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It is time.
If you are bored, read on ..the good stuff is in the middle.
Married. Never leaving her.
My wife is very ill, the illness is killing her slowly, taking first her physical abilities, followed by the depression, headaches, etc. Our relationship is 100% when she has to ability to spend time with me. I love her, take care of her, support her, nurture her and keep her until I can no longer do it physically, or until she is either better....well until she is better.
Having said that. I am a man, not a perfect man, and I have desires. Online only, nothing permanent, not collaring anyone, not looking for a harem, slave, sub, online girlfriend, meetings or hook-ups.
No pics - it's online, I can look like whatever you want me to. If we become friends, then I will share pics, fair enough?
I really am a nice guy..until I throw the switch..then...
I'm a sadist, humiliation hound, and violent fucker..pun intended. My favorite things are verbal humiliation, verbal abuse - constant and fiery, spitting insults and commands. When I fuck, my partner ceases to be a woman, and becomes cunt. When I fuck cunt, I fuck it violently, creatively, painfully, and abusively. Pull hair, drag my nails on it's back, slapping to the face, body slaps, whippings, brutal beatings, piercing, knife and blood play, fisting, enemas, and of course, romantic throat fucking until cunt pukes.
I'm into interrogation, and I ask real, personal questions. Most sadists want to hurt your body, I want to hurt your feelings, dig into your psyche, probe you, get your secrets, and use them to pound you into the dirt. Take your precious gift of submission, spit in your face, and crush it beneath my boot. Rip from you your self esteem and worth, until all that is left is to look into the cold, hateful eyes of your new Daddy, and pray I will somehow lift you back on your feet.
When I'm done fucking, I return cunt to womanhood, even nice considerate words, holding, loving, caring, touching and talking. This part of it is earned. All things are service, if during the fucking cunt does not do well enough, she then may not earn aftercare and I will leave her in the dirt where I ground her into.
I'm lost, hurt, suffering inside from an incredible black existence that has caused many hours of self loathing, doubt, anger, and internal frustration. My pain from what I have lost and what has been ripped from me has taken over from time to time, and dominated me with it's venom. I had to choose, either let it devour me, or use it for my own, selfish, sick needs. So I take that anger, hate and doubt, ball it up, and unleash it on my willing partners for an explosive hate fucking session that will no doubt leave us both with what we came to find, me to destroy, and you to be destroyed.
Judge me, call me names, tell me how fucked up I am- or ignore me. However, remember when you are laying down your judgment with all your righteous indignation, I am also judging you, and from your closet will come your own set of bones that reflect the inequities of your own life, so tread lightly.
Basically, if you don't like me, fuck you. If you do, then so be it.
I'm a great friend, a fierce competitor, and an evil enemy.
Oh, and I like comedies. :)
Tense
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