplace for anyone to find at the click of a button. The problem being that I thought I was the only one in the world who had the same thoughts and feelings and desires. Being one for total equality for all, I found it quite disturbing to have such lurid fantasies of women. If nothing else, it did increase my ability to write as the material I was interested in was far from easily obtainable. So I had to write it myself.
It’s been said by many teachers since high school my knack for detail is quite impressive. It really would not be until the dawn of the Internet and a job that required I be exposed to it 40 hours a week in private that I would start to find like minded people, and not just creepy guys hiding in shadows, but respectable, everyday people, and, most importantly, very attractive women. It was through these women that I would find I was a Dom and they were subs, later becoming a Master after many sessions and soon wanting slaves. The whole dynamic of sexual play was no longer a physical need, but also a mental one that would increase the emotional aspect. Mind, body and soul were in unanimous play and I could never go back to anything less affecting again. Now, the simple act of lovemaking had to be with someone I was in complete sync with.
I have trained and I have owned women. At one point, I had a project in place to have 3 live-ins with the inevitable addition of 2 more (I just like the number 5, I have no idea why) move into and share a 2 bedroom apartment, use the joint income to save for a house, then start a truly polygamous communal household with me as Lord. But it had only been a mere 7 years since I had made these discoveries about myself and the world and I wasn’t sure if this was how I wanted to live. I dissolved the plan before it came to fruition and moved to California. Upon returning to Boston, I attempted more traditional relationships, but they were doomed. Eventually I admitted who and what I was and am now going forward in my life as who I am. Which, of course, makes dating so much more difficult in a world where most people hide their own true wants and desires. Which is why I am here.
My three big interests are sexuality, media and the supernatural. I’m sure from this profile you can guess my sexual interests. When it comes to media, my interests are the typical of film, television, music, literature/comics and video games. As for the supernatural, my interests are paranormal phenomenon, metaphysics, protoscience, cryptozoology, xenobiology, myths, legends (classic & modern/urban), folktales, occultism and mysticism. These are also my big interests with media, as well, but not limited to.
Other than that, I enjoy long aimless walks to nowhere in particular, cruising around and road trips listening to good music, and just enjoying good company and conversation. I have a very broad sense of humor, so long as what I’m watching/listening to is funny.
I would have to say my perfect mate would be someone who was physically tall and thin or small and petite or average height/weight proportionate and/or toned who was cute to pretty to beautiful. Someone who was educated, open minded, sane, self assured, clean and neat but not insane about it, optimist but not annoyingly so, financially secure, artistically inclined, perhaps with some martial arts training and having a very broad sense of humor who could hold a good conversation. Someone who could have their own friends and interests and allow me to have mine, but who shared a set of common interests that we could enjoy together. Someone who loves animals, especially cats. Someone who could enjoy going out or staying in equally. Someone who had a sexually submissive streak and enjoyed experimenting. Someone who felt genuine affection for me and enjoyed being with me and someone I could feel the same way about.
I need you to be available and serve me, 24/7, at my beck and call.
I need you to listen when I talk.
I need you obey me when I tell you to do something.
I need you to learn what I need you to do for my pleasure.
I need you to forget what came before and be open to what will come next.
I need you to understand who and what I am.
I need you to understand who and what you are.
I am looking for a woman for domestic servitude.
I am looking for a woman who will give her body willingly for my sexual desires.
I will train you, own you, mold you and make you the woman you yearn to be.
I will train you, own you, mold you and make you the woman I need you to be.
Something I ask to see if we share common interests. If you’re interested, answer and send me your responses.
What are your 5 favorite films of all time?
What are your 5 favorite television shows of all time?
What are your 5 favorite bands/performers of all time?
What are your 5 favorite novels/comic books of all time?
What are your 5 favorite video games of all time?
What are your 5 favorite ice cream flavors of all time?
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