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I am a submissive bbw. I am new to the site and prefer those between the ages of 28 and 40 (I think that's a decent age rage?). I do enjoy however, talking to those of any age range. I am also new to the lifestyle. I do have some "online training and experiences" but I am looking to enjoy all that the lifestyle has to offer in r/t (offline). I want to know if I'm right and this is for me. I have very little r/t experience.
I don't want anymore online unless it's included with r/t. I'm wanting more than online has to offer me. I am very interested in learning more and hopefully one day embracing it fully. I am having difficulties however in starting that wonderful journey as I'm not sure where to start other than sites such as this one. If you have any suggestions or advice about how to begin my journey or this site, I would be extremely grateful and would appreciate hearing it.
A little warning...I am not one to rush into things. I like to take my time and get to know a person first. Also, I feel this must be said (although it shouldn't have to be), just because you are a Dom doesn't make you my Master.
Other than the above, I'm not sure what to put here yet but will add a little at a time as it comes to me. I will also make changes as I learn more about the lifestyle and my place within it.
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Well, it's official...I'm moving back home to Kentucky in less than two weeks. Thought I'd post in case anyone might check in.
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Two weeks ago, I had my first true rl D/s experience. No, I'm not collared or Protected by Him. Thankfully, he was the exact way that I pictured him to be and kept to what was discussed in advance with a bit of pushing the limits. I should have written in here about it just afterwards but my mind was all over the place and to be honest I just now thought about sharing it here. I enjoyed it a great deal and learned a lot about myself. It was mostly a learning experience, what I liked, didn't like, how I felt about submitting, etc. There was no intercourse as agreed. I did learn a few things that I enjoyed a great deal as well as some things I didn't lol. I'm definately looking forward to experiencing and learning more.
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I've become a bit discouraged as of late in my search and so taking a break from the active searching but will pick up where I left off at a later date. I knew it'd be hard to find someone right that was nearby but it's still discouraging none the less.
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Well, I had an important test today. The questions were horrible. I didn't know half of them...shoot, I didn't even understand a good quarter of them lol. The good news though...I passed!!! Yay!
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The more time I spend on here, the more I believe this is for me. I still haven't experienced anything in r/l and looking more and more forward to it each day. I find that some on here move faster than I want to though. I can't believe how some Dom's just because they are Dom's believe that they can order me around. Yes, I am a submissive but I don't take orders from anyone and everyone that will give them. Am I wrong in this thinking? Some probably think so but I don't think there's a thing in the world wrong with it.
Well, I took a major step this week in my journey and met a Dom for the first time. It happened quicker than I would have liked but I'm glad I did it. It was a short, casual meeting that I did learn from and plan to use that learning in the future. I am looking forward to meeting others.
I must say, I am enjoying myself and glad I have finally started taking steps in what I feel is the right direction for me.
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| Age: 25 |
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