Mitt kropp skriker...skriker så högt jag kan knappt höra mina tankar...det har allt börjat med en vanlig kram...oskyldig, oskadlig...jag trodde jag är skyddad, att jag har allt jag behöver...nu blev jag sömnlöss, orolig och ängslig i mitten av den svenska vintern...kanske snön kan tysta ner skriket...eller en annan kram.

“As if you were on fire from within. The moon lives in the lining of your skin.” ― Pablo Neruda

I live in Warsaw, Poland for the next months, anyone arround?

Next stop: Sverige....for a long, long time I hope.

Happy New Year!...I hope 2011 will be a good year for everybody!

I think is time for my yearly update...I`m still a woman, still living in a very small European country, still single:)...but in the last 12 months I managed to loose 60 kg...and it shows, and it feels!...it`s great to be healthier and more energetic then ever...and ready for my next trip:)!...this time is Stockholm, I`ll be there in July for a week...so, anyone has some tips for me, what is never to be missed in Stockholm?

It seems I`m not the only idealistic over here, somewhere in Indonesia there is a wonderful submissive man who wrote:

"Well, this is not just a part-time fantasy life style where the sub submits to a whip-lashing Goddess in a tight-fitting catsuit and perfect make-up. Nobody can hold up that pretence for very long. Nope, it is truly worshipping Her from deep inside ALSO when she’s down with the flue, or wearing jogging-pants, or getting drunk and saying silly things, or making gas, or being unreasonable, or what ever. In the end it is about making Her wish your command – 24/7. As simple as that.

And you know what? You can do that with ANY woman in your life! She doesn’t have to be a certified Domina for a sub guy to do that. Respecting your Woman as your one and only Queen and to feel a warm warm pleasure when seeing Her happy when you pamper Her for HER sake… THAT, Ladies and gentlemen, is what submission is all about - at least by my book!"

Dear bulejkt1972, I hope you will find your elusive Mistress, you will make her a happy lady!

"And she whispered to me in the darkness as we lay together

Mistress... tell me where to touch you so that I can drive you insane.

And I kissed her softly and whispered back,

Touch my mind little one."

I`ve read this in a profile today ...so sensual, so erotic...so wonderfull

last night i remembered a very emotional scene i saw in my last vacantion...i arrived from the airport and after a quick bath i decided to go down and eat something...a small restaurant, dim lights, i ordered and was looking arround at the people...a very interesting man caught my attention...he was a good looking male in my oppinion...but he wasn`t alone, a nice lady was near him...she was very quiet and never raised her eyes, except for looking at him...it seemed like they were alone in the restaurant, they shared a special intimacy...her attitude looked somehow familiar and close to my soul and mind but i couldn`t say why...until i noticed his hand...under her skirt...he was taking what was his...she was smiling and her eyes were filled with a very special light...he saw me watching them and he also saw my smile...dinner came and i had to eat but i couldn`t take my eyes off them...suddenly that man pull his hand from under the table and traced the contour of her mouth with his wet fingers...then he threaded his fingers into her hair and dragged her mouth towards him and kissed her, his tongue invading her mouth...it was the most arrousing kiss i  saw in my life...i was arroused and almost mesmerized by the scene...the waiter brought me back to reality...on my way out i walked by their table and only then i could see the delicate collar on her neck...she was content and relaxed while listening to him...he stopped for a moment and smiled at me, looking in straight in my eyes, knowing that i enjoyed my dinner...